[Serial discontinued] for you, from me

Thursday, July 18th

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For you, from me












Actually, I was living the life of a writer.
As a writer on the app,
I just thought I was really happy.
I just thought it was really fun.

After discussing it with an acquaintance, I decided to do it
It was when I posted something like a project on the bulletin board.

The comments were all cold.
Of course I couldn't help but be upset
I hid it again.

I'm afraid that there will be bad rumors spread here too.

When I was holding my hair that was so sticky with my hands,
Suddenly, my stomach started hurting.

"Ugh,,,,"
"Sigh... Ugh,"

I was at a loss as to what to do with the sudden onset of symptoms.
He was sitting there, almost collapsing, complaining of pain.

Feeling around on the desk that can't be seen
I barely managed to swallow any medicine.
But the pain doesn't go away, so there's no medicine on the desk.
I just swallowed it all

"eww,.."

After taking all the medicine, I wondered if I had taken sleeping pills.
A slight feeling of dizziness and drowsiness came over me.

thud,

I looked miserable as I lay there, almost collapsing.
It was now past 8 o'clock.

Today, I just thought about dying to my mom.
I fell asleep.

A country that sleeps relatively little
I slept for about an hour and woke up around 9 o'clock.

As soon as I woke up, I got scolded and beaten by my mom.
But now it didn't matter.

I was so happy that I almost cried at the thought of not having to go to school.

"Materials...there are no materials..."

While muttering to myself and playing on the phone
I took the workbook my mom threw at me and placed it on my desk.

Since the test is going to be roughly done anyway, I'll just solve the front part a little bit
It would have been over if I had just left it to the inspector.

Don't you think it's a waste of money?
Not at all. Money... I'll just support that.
Why are you leaving it behind?

After a while, my mom came in to check on me.

"This is official-"

"(mumble mumble)"

"I did this much, so I'll get a perfect score on the next test."

"..."

bang-

Mom roughly closes the door and goes out.
This year's score is an average of 98.
I thought I did pretty well.

But when my mom heard my test scores
Instead, I just got angry.

...I'm not a North Korean
I am an object.
I think everyone is really going too far.

Swish, swish-

I have a couple of slightly unsightly marks on my arms,
A slightly unpleasant, dark red liquid flowed from the mark.

"ha,,,,"

I'm half worried that I can just sigh every day.
Half the relief I felt when I saw the marks on my arm
It has taken root in my heart.