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" Next please"
Even though you haven't moved you were sweating. One by one people would go some would come back. Only they be crying holding a family member or friend. It was hard and you, but you didn't want be in that situation as them. The first challenge of auditions was to sing, and then to rap, and then dance. Even if you fail one of them you're gone forever. Having to wait and try another year. So far you were lucky. Not only did you pass singing, you passed rapping which wasn't your strong point. One Challenge remained the challenge that would determine whether you were good enough to join your sister.
"Next please"
You follow eight other people on to stage.
"A random song choreography would play. We will have someone teach you the step and you will need to perform them at your best abilities."
"We have nine parts. Every one gets an assigned part."
"The second phase will be solo acts. They will give you the chance to show off your charms."
The intruder show the move participants would take partaken well one group had continually asked for help, others listen to the practice video to watch the steps more clearly to solid their foundation of the move. You on the other handblisten to the song repeatedly. Though the melody and tune played was all reminiscent your mind couldn't figure out the song just yet. But you knew it deep within my heart.
Entering back on stage the light dimed the music slowly begins play. Every step feel like stepping on nails. The judges pens tapping on paper. Thoughts drifted in an alarming rate. A familiar to ring in your ears. Visions became narrow one sided. So closed off from the outside that minutes turn to seconds and then seconds left out of your body completely unaware to your surroundings. Sighs and panting from exhaustion could be heard all over the room. The music stopped for a second. You thought you failed since memories at the dance moves became blurry not remembering any of the steps you have partaken in before that moment. To your surprise the second phase had began without anyone leaving the area. No return. No turn in back. Your goals was in sight. All you had to do push forward and cross the finish line. truth be told you hadn't looked at any of the judges until you spotted a familiar face. Doubts suddenly became less, like a ocean pulling down into a stream. A bright smile came onto your face a smile that have been covered by Drury clouds would have run ones mascara off. You have felt now it wouldn't matter......you did your best. Her reassuring smile made it all for worthwhile.
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Times like this where waiting is one enemy. As the clock ticks in time passes felt like rope tied around your neck cut more and more air circulation. Few people had left in the room. More Tears were shed. Was it tears of happiness, tears of suffering, of indulgences? Who would have known other than the person who cried them. Waiting sucked it was truly your enemy. As person who took action and not wait for things to happen towards you. Yeah that was your wonderful as well because without patients there were too many times you would have met your demise.
It didn't take long before your name was called people gave you judgmental looks. You were small compared to others. You look like the type of boy who would easily cried if bad words were spoken to you and it was true. Hearing footsteps echoe through the empty hallways and a women's heels. The lady who would surely lead you to your answers. Was a deafening sound. Into the audience back on stage you can see the faces much better than you did dancing. Face appreciated by millions. Face that you may see daily. Face that if you worked for jyp as trainee, you would call seonbae soon. one of the many Seonbae was the only one that truly mattered. Your sister. Her smile is radiant she was professional but broke when she met eyes with you. That very smile is what saved you in your head while you were dancing. It pulled you out of your darkened state.
"Words were spoken."
"Agreements were made."
"The decision is final." Not knowing how to feel you listened. It was all you could do.
"I'm sorry" where the firstwords you truly heard. Immediately tears flood you eye holes.
"I'm sorry that you're going to have to be coming back here a lot more and we hope you're ready for the hard training you're about to go through."
Your body froze what's this excitement was it shock he didn't know what it was but you broke down crying. your sister with without being conspicuous grabbed and lead you out the door.
"I'm sorry dongsaeng for making you stress. you must have felt lik you aren't accepted." Your sister cried hugging you tightly. "I'm so proud of you. You were amazing!"
You knew that if your sister was found hugging you it cause scandals. she lead you to the car she said she knew it all along never having any doubt in you.