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Last trip
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“Don’t worry when I leave.”
“You can do it yourself.”
I don't want to leave you.
I don't want to break up.
The expression on your face when I first met you.
I can't forget that feeling.
I wipe my tears with my sleeve at the front door, type in the password, and go in. I see you waiting for me on the sofa, eyes squinted, body curled up in a shrimp-like position.
I'm so sad that I won't be able to see you soon.
Rather than feeling sorry, I'm just too sad.
And it's annoying.
I'm so annoyed that I can't do anything because I'm incompetent.
“Come on..?”
Is it my imagination that your voice sounds desperate and painful today?
"Yeah"
“I went to see the chairman.”
“Why are you going there..”
“Don’t go any further..”
“Just stay with me..”
"Yeah, I'll just be with you."
“I’ll stick with you.”
“I won’t play with that hand.”
It's already Monday.
D-2
I have to leave you soon.
I'm thinking of going on a trip before I leave...
“Hey lady”
“Shall we go to a meadow where no one is?”
“Oh!! I like it”
okay.
If you're good, I'm good too.
“Ah… the smell of grass”
“It’s so good.. hehe..”
“I’m happy”
huh,
As long as you're happy, that's enough.
Please continue to be happy like that in the future.
Can you do it..?
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morning
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“Ugh, sir..”
"mister?"
When I called out like that, I couldn't see the man running towards me, wiping his hands on his apron.
"what.."
I went out to the living room.
There was no one there.
I also went to the kitchen.
There wasn't any.
No one.
Did I have a long dream where I was happy?
There is a post-it note on the table.
“Hey lady, hey mister.”
“I’m going on a long trip.”
“I decided to study abroad in the US.”
“I’m sorry for leaving without saying anything.”
“I made some side dishes in the fridge, so eat them.”
“Don’t skip three meals again.”
“You have to smile and be happy until I come back.”
“I have a 10 o’clock flight.”
"love you"
It's 9:42, and if I run now, I won't be late. I throw on a windbreaker over my black checked pajamas, open the front door, and run. My toes are bruised and bleeding from running barefoot in slippers. I don't care. Kim Seokjin is my most important.
Arrived at the airport.
10:57
We need to find Kim Seok-jin quickly.
Oh, it's Kim Seokjin... Kim Seokjin...
“G, Kim Seokjin!!!!!!!”
He turned to me. Tears welled up in his eyes. Tears welled up in mine, too. They streamed endlessly.
Shouting from afar.
“Hey lady!!!! Eat well!!!”
“Don’t get sick!!!”
“I prepared the food for you!!”
“Make sure to eat”
“See you later for sure!!”
"Sorry!!"
"and!!!!!"
"love you!!!!"
end.