..
Who wouldโve known it would turn out like this
..Who wouldโve known it would end so emptily.
Honestly, I liked you so much, liked you, I liked you..
Just getting close to you was hard
Because there were so many people connected to you who were connected to me
I was a little scared, excited, and new to it all.
But you just donโt realize it
It was grateful, but so frustrating
Liking someone so much, but them not knowing
Itโs nice not to get caught having a crush
The person I like not knowing how I feel
That hurts in its own way.
This time, really, truly, with no demands at all
I just smiled and talked beside you
What you said made me laugh
I answered
Watching you smile and talk
just a little
before I knew it, the back of my ears got hot
I couldnโt even try to hide it
But I guess to you I was nothing more than a friend who laughs a lot
I heard it from a friend
that there was someone you were talking to
..and it seemed like it hadnโt been long.
I think I liked you for longer
than that girl whoโs probably by your side now
I was with you longer, and I stayed by your side longer.
I wouldโve smiled.
Why do you smile next to her.
Even if I try to hate you like this
just seeing you smile
makes everything melt away
so I canโt even hate you.
After hearing from a friend that you got a crush girl
I really cried my eyes out into a pillow at home at night.
I really liked you, but it ended
I shouldโve confessed
I shouldโve smiled at you one more time
Iโm left full of regret
I just ended it
but I guess I still havenโt shaken it all off yet


