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<2021year 10month 5Day>
Maple leaves and little by little It's getting chilly started.
Lately The reason is accurately You know I couldn't me cheek Every time yes In the eyes Tears It was stagnant. What happened Do you have any? some This time I asked, but words Turning it around That was all..
Autumn and my The state is really It turned out to be the worst..
my The eyes black not mixed race Like snow gray or It was no different., my The body to become white I can't It turned pale.
and At any time Visiting Pain, too me It was difficult.
Makeup and wig, With the lens Hiding To the point where it is difficult my The body It changed. you this me If you look at it what Is it a reaction??
my Next to I'm glad I stayed. Should I??
just me Should I leave?? any It was that side It doesn't matter.
I am now soon Because I'm going to die.
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“Ms. Kim Yeo-ju, please come into the examination room.”
"yes.."
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"hello teacher.,"
Yes, hello. Ms. Yeoju.
You came even though today is not a scheduled appointment day.
Are you feeling unwell?
Ah… I just came today because I have something to ask.
“Ah, yes! What is it you’d like to ask?”
How much longer do I have to live?….
Please don't lie and tell me exactly…
“…………….Ah, judging by the current situation, it is expected to be around December or January.”
“Is that all…? If I get hospitalized, at least a little…”
Inpatient treatment is an option, but I do not particularly recommend it. Not only is there no medication available to cure the disease at the hospital, but I cannot guarantee that admission will lead to an improvement..
"Then please tell me that method you mentioned before again..."
Ah, yes... if you have the same blood as Ms. Yeoju and that blood does not cause a rejection reaction with her body, a heart transplant is possible,
To perform a heart transplant, the person must be declared brain dead, and guardian consent is required. And finding someone declared brain dead with Yeoju's blood type is practically impossible...
“…….”
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A few days back
•Jimin now hour are you okay?
• Importantly will do word In
•uh? uh
•where Shall we???
•4In the poem @@At the cafe see
•Yeah
today my Rather than skin more thick With BB cream face Don't even cover, colored contact lenses Don't even get involved, Wigs too Don't write did not. just Just for todayI wanted you to see me just the way I am. Andyes Gifts too beforehand I prepared. Later pond line capital There is Thoughts Enter.
Ding dong!
“uh Yeoju!!”
yes In the eyes today Tears It was stagnant.
“we Really It's been a long time!”
“That's true...he..”
“The head why okay….?”
your eyes It shook. That too very many
and soon Looking like I'm going to cry Tears I'm tearing up cheek number There was.
“ah These days Bleaching I heard it was trendy I've tried it”
“how? Pretty?”
I am nothing It's not It seems smile He smiled..
Then you crying Enduring It seems like appearance It appears restroom a little I'm going and coming back. did. that your The behavior my disease every I know present It seems did. Since when I know Was there?? My heart My heart pounded. how Did they know?? no… then my Next to There is no way that would happen There isn't any. head I felt like I was going to explode.. and In my heart Ruminating I ruminated yet Jimin too will send time That's enough.
“*Cough*… ah.. my approximately…,”
also The heart torn and My whole body burning blazing The feeling I heard.
and in hand medicine my In the mouth I poured it all in.
when I might die strange I yes Next to There is case
To you big It must be a burden.? I which By method struggling Even if you hit it I am disappear that my Next to Because it will be hard for them.
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“will do The horse what??”
“ah that is… meTo the United StatesI'm planning to emigrate”
“……uh? suddenly?”
“From a long time ago I was thinking
however like this hurry conflict line I didn't know..”
“......Ah, and this is.yes gift”
“….”
“soon It's your birthday.
On my birthday Next to I can't stay number do In I'm giving it to you in advance.…”
“please I have to go…?”
“……….”
“my Until my birthday.. Only until then Can't you stay??”
“……..Sorry, me first I'll be going.
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October 13
Ding! Suddenly, I received a text message from someone.
“Who is it…? Huh?…”
It was a text message sent to Yeoju.
It was the first time since we met and you disappeared.
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Jimin me Yeoju.
my The only one love, Jimin happy birthday
already time like this It's been a while
You and together Even a birthday party If I had It would have been nice… Sorry
you many I love you yet Loving It exists Send it I want to. and you Absolutely I won't be able to forget it you dying Up until just before miss I'm going to buy it please Speaking I wanted to.
actually me evanescent cardiocytein rare diseases I got caught. to you disease There is in fact yes Seeing each other's faces pond I would tell him.
me too Unbeknownst to me you many I think I loved you, Jimin
you too many Because I love you Sorry
With you please Decided to get married I did… me now some moon I can't stand it..
doctor The teacher 12Around the month to kill will be
fat Method and, dying Up until just before You and together and I want to
To do that yes Life too It seems like a waste.
me same female except healthy female meet fat road Barae
With me together good memory Thank you for making it thank you Jimin.he
I love you, and I hope your future life shines brighter than it does now.
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After this text message, I could not hear from her.
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Ding_
On December 24th, I looked at my phone in surprise at a sudden text message.
He was a doctor I knew.
“Ms. Yeoju is hospitalized at our hospital. She doesn’t have much time left to live, so she asked us to keep it a secret...”
Come quickly before you regret it
My heart sank.
He rushed out without even putting on his shoes.
I ran blindly down the snowy road without even knowing the address.
I ran and ran again.
As if denying this fact