*If you find the coupling unpleasant, please go back*
*Not related to real person*
What kind of future
*Star point*
It's so hard... Jihoon... Are you smiling right now? Ha... I told you to break up, but... When I imagine you chatting and laughing with another man, I get so angry...
Kwon Tae-gi came, faced Kwon Tae-gi, and lost to Kwon Tae-gi.
I regret that day so much. Why did I waver then? I resent myself so much, and the thoughts that come to mind now aremiss you and I want to dieThat's all.
JihoonI really can't do without you... Come back... No. I'll go...Won't you accept me back?
(KakaoTalk!)
"Hey Kwon Soon-young
You broke up with your boyfriend? It's okay... No...
"Let's get some fresh air."
It's nice to hear from a friend.But what am I doing? lol.When I actually looked at myself, I felt so miserable. I did this to myself, lol. And here I am... lol.
But on the other hand, I also wondered, "Is Jihoon having it harder than me?" If I'm having such a hard time... what would it be like for the person receiving the breakup notice?
(Suddenly-)
I guess I should just go outside and get some fresh air like my friend said.
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As expected, wherever I step, you are always there.. I was just walking without thinking and I ended up at the place where we had our first date..? Hehe..
By the way, nice to meet you... That doll... I gave it to you as a gift a while ago.
Do you still have it?
'What is Miss Kwon Soon-young saying again?
Ugh...
Let's just go..'
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'Lee Ji-hoon?'
*Uji's point of view*
' ×Bal Lee Ji-hoon. What are you doing? lol...
I cry all day and think about that kid, and then I worry about whether that kid is eating well and whether he thinks of me lol
This is ridiculous...lol...
That guy must be flirting with other people at the club, right?
Haha ...
Just looking at myself made me feel so pitiful. I couldn't believe how I had to cry and whine all day because of a kid who didn't even think about me. And then I suddenly got angry.
×Bal, you're going to meet another shitty kid like you.. You'll live your whole life going around and around with your lover!!! ×Bal, I'm going to live really happily!!!!!!
Kwon Soon-young is a bad guy. He's worse than a dog. A loser. A really ugly bastard. Kwon Soon-young x-bastard.. x-bastard.. x-bastard.. But why do I keep wanting to see him x-bastard!!!!!!!
I was so annoyed. I was so annoyed that my face was burning. Kwon Soon-young, this situation, myself, everything was so annoying.
'Yeah, if you stay at home like a loser, you'll become a real loser..
I should go for a walk ×'
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The outside world was more beautiful than I'd imagined. The city, brightly lit with colorful lights despite the pitch-black sky, people enjoying their own time here and there, and, in contrast, people crying from exhaustion from work, stray cats wandering the streets, trees rustling their leaves in the gentle breeze. Everything was beautiful. And that's why it seemed all the more sad. Nothing lasts forever, so eventually, all of this will vanish.
And then I thought of you again. Seeing something beautiful, I thought of your smile. I thought of your smile, irreplaceable, more beautiful than anything else. Truly... beautiful.
We happened to be walking down the street we'd come from on our first date. Far away, just a little further, was the store we'd been to. But I didn't want to go. I knew if I passed by, I'd just howl like a lost kitten.
'Jihoon...'
But at the sound of a voice calling me, a voice that was sharp even though I tried to ignore it, I had to go. In that direction.
'Jihoon..!'
'Kwon Soon-young...'
'Jihoon... how have you been..?'
No. Because of you, every single day felt like a dog's life. Since that day, it's been so hard that I've thought about dying every single day. I've lived my life hating myself for crying and complaining because of you. Even though it was only a few weeks, it was truly hard for me.
But seeing you ask such a question, it seems like you didn't have a hard time at all? If you were like me, you wouldn't have said such a thing. No, if you were like me, you wouldn't have even called me. Kwon Soon-young is truly trash.
'Uh... I've been fine.'
' Ah.. okay.. '
'If it's not urgent, I'll go first.'
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' Since you're not saying anything, I think it's urgent. Send it.
Then I'll go.'
'Just a moment, Jihoon.'
' wait for a sec.. '
It was you, who grabbed my wrist as I was about to leave, holding me back with a trembling voice. I was taken aback, looking into your eyes, which seemed poised to burst into tears at the slightest touch. This wasn't the Kwon Soon-young I knew.
You, who had strong pride and never revealed your weaknesses, shed tears in front of me... It meant that you were willing to give me everything.
*Start point*
Finally, tears welled up in my eyes. I desperately wanted you. I laid down everything, and perhaps my sincerity resonated with you, and you decided to listen to me.
'So. What do you want to say, Kwon Soon-young?'
'Jihoon...'
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'I can't forget you-'
Jihoon!
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Someone called you, and you ignored me and went to see him.
' Ah.. hello seniorㅎ '
'Hey, hello! But what's going on here?'
'I just came out to get some fresh air'
'I see... Who's next to you...?'
'Just someone I know!'
'Oh, really.. Is this a pre-arranged engagement?
Or do you want to go eat with me?
I'm alone too, so I needed someone to eat with..'
You ignored me like that and left this place with that 'senior'.
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To be honest, I was a little curious. I wanted to know what your relationship was with that 'senior' person... Did you meet on a blind date right after breaking up with me, or were you just acquaintances who ate together and stuff?
But my curiosity was resolved sooner than I expected. I could tell when I saw you walking off with that person, not with a forced smile, but with a genuine smile that you only showed me.That we are not usually close.
I saw you disappearing with that person in the distance. And I also saw your beautiful smile.
You look happy..
I realized I was no longer Kwon Soon-young's Lee Ji-hoon. I realized I had to let you go. And I left this place, letting go of my foolish attachment.
*Uji's point of view*
The air I spent with Kwon Soon-young was suffocating. Truthfully, it didn't feel real, so I couldn't cry or get angry. But I felt sincerity, so I decided to listen to what he had to say.
'I can't forget you'
Ah. It was so obvious what was going to happen. If you had said that within a week of breaking up with me, I would have been so happy. But it had already been three weeks. I didn't want to hear it anymore.
Fortunately, I didn't have to listen to my senior's words because he called me. And, wanting to get out of here quickly, I dragged my senior, who was hungry, to a nearby restaurant.
Rumors of this senior's crush on me had been circulating since before he started dating Kwon Soon-young. Perhaps that's why, whenever I'm with him, I feel a sense of care and concern.
And I didn't hate it.
After breaking up with Kwon Soon-young, it was this senior who contacted me every day to check on my well-being, even though I was living like a wreck. At first, I was grateful, but now I'm starting to like him even more.
Jihoon! What do you want to eat? This place is... um...
They say the rose sauce pork cutlet is delicious.
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' Jihoon..?
'Oh, yes..! Then I'll eat that.'
Why can't I concentrate when I'm with such a great person? Why does that kid's face keep popping into my head? What if? What if I run back there again? Will I be able to see you? Will you catch me again when you see me? Will we be able to meet again? Will I be happy if I do?
'Again... is it because of that kid..?'
I guess I'm a bit irritated. What would that senior think, seeing me worrying like this?
I tried to clear my mind of distracting thoughts and enjoy my time with that senior.
' Haha.. I guess I'm not as good as that kid..
Jihoon, go and catch him again.
I want the person I love to be happy.'
I was taken aback by my senior's words, but even I felt like I'd regret it if I didn't go now.
'I'm sorry. I'll go. Thank you.'
So, I couldn't escape from you in the end and ran back to that place. To the place where you were.
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Clearly, Sunyoung left that place...
What kind of future awaits them?
I was planning to upload it by 2020...
I guess INFP flower path is very annoying..
Still, I'm glad I was able to upload it by January 1st!!
(It was very urgent though.. hehe..)
Happy New Year everyone! 💕🍀
Stay healthy!! Stay happy!!
I love you💙💛