"A nationwide wind and rain warning has been issued, so please avoid going outside if possible."
[ A breakup is always heartbreaking. Unlike the dangerous boredom that passes by in an instant like a shower, a breakup that has passed always makes you miss and think of someone. ]
"The wind and rain warning is bullshit, when will it be clear.."
【 This is especially true for me, who hates rain so much 】
1 year ago
Was it because it was a society with strong capitalism?
I thought we were the most loving lovers
I believed it was a chance given by the world and a destiny that was predetermined.
"Ta-da, the concert tickets you shouted out to see so loudly"
"...What??? How did you get that? Are you crazy?"
"I'm going crazy... I saved you because I missed you."
"Your boyfriend is really cool, I'm dying to love him."
Because you were the one who loved me more than anyone else
"Leaving fate behind, passing through lovers, and heading towards a fateful love."
I've even had stupid thoughts like this,
"
"Honey, I can't sleep..."
When did you start making a fuss, asking for care, saying you were so sick you thought you were going to die?
"Phew, anyway, enough complaining... First, turn on the light."
And you,
"I'll read you a book. Lie down next to me and read it together."
Because he was the person who cared for me the most in the world,
(On rainy days)
"You probably haven't gone home yet..."
" ... taehyoung kim? "
"Oh, phew... You're not finished work yet?"
Well, it's raining so I was planning to go once it stops.
You idiot, didn't you see the article that said it was going to rain all day today?
It's not that I haven't seen it, I haven't seen it, no, I haven't seen it all day today -
Oh my, are you trying to make excuses again? That's enough.
"Take this or that"
"What did you bring in such a hurry that you're out of breath and panting?"
" umbrella? "
"I thought of you on my way home from work, so I'll write later."
"Then you...? I'm fine. I can just take your car."
"If you ride that senior guy's car again, you'll really die."
"Oh my, I'm scared. I'll take it anyway."
"Okay, what if your body gets hurt? You're already fragile."
"Go, work hard and be sure to use an umbrella when you go home."
(On a sunny day)
"The weather is nice, why are you complaining about your face?"
"Chi... what are you dissatisfied with? I've never been dissatisfied with anything?? "
"Wow... So was it my mistake?"
"Is everything really okay? You like nice weather, don't you?"
Oh I don't know, I'm just a little annoyed
What do you want to eat?
fool ,
Who's the fool? You're the fool.
This is real -
"Then let's go to the Han River."
"Let's go on a bike date, which the female protagonist likes."
(On snowy days)
"Let's have a couple set. Pizza of your choice."
"I actually made a reservation here 3 months ago."
"Look at this, look at this, I'm so busy taking pictures"
"Oh, I'm sorry, heh- but I really like it so much I'm telling you now."
"Wow... This is the first time I've seen you smile so beautifully... Phew."
Oh, why are you laughing?
"No, I won't tell you either."
Oh, where is that, why did you laugh?
..... Phew,
See you again, laugh again
Um...then you answer first
"I'm really - really - really cool, right? I'm so excited, right?"
"Eum-eum-eum - I'm not excited for more than a day or two, no, that's it"
"Ah, look at your cheeks getting red ㅋㅋㅋㅋ Oh really ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ"
No, that's not it, really...!!!!
"I get it, I get it, Kim Taehyung is the best, the best man. Right?"
Ugh... that idiot
You idiot... You said you were excited lol
Oh, are you just teasing me again?
Okay - but heroine,
"You know"
Hey, why did you suddenly come in?
"No, it's just so pretty."
[ All the words you said so casually made my heart flutter
Every action you took without a care made me excited
You, who loved me as I was without any worries,
"It was my whole life and my whole life"
"My heart is still pounding, am I doing something wrong?"
One day, I suddenly heard meaningful words,
"I'm just a little busy, so I don't think I'll be able to see you for a few days."
Your behavior suddenly changed,
It was easy to get to know you
It's always been hard to bear you
"I haven't changed at all. If anything had changed, it would have been you."
"Why on earth are you doing this? I'm getting bored."
"Love changes when it changes, it doesn't rest."
"Why are you doing that? Don't make people feel uncomfortable and just talk."
"I loved you so much, but it seems like you don't"
【 to be honestThat was right,
Kim Taehyung loved and cared for me terribly.
I just accepted that love as if it were a given.
"It keeps raining..."
"My lady... if, really if"
“What will you do if we have to break up?”
"Well, I've never thought about it... why are you saying that?"
In front of love, I was extremely generous and weak.
You were strong in the branches of love, but very fragile.
"Let's break up"
At that moment, you blurted out those words and the distance between us
I can feel the awkward airflow and the silent silence.
I still can't forget, no, I don't want to forget
.......
"I ended up speaking first."
"What are you talking about, we've been seeing each other for a year now"
"Yeah, why am I like this, Yeoju?"
Someone once said it's really easy to turn a lover into a relationship.
'At first, I hesitated and thought no several times, but when I actually faced a breakup, it was really simple. It was difficult to change a relationship into a lover, but it was really easy to change a lover into a relationship. Those words made me realize that there is no such thing as fate between lovers and people.'
"I don't know, me either."
【 He shook his head a few times to mess it up, then suddenly came in front of me.
You raised your head and looked at me pitifully for a while, with eyes that somehow seemed sad and complicated.
"Haa.. but, it doesn't seem like I'm bored"
What does this mean?
Unless it's the boredom that all lovers experience at least once
Why are you suddenly breaking up with me?
[ After speaking, Kim Taehyung sighed as if he was frustrated.
I looked at a couple sitting at the table next to me in the cafe.
"We will be together foreverloveI believed you would do it"
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"The weather is so damn cold,"
Blowing on the steamy car window
I drew a heart with my fingers to show my love.
"It's definitely not because I'm thinking of you."
- while denying it.
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"Don't go, Kim Taehyung"
(He grabbed Kim Taehyung's wrist as he tried to get up from his seat.)
( - Percussion )
"I'll miss you, Yeoju."
But then Kim Taehyung shook off my wrist and left.
Left alone in that place, I just sat down and cried.
(I ran outside and found Kim Taehyung in the rain,
Kim Taehyung had already gone somewhere a long time ago.)
"You said you would love me and that we would not break uppromise I did it "
(6 months after the breakup)
The first time I met you was in that cafe.
You and I, as two loving lovers and one office worker, again
In this way, they each found their own lives and relationships and met again.
"...the heroine?"
"Hmm... I'd like a green tea latte with whipped cream and iced sherbet.
"I didn't come here to eat, I came here for a meeting, sir."
"Hey, what does it matter to you what I eat?"
"You're talking like an old man again, sir."
"Ahhh - you're 28 years old and you're really - what are you doing!!!!"
"Well... In our company, the youngest eats the whole thing
There won't be any company, right, Miss Yeoju? "
"What...what are you looking at like that?? "
【You were still kind and affectionate to that woman,
They looked so passionate that they seemed to love each other to death.
Just like us back then, just like us back then.】
There is just one difference,
Did it feel different from what we felt back then?
"What are you worried about? Why are you suddenly so serious?"
"No, there isn't any, what is that?"
"Hey, tell me, you're always bright."
"What am I... how am I always bright?"
"Then who did I see? The fake Kim Taehyung?"
"Phew, it's all because of you"
"Because you are here... IIt's smiling and happy"
[ A love that is sad but must be happy,
Love that speaks for him to hide his pain
Did it feel like a lie and not sincerity?
Well, it doesn't matter if you say it's the sad sorrow of a woman who has been dumped.
"Because that's how you looked to me, the one who loved me"
" ...Do you still have this, Naran ×eun?"
"Hey, what is this? Why the stationery store?
"Do you have a ring, you big adult?"
" Ah,,, just a little bit for mespecial ringThat's why "
"Let's just order a drink. I'll have an iced Americano."
"I want the same thing as Yeoju-ssi, let's go Yeoju-ssi."
I saw you while I was looking for a place to sit.
No, I looked straight into your eyes
.....
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【 In the complex and subtle frustration that is unknown
I came out with the excuse of going to the bathroom.
"Why are you like this, Yeoju? It's been so long since we broke up and you're still like this..."
At that moment,
" Lee Yeo-ju"
{ Don't meetIf notI met a good person,
Don't meetCouldn't do itI met a lover)
"Nice to meet you, I missed you."
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" taehyoung kim..?? "
( - Po-ok )
Kim Taehyung suddenly hugged me.
It was a unique scent that I felt after a long time.
It was the first time in a long time that I was hugging him.
I hugged him, whom I had missed for a long time.
"Why is your face so bruised?"
"Your face is hurt... Your face is hurt more."
- and ,
"I don't know anyway.. Let's just.. stay like this for a bit"
"Let me hold you for a little while, just let me do it this time."
What did that one word say that made me cry?
......
"Why are you hugging me after leaving so suddenly?"
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Kim Taehyung looked at me crying, as if he was taken aback by my words.
He caressed my cheek and wiped away my tears that were flowing in embarrassment.
In the past, you always did that to me when I cried
"Hey, don't cry. Why are you crying..."
"I don't like you suddenly showing up and hugging me, either."
"Why did I... why did I miss you for months?"
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That was our first meeting after our breakup.
It wasn't as awkward as I was scared and worried about.
It wasn't as good as I'd hoped and stayed up all night for
Just as much as we missed each other, that was it.
We met at just the right distance and parted ways.
Our first meeting as strangers after the breakup was just so-so.
And I was happy because it was just like that.
"Go, Yeoju, please don't hurt me."
"Can you promise?"
The longing that remains is neither big nor smallModerationSo .
"Phew, can't you do something like that?"
"Thank you, Kim Taehyung."
They say that people should live by loving.
In the process, we so naturally
After going through countless separations and meeting countless people
You will be able to distinguish between your own fate and your lover.
"I guess our fate wasn't set in stone"
If we were destined not to become lovers anyway,
" taehyoung kim "
Just a passing relationship
We have no choice but to remember each other,
The end
