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(BGM. I'll go first)


(Email sent one year later)
It hurts... It hurts... .
No, because of you, actually because of me
My sharp heart is jealous of you being with that girl
You're making it hard for me. I'm in pain and suffering because of you. My head hurts so much, I feel sick and it hurts... Please, look at me.
Part of my day is filled with you, so sometimes I'm scared, I'm sick, I think I'll be okay if I just have you, Minseok
I'm ugly

......<1 year later>
I checked my phone at the sound of a ding and it was an email from you, who suddenly left me 4 months ago.
You said you liked me... or rather, you said you did...
I wish I had realized it a little sooner, but I liked it even earlier than you.
I only realized it after you left, and I'm upset now that I saw your email.
Heroine, after I find you, I will follow you. Please wait a little longer. When I meet you, when I meet my parents, there are many things I want to ask and tell them.
I'm sorry I couldn't protect you, so don't go anywhere now.

You may not have seen it, but after I replied to you, I got up in frustration.
I was confused about what I was feeling right now.
I came out naked and it was dark and cold outside. It was as if this was the cold you felt.
I went to a dark and gloomy place and looked everywhere, but it wasn't there. Where are you?
Then, I remembered you, who always liked cold things and never seemed to go away, and I stopped walking toward the convenience store and looked down the alley next door. It was dark and dim, and it seemed like no one would go down that street. But even there, I couldn't see anything that looked like a person or even the smallest object. Until the light came on.
In the dim light that occasionally came in, something seemed to sparkle, so I turned on the flash and pointed it at the spot. There, in the dark, was a small red earring—an earring often worn by women.
I remember you wearing cherry earrings, but I didn't look closely at the earrings, so I thought, "Could these really be yours?" and put the earrings in my pocket. When it was hot, I followed you to the Han River to get some fresh air.
Arriving at the Han River, I sat by the water, recalling what you'd said, jotting it down in my notebook, trying to find commonalities. As I talked about the commonality of "different," I laughed, then cried, and then, as if to say something so wonderful, I sang, "You're different, after all," or "different, different."
Have you been looking for it for so long?
Hey, I looked up the interpretation of Winner's song that I hadn't seen before and it says that the inside and outside are different.
He may be smiling on the outside, but he must be hurting on the inside
I muttered different and approached it differently, and the female protagonist was in a place that was easily visible to the public, and the culprit was probably someone who was different on the outside and inside.
This might be your hint, but I'll find it, and I'll come see you. Just wait, please.