For you, from me
With half-open eyes
I was just staring into space.
I'm so, so sad...
So I looked in the mirror and smiled,
No matter what I do, it all seems sad.
He looked so sad.
So it's so hard
With tired, half-open eyes
I was just staring at the empty space...
The body was covered in sweat.
I'm sweating coldly,
My head hurt,
With my originally blurry vision,
Whether it's medicine, a remote control, or glasses...
Without finding anything
Biting my lip
To keep my mind silently
I was pouring all my strength into it.
It's so hard I can't stand it anymore
Just lay down.
When I lay down, my eyes just closed.
I collapsed almost to death.
About two hours had passed,
When I woke up, there was a missed call on Line.
There was a note from my sister attached.
'Get some rest, I threw away all my workbooks.'
This meant that my sister was really angry.
And the fact that the anti-hat people sent messages through Line
Maybe it was because I left the group chat...
When asked what happened, if it were normal
Everyone, everyone... I would have said it, but I didn't want to worry you,
While I'm talking, I can't say everything that happened so far.
I feel like crying...
It's not that I don't believe it, but
I don't trust you that much...
I feel like I'm going to send it again like an idiot,,
I thought I might make you worry...
"Haa,,, ha.."
Just sighing,
Swallowing only tears,
I'm afraid I'll go crazy like this,
I'm afraid I'm no longer human...
Just thinking about that
Still tapping away at the keyboard
I'm hesitating whether to say it or not.