I canโt breathe and my head is spinning.
The beer cans and soju bottles left after drinking are strewn around the room,
Come to me like before and scold me for not cleaning up.
No, you donโt even have to say anything. Just stay by my side.
My wallpaper is still the photo of us together, and I still havenโt deleted how many days we dated. I still havenโt taken off the ring on my left hand.
When I drink and get drunk, I look for only you like a crazy person.
No, maybe I really am crazy.
I miss you so much that even when I call, you wonโt answer.
Iโd rather it say you blocked me, but it says the number doesnโt exist.
Itโs been so many days without you.
The days when the sun sets are getting earlier and the weatherโs turned chilly.
The day I had to break up with you was a summer day.
The summer I loved so much.
Still in the house where we lived together,
Thereโs the soccer jersey and game console you liked.
Thereโs also the toothbrush and rinse cup.
I need to put them away, but my hands wonโt move.
Itโs so hard to accept that youโre still not by my side.
โขโข
Sung-ho.
..Sung-ho, who smiled so beautifully at me.
I loved you so much,
Because of that traffic accident in the summer,
The day you and I were forced to part,
I still canโt forget it.
I know your number is no longer in this world,
I call every day, but itโs always the same message.
If only I could see you one more time,
I feel like I could stake everything on it.
If only you had broken up with me because youโd come to hate me,
Maybe it would hurt less.
Breaking up while still in love is
so painful.
..
Death by parting.
