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01_I only have you
It's been 10 years since I broke up with her. I wanted to check on her health, but neither contact nor letters were of any use. They all said it couldn't be delivered, that it was to a non-existent address, or that it couldn't be delivered there. Dozens of contacts and letters had piled up. I was so worried about her disappearance.
I really only have her, what should I do if she leaves like this... I...
Tiring, ringing
It's the phone ringing. I don't have any calls coming from anyone but her...
!!! I had no choice but to run out when I saw the name on the phone.
Because... she called me after we had been out of contact. Honestly, when I woke up, I thought someone was playing a prank on me.
But when I heard her voice, I knew for sure. The girl I had been searching for for 10 years called and asked to meet. I was so happy I almost cried. 'Because I'm not the only one who's lonely,' 'Because I'm the only one who hasn't forgotten.'
Remember My Phone Number, My First Love
I was so so happy that it wasn't just me...just me...that it wasn't painful
I wanted to fly away. When I held her in my arms and sang or wrote poetry to her, she smiled beautifully. Then she said this.
“Did our Seokjin ever want to become an actor?”
“Yeah!! I was thinking of becoming an actor!!”
“Well, but if our Seokjin were an idol, he would have already become famous!”
“Huh...? I’m a loner and an outcast, so how could I possibly become an idol? And if I become an idol, everyone will know about my past and everything...”
“So you’re scared?”
“Yeah.. a lot..”
“Then it’s the same for actors?”
“Hee... That’s okay. I want to quickly become an actor and show you that I’m a real strong person, not someone who pretends to be strong!”
“....Yeah, quickly become an actor and stop pretending to be tough and show us that you’re a tough guy.”
“Yeah! Okay.”
This is my old memory. I can't remember it well, but when I'm with her, I think of it sometimes. Ah, my love, my first love.
Every time she called my name, her voice was so soft and pretty. But she had been missing for over 10 years, so I was so happy to finally see her that I was jumping for joy. But in that place, she was... a sight I couldn't bear to see. I should never have answered her phone back then.
Completed on February 17, 2021