Memories are meaningless
You disappear from me
Even at this point I can't
Let you go
Let you go
That's all there is to it
Just one word left
If you regret it, I won't you
Let me know
Let me know
Yeah, to be honest
I want to tell you everything
What kind of person and what kind of place do you go to every day?
How many times do I think about what you do?
Lost without you, baby
I wish you would love me again
No, I don't want nobody else
I wish you could love me again, again
I wish you would love me agian
No, I don't want nobody else
I wish you could love me again, again
Is it just me or is the other person next to me okay?
Slowly back to the old days
Make it feel better, yeah, make it forever
Don't say it's okay, Said I'm alright,
said I'll be fine I'm sorry
It's a lie, don't leave, don't go away
Okay, I'll be honest and tell you everything.
What kind of person and what kind of place do you go to every day?
How many times do I think about what you do?
Lost without you, baby
Lost without you, baby
Lost without you, baby
I wish you would love me again
No, I don't ant nobody else
I wish you could love me again, again
I wish you would love me again
No, I don't want nobody else
I wish you could love me again, again
I wish you would love me again
No, I don't want nobody else
I wish you could love me again, again
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Look at me
Think about me
Look at me and regret it and feel heartbroken
Just like I did
"Honey, I'll be back safely."
"Yeah... I hope you're doing well in the military... and keep in touch often..."
"The military isn't that tough these days, don't worry, honey."
"I know... I know, have a safe trip."
"Why do I feel so bad?"
"My boyfriend is going to the military. Where is the girl he likes?"
"Don't worry, it'll be a year and a half in no time."
"I know... Come every vacation... honey."
"Of course!! I'll really go and come back safely."
"Yeah... I love you"
"Me too♡ Sorry for wearing rubber shoes"
"Go quickly, you'll be late, honey."
"Yeah, I love you so much, honey."
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"I will speak to you as Tanaka. Do you understand?"
"Trainees••••••"
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After completing his training, Taehyung joined the 7th Platoon of the 19th Bulletproof Division.
Taehyung, who came out on leave due to military service, contacted ARMY first.
Tiring tiring tiring
A cold beep, and Taehyung's pounding heart
@"hello?"
@"Honey!!! I'm on vacation!!"
@"Oh, really? I see... Why did you call?"
@"Let's meet up when you get your vacation..."
@"Oh, really? Sorry... I have plans."
@"Gulkuna... Then what about dinner?"
@"I'm tired for dinner... sorry"
@"No honey, I'll contact you later!"
Stop!
'I should go to my parents' house first... I want to eat home-cooked food.'
Taehyung was very confused
The fact that there was no affection in the female protagonist's voice
I felt it clearly
I tried to ignore it
I said that because I was sad because I hadn't seen you for a long time.
He tried hard to hide his ominous feelings.
Taehyung even made a promise that had been delayed.
I also ate delicious home-cooked meals
I played games too
I spent two days like that
But the most important person was missing
'This won't work. If we keep doing this, I won't be able to see you during the vacation.'
Taehyung went to Ami's house with an anxious heart.
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Ding-dong
"who are you?"
It was a welcome face
Ami looked at Taehyung with a puzzled expression.
"Why here...?"
"Why, I came because I missed you."
"I have my own schedule too..."
"I'm sorry... I came because I missed you... I just wanted to see your face and leave."
"No, just come in. I have something to say."
"huh"
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"Honey, should we break up?"
"the formerHoney?? No... why??"
"I don't think I love you, oppa."
"What do you mean? Explain it so I can understand."
"While my brother was in the military..."
"I dated someone else..."
"What the fuck?"
Taehyung was the type of person who never once swore at ARMYs.
When I heard Ami's words, I instinctively swore.
"I'm really sorry, oppa..."
"But there are a lot of people like that... They fell out of love while they were in the military."
"The person who changes..."
"I told you I was sorry about you having to go to the military too."
"Let's just get this over with."
"You have to make sense."
"Okay, let's say there are many cases like that."
"But, is there any guarantee that you can do that?"
"Is that normal?"
"I'm sorry"
"But what can I do if it doesn't work the way I want it to?"
"I'm happy if my heart does what I want it to do."
"Brother, just break up with me."
"You know you're being so selfish right now."
"Yeah... I know, but what can I do if it's hard?"
"you.."
"You didn't even think about me, did you?"
"You know I'm still waiting for you, oppa..."
"He didn't even contact me."
"I sent a KakaoTalk message, but he ignored it."
"1 still hasn't disappeared from KakaoTalk?"
"sorry"
I just went into KakaoTalk and saw ARMY's KakaoTalk message.
"You know I hate not being able to contact you."
"My brother, who knows me better than anyone else, is like that... How am I supposed to accept that?? Huh?"
"I'm sorry... I was thinking too much about myself... Sorry."
I had a lot to say, but I had to apologize.
The current situation is that Taehyung is being pushed into the wrong.
There is also a goldfish in a fishbowl on top of the dresser.
The teddy bear on the bed that Taehyung gave to ARMY as a gift,
It seemed like everything in the room was blaming Taehyung.
""Brother, let's break up"
"Let me go now..."
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Private 1: "What are you going to do when you're discharged, Sergeant?"
"Huh.. that's what I'm saying"
Private 1: "Sergeant, the company commander is calling."
"Hey, let's go"
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Captain: "Oh, you're here?"
"Sergeant Kim Tae-hyung"
Company Commander: "Take it easy. You have three days left until your discharge."
"Yes, that's right."
Company Commander: "Enjoy the rest of your military service and don't cause any trouble."
"Yes, I understand."
Company Commander: "Okay, take your juniors to the PX and go."
"Yes, I understand."
Company Commander: "Go ahead."
"yes"
PX: Something like a convenience store inside the military base
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'I'm discharged from the military... and I have nothing to do.'
I came out of the hellish military, but reality was even more hellish.
If I didn't do something, I thought I'd die from thinking about ARMY.
'Ha... I should have just driven a stake in it.'
'No, that's not such a scary thing...'
"uh...?"
"Kim Taehyung.. right??"
"Oh..brother! How have you been?"
"army?"
"huh!!"
"How dare you call me?"
A harsh word I had never even thought of blurted out.
I have to catch it
"Just go, I have nothing to talk to you about."
"Oh.. Yeah, sorry."
Why are you sorry now? Why on earth?
Don't apologize then...
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That was the last time
After seeing ARMY by chance
I regret saying such harsh words so much.
Even if it's a little shabby
No, even if it's very messy
I should have caught it
That damn army
'If only it weren't for the military'
'Are we together now?'
'I want to see it like this...'
Hold me
I love you
Taehyung's eyes were filled with emptiness.
I lost my army because of the military.
I lost my vitality in life
I lost the person I loved most
I lost everything
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I regret it so much
So sad
I went back to college
I graduated from college and got a job.
In a company like that
With such and such a position
Doing things like that
I lived a life like that
One day, I happened to run into Ami in the company lobby.
'I can't escape Choi Yeo-ju'
Taehyung thought so
'What a cruel fate.'
It still hurts even though it's been years
Even though it's been years, I still remember the times I spent with ARMY.
It's been years, but I still miss you
'Do you think of me too?'
'I wish you were as sick as I am'
'I hope you think of me and can't live without me.'
'I wish every day was painful because I was thinking of you.'
Taehyung felt like he would never be able to escape from ARMY.
I was scared
Author's Note
This time Love me again
I interpreted it as a somewhat painful love story.
It's sad in the song, but
In this article, I expressed it with love and hate.
There were some awkward parts though
I mobilized all the military knowledge I have, haha
Thank you for watching and enjoying it.