organized crime - Short stories (BL)

I'm Kim Taehyung, the right hand of a gangster boss, you could say. People say I'm a devil in angelic clothing. I had major surgery when I was six, and since then I've lost all sense of emotion. I've even killed animals as a daily routine, without anyone finding out. But would everyone be fooled at that young age? Some people followed me around, saying my behavior was strange. Even though I killed them to keep my secret from anyone else. The doctor always said to me, "If I were alone, I'd have to live like this for the rest of my life, but if I found someone else I loved, I could live like everyone else." When I was young, I wanted to live a normal life like everyone else, so I dated a lot. But the results were always in vain. I treated them well, and I could have treated them well too. Everyone left me. I have nothing left. If you can't avoid it, you should enjoy it, right? I'm going to enjoy this life for the rest of my life. Don't try to understand me, because that's the kind of person I am.

“Ha...who is it today?”

"Today, I'm Jeon Jang-guk, a student at Dalnyu High School..."

“So a high school student? Are you crazy?”

“···This is an order from the boss.”

Even if I'm trash, does it make sense for an adult to hit a high school student? Normally, I'd just follow orders from my boss, but before, I had a bad feeling. I didn't want to do it. Why are you asking me to do this? I don't commit crimes against minors even though I look like this. I won't do this, right? I can't. Didn't the reason I signed a contract with this organization in the first place was on the condition that I wouldn't touch minors?

"TH, just this once. Okay? If you don't, we'll all die."

“Then just give up.”

“Oh, no- can you help us just this once?”

"Me? Why? I really don't want to do this. I won't do it even if it kills me."

“If you do this job well, I’ll buy you some beef.”

“···You know what I hate the most is breaking promises, right? If I do this and you don’t buy me beef, I’ll kill you with my own hands. Do you understand?”

“Okay, okay, I understand.”

I'm Kim Taehyung, a man with a weakness for meat. Damn, is this really okay? No, this kid is a little pitiful... Am I really allowed to hit him really hard with my own hands? Aaah, why are you like this? I don't have any feelings, can't you kill a brat for beef?

“Miss, you said to wait here, but why aren’t you coming? It’s annoying.”

Just when I was thinking, "Should I just go back?", a high school student who looked just like the one in the picture appeared. It was definitely Jeon Jungkook. I was going to give this kid some leniency because he's a minor, but am I too late? The world-class Kim Taehyung is waiting for you, so am I too late? You're dead to me.

“Hey. Are you Jeon Jungkook?”

"Yes, that's right. Who are you?"

"Me? The one you've been waiting for. You really don't want to live your life, do you? Then you can just die today, okay?"

The kid named Jeon Jungkook had a sad expression on his face at my words, and I brought my fist to his face. He thought, "Isn't this kid pretty?" I flinched for a moment. I can't believe I'm sitting here telling this kid he's pretty.

"J, I, am, really, going to kill you..."

“···Then should I save you, you son of a bitch?”

“···Then please kill me without hurting me, and hide my body somewhere no one can find it.”

“Why are there so many requests? Huh?”

"···sorry,"

What the heck, this kid. If it were any other kid, he would have begged and begged and begged for his life. You told me to kill him, but you told me to kill him painlessly and even throw away his body? That's why I don't want to kill him. He's so cute. I wanted to take him and keep him to myself for the rest of his life.

"I won't kill you!"

"···yes?"

"Instead, go out with me, baby."