I was originally going to draw someone else... but the drawing is of Jeon Jungkook
I first met you in my first year of high school at an art academy. It turned out you were a transfer student from my class. By chance, we became partners, and since we shared a common interest in drawing, we became close friends easily.
"Naami~~"
"What are you doing instead of going to class?"
"I came out to meet you too. The hallway scenery was nice. I was going to draw a picture."
"Oh really? Let's draw together."
When I first saw your painting, I couldn't help but be amazed.
Your skills were truly amazing. Truly, truly amazing. I can't express it enough. I really liked you as a friend. I was happy to have someone I could connect with through drawing. That's why I kept you close. I missed you every day.
On days when you were sick and had to skip school, I'd skip class with you and go to your house instead of mine. That's when I first learned you lived alone.
"Hmm... how do I draw it?"
I mostly painted by superimposing my imagination onto real landscapes.
Jungkook, you saw this and praised it a lot.
"Just draw whatever your heart desires."
Whenever I say this out of habit, you always respond like this.
I replied, "Yes," and looked at your picture.
It was really cool. How could a high school student draw something like this? This wasn't just a simple drawing. Back then, I thought you were really like a painter. I think seeing you like that made me try harder to draw.
I've always wanted to learn to draw from you. You're more than capable of teaching someone. So one time, I asked you how you draw like that. But the answer I got back every time was this: I draw the way I want to draw. Don't copy my art, create your own.
Even though we're the same age, I felt like you were mature. From then on, I started to find my own style of painting. Thanks to you, my art seemed to have grown significantly. I was overjoyed. I had completed my own painting in your own way.
I came to your house just to brag to you.
Dingdong-
As soon as the doorbell rang, the door opened.
And I saw you smiling brightly and welcoming me.
I held the painting in my hands and ran to you, hugging you tightly.
"I've been waiting"
I really liked your words.
We went inside the house.
"Jungkook, look at this!"
I showed him the picture as soon as I entered the room.
"Did I do well this time? You did it last time.
"Draw your own picture"
"What...? I'm touched..."
The picture I drew is you and me side by side
It was a picture of me sitting under a cherry blossom tree.
Even the expression on his face was smiling happily.
"Hehehe, what...is this a gift? Take it!"
"Huh? No, it's okay haha. You should always have your own first masterpiece.
Otherwise you'll regret it later. Keep this."
"Tch.. I'm giving it to you, so why would I regret it?
Then I'll draw something else later!"
"Thank you. I'll take this instead."
You said this and took out a Polaroid camera from the drawer.
And then he took a picture of me.
The photo is printed, and you make a small hole in the corner of the photo.
I made a ring out of string and always carried it with me.
I hung it on the zipper of my bag.
"Wow. I get to see this every day?"
"Yeah. Just leave it like this."
"Jungkook, let's draw together forever! What do you think?"
"...Sorry. Today is the last day."
"What did you say? Your voice suddenly got quieter and I couldn't hear it."
"It's nothing. Since you're at my house, do you want to go see a movie?"
"It's late at night now?"
"If you're okay, go to sleep."
"Yeah..! But what movie?"
"It's a movie from a few years ago, and it's a romance movie."
"That sounds fun."
"Then you're watching?"
"huh!"
"There's chocolate here, so eat it."
"thank you"
We sat on the sofa and quietly watched the movie.
.
.
.
"Look at the male lead's power..."
"The female protagonist is so pretty."
I looked straight at Jeongguk.
No, it was almost like he was glaring at me.
"This kind of lookism"
"You're pretty too."
I blushed and lowered my head at your words.
You keep teasing me with that.
"Huh? It's a carrot lol"
"No..."
dot
dot
And, as the movie nears its end.
I was so tired that I fell asleep.
Jungkook said while leaning on your shoulder.
"Good night, Amiya.
I wanted to play a little more..."
That was the last faint sound I heard of your voice.
The next day, I woke up.
I definitely fell asleep on the sofa last night, but when I woke up I was in bed.
I got up, looked around, went out to the living room and called your name, but
There was no one at home. It was so quiet around here.
Then, I found a note on the table.
- Amiya, I'm sorry I couldn't tell you in advance.
In the future, you can paint your own picture on canvas.
I hope you fill it up. I'm gone.
Don't be sad, if we are meant to be
See you later. I'm gone forever.
No lol if that time comes I will keep you
I'll wait. Don't look for me too much.
If we really meet again, it's inevitable
I'll think about it. Don't forget me and always remember me. Just in case.
Looking for meIf you're tired, meet me abroad. That gives you all the hints.
I hope you notice. I remember what you said.
love you -
"what...."
What the hell is going on, Jeon Jungkook? Why are you sad? Did he like me too?
But why...where on earth did you go?
Now that you've finally revealed your true feelings, you've shaken people's hearts.
Are we just going to go like this?
"....2 years of unrequited love is meaningless."
Still, I didn't give up. I'll definitely see you again.
I promised.
"You remember what I said?"
......
....ah....
Are you saying we should draw together forever?
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