Jeongguk opened his eyes, tossing and turning.
“…Hmm…”
As soon as I opened my eyes, I picked up my phone and checked the pending notifications, and the first notification that caught my eye was
It was Yeoju's chat.
After checking Yeoju's message, Jeongguk immediately sat up and called Yeoju.
Doo do ...
Doo do ...
Doo do ...
“Ha.. Please answer the phone…”
Doo do ...
Doo do ...
Doo do ...
Ttuk _
“Why aren’t you accepting it?”
Jungkook left a message for Yeoju, but she didn't read it.
“Hi.. Jeon Jeongguk, you bastard.. Why did you act so emotional there and just come back.. You should have stayed until the end..”
“Have you been waiting long…”
“I said I was waiting because you sent Kim Taehyung, but… how did a kid with a crooked foot go home alone?”
/
Yesterday morning, Jeongguk's point of view _
Jungkook hurriedly bought a patch and returned, and when he got close enough, he saw Taehyung and Yeoju. But Jungkook couldn't get any closer. Taehyung was holding Yeoju.
“…Haa… Ha….”
I've always been true to you. I felt like I didn't mind being used by you. That's why I begged you to take advantage of me and to look after me. I wanted to become, at least in a small way, a special person to you, a special relationship.
Yes, it's my greed. It's definitely my greed. But after being by your side for 10 years, I started to think that this greed wasn't that big of a deal. And when I heard that you liked me too, my greed grew even bigger. But when you said it was okay to use me, you meant to forget Kim Taehyung, not to use me to meet Kim Taehyung again.
Jungkook saw Taehyung holding Yeoju, then turned around and went back home. As soon as he got home, he collapsed on the bed and fell asleep without realizing it.
I saw that kid holding you, and I could've gone and separated you two. Because now you're no longer in a relationship I can't interfere with. Because now you're worse off than me and I.
But I couldn't intervene. It was probably because I was anxious. I thought maybe you still liked Gal a lot. I think I couldn't do anything because I knew best how much you liked her. I think the same thing again.
(I wish I were Kim Taehyung.)
/
Yeoju point of view yesterday morning _
“Hey lady... can’t you give me just one more chance...? I still... like you a lot..”
“…Taehyung..”
As the female protagonist tried to escape from Taehyung's arms, Taehyung put more strength into her arms.
“Please… please, heroine…”
“……”
“I was wrong.. I’m sorry.. I’m sorry for hurting you and making it difficult for you.. Now that I’ve told you, it will never happen again.. I promise...”
“Taehyung, let go of this.”
Crying _
“You hate me now…?”
The female protagonist, startled by Taehyung's voice that sounded like he was crying, pulled away from him and looked at his face.
“Hey, you… are you crying?”
“Now you… hate me…?”
“…Why, why are you crying…”
Seeing you shed tears, my heart ached so much. My heart ached. Maybe it was because I hadn't seen you cry much, but without realizing it, I grabbed your face and wiped your tears away.
“Hey, lady… I’m sorry…”
“…..”
“I won’t do it again.. It will never happen again.. So please… Please give me one last chance.. Okay?”
“…Don’t cry…Why are you crying…”
No matter how hard I try to be, the seven years I've loved you won't disappear in an instant. It was so hard to see you cry. I wanted to hug you again right away. Yes, seven years with you can't just disappear like that... When I was feeling confused between impulse and reason, your words brought me back to my senses.
“I’m sorry you might leave me… Don’t leave me… Please don’t leave me…”
Don't throw it away... That's what I said to you over the past three years, with my eyes, my actions, and all the nagging I did to you. I had the same thoughts and the same anxiety as you.
“…I suffered for three years because I was afraid you would abandon me, and you… are you only feeling that way now?”
"…what?"
“You knew how much I loved you, so what did you do to me by threatening to break up with me..?”
“…Yeoju…”
I'm so sad _
“I liked you a lot too, Taehyung..”
“I liked you, I loved you more than any of the girls you just played with…”
“……”
Crying _
“But what did you do to me like that?”
"…Sorry…"
"They were just playing with you, just like you were playing with them. They just needed a handsome, popular boyfriend. To show off. You knew their intentions, didn't you?"
"I wasn't like that. You know that. I wasn't. I was always true to you for seven years."
“I know… I know… I don’t know how much you loved me.”
“But Taehyung…”
I've always been true to you. You knew that better than anyone else, and that's why you've been true to me for the past three years. But Taehyung, seeing you cling to me like this, I hope you've felt what I've felt for the past three years.I know I'm really bad right now, but I want to hurt you. I know my true feelings will hurt you right now. That's why I decided to say it. My true feelings, but words that will hurt you.
“I’m really shaken by Jungkook.”
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