The idea of the year: carrying a sleeping Suga around the cabin because I thought he'd probably magically wake up.
Fortunately, he is lightweight, but not being able to walk was a bit problematic; this cabin has certain space limitations for two people to move around together.
I hurried upstairs to get him into bed. Yoongi seemed to sense me, because he was muttering something and helping a little to undress him. This boy is so sweet. I put him under the covers so he could warm up quickly.
I went to the door to collect his luggage. The escort was carrying flowers; he said they were for me, but Suga fell asleep before they arrived. Perhaps he sensed me, as he tried to speak to me, so I let his companion settle into the downstairs room and take care of the flowers. I told him I had prepared food and that he could have whatever he liked, as it was for them.
- ahhh-
"Damn it, Yoongi... turn this way, please, Yoongi... like this, like this... go have dinner, I'll take care of him," I told the guard, and he left us alone. I noticed a bag behind the luggage; it looked suspicious...
I closed the door while Suga tried to keep his eyes open.
Suga's P/V:
Baby was frozen, staring at me like a lost animal. She never hesitated before, so why was tonight different? I removed my hand from her waist and placed her back on the bed. She didn't seem comfortable. Normally, my behavior was acceptable to her, but not tonight.
I made her lose her balance. I knew she was holding on tight so as not to hurt my shoulder, but her face still came down, crushing her lips on mine. I didn't want to give her the chance to escape, so I held Baby tighter so I could kiss her.
Baby closed her eyes. I didn't try to go beyond her lips, even though I wanted to. Something was wrong with her; I could feel her trembling as if a current were running through her body. I moved my head slightly to kiss half her lips and half her cheek.
"Why me?" he said loud enough for me, but I don't think his intention was to talk to me.
"That's what I'm wondering too, why did an amazing woman like you fall in love with me?" She moved against my will, but I let her. Baby paced the room until she made a decision, gathering her shiny hair into a loose bun as I sat down. She came over to cover my upper body with the blanket, and I took her hand to keep her from moving away.
- I can't help it, no matter what I try, the only thing on my mind lately is whether you're feeling better, what I could do to get to know you better... or what I need to make you like me, like how to look pretty to have more confidence because it's been a while since we've been in front of each other... a lot of things I didn't even think about before.
- Thank you, Baby, for your care and appreciation. A part of me recognizes what you're saying in my own heart... wanting to be closer, to get to know you better... trying to ignore what I feel... because I don't want to hurt you, since I'm trying not to be blind when it comes to love... I'd like to be sure that this is real and that what makes me who I am is right...
Baby's hands rested on my cheeks, guiding my gaze. I had begun my prayers with confidence, but as I confessed my feelings, all that confidence vanished completely... the way she looks at me... can she see the real me? The imperfect, insecure, and unfair part... I wished I could be enough for her.
Nothing is wrong with you, there's nothing about you I can't love... I'm afraid I'm not enough for you, that I'm just a fleeting moment in your life, even if I have no hope or dreams... something inside tells me you're the right person, I don't know how to explain it... just like when I sense something is shady and I should run away, it's the opposite with you... I really love you, Yoongi.
Baby's words made me happy and fortunate, I promised myself to do my best so that those words would never change, even when I don't realize my own mistakes.
"Be mine," I blurted out. Where do all my amazing skills go when I need them most? I could have said anything to the girl I want to ask out.
- ...ummm... well... what I meant to say... - pathetic Yoongi... here you are making the simplest thing in the world into a complicated mess... why can't I talk like a normal person? Tell her that I like her, that I want to be her boyfriend, that she's wonderful and amazing... that I acted like a miserable, unfriendly jerk to my friends because I missed her so much...
"Yes, I accept," Baby said, and I almost had a heart attack.
- No way, not you! - there are like a million reasons why a girl might reject me.
"I'm not going to change my answer no matter what you say," she said. "She's gone crazy... my princess is crazy... totally insane."
"First, you belong to yourself," she said, crossing her arms, ready to disagree with me.
"I know," he replied.
"You know what I mean... you're not something that can become my property or anyone else's property, ever... you're a human being." I have to admit that sounded ridiculous, but she didn't make sense and that messes with my mind.
- Suga, I know perfectly well that I'm human, not a toy... I've never thought that you'd want to treat me like a possession either... actually... whatever reason made you want me, I accept it willingly... I want to be with you, whether for a second or forever, I'm ready to try anything.
- I'm sorry, it just came out that way... I... I want to be your friend... - Will she think I kiss my friends like that now?... Why is it so hard to explain?
- Your thing or your friend... I don't think the night could get any worse - she said, lying back in bed and staring at the ceiling, but I couldn't concentrate enough to tell her clearly the reason that brought me here.
"Are they arguing loudly downstairs?" I asked, confused.
The voice sounds familiar, but whoever it is shouldn't be here at this hour. I'm going downstairs...
- I'm going too, where are my clothes? - she quickly helped me and we left the bedroom.
Once downstairs, a man slightly older than me asked to see Baby as soon as she crossed the distance to the man at the front door. The security chain was in place, and thanks to that, he couldn't enter her room.
"Mr. Lee?" he said without much affection.
"Can I ask what brings you here so late?" Baby asks.
"Finally, a woman! Tell this stranger to open the door," he said, completely drunk.
"No," and he didn't even bother to offer an explanation.
"If you have a reason to be here at this hour, I hope it's for an emergency. Otherwise, I'll call the owner to sort this out," Baby made perfectly clear.
- I knew you were a 🐍🐍! This isn't a place to bring men in the middle of the night, call the boss to have your clients removed 🤬! - Baby didn't hesitate and made the call and politely explained the situation and even apologized several times for the inconvenience, before closing the door properly.
The door didn't stay like that for long, as the man entered the code to try to get in.
"How dare he?" she asked, surprised and worried.
The owner arrived and, with the help of another man, they took the man to the owner's car; he appeared to be drunk. She opened the door to speak with the elderly gentleman and convince him not to involve the police, as she understood it wasn't his responsibility if an employee drank to the point of intoxication, but that he should improve the cabin's security because it was dangerous for the other man to enter. The gentleman apologized and thanked us for resolving everything discreetly, as he was worried about damaging his establishment's reputation because of an employee who decided to get drunk.
We went to sleep because it was late and after a few bites of the delicious lasagna that Baby had prepared for us beforehand, I was more than ready to rest until tomorrow.
Baby's P/V:
Suga no longer needed to wear the sling to sleep, but I still slept on his uninjured side. His wounds looked much better, but were still a little reddish. I couldn't sleep; having him next to me was making my hormones all over the place, driving me crazy.
When he got hot and decided to take off his top, I couldn't stand it anymore. I was practically drooling and my hands were itching to touch him. I covered him up to his chin and tried to focus on sleeping like a good girl, but it wasn't really working.
Even with my eyes closed, noticing his presence was enough for me to imagine how it felt. I remembered when he made me slide my hands over his torso... well, my imagination wasn't helping me sleep or distracting me from the dangerous roommate who was showing off his beautiful body.
Despite the late hour and the fact that the sun wasn't going to rise any earlier, even though I begged him to, I got out of bed. I'd been so focused on his attractiveness instead of sleeping; it meant I had too much energy, and it was a better idea to go outside and calm my hormones until I could get them under control. I put on a sweater and something to cover my legs better because my pajamas were short. I walked using my phone's flashlight; I didn't want to disturb the guys who were sleeping peacefully.
As soon as I opened the door, I calmly considered going out into the cold, hey... it's that or eating poor Yoongi alive while he sleeps... anyway, I went outside before the second idea won.
My favorite music app suggests I listen to Enhyphen's debut song to warm up and stretch. It was a good suggestion, but it wasn't enough to make me forget about the half-naked man in my bed, so I look through my playlists for something that will make me dance like a pro, but to a different kind of entertainment.
First, an Eminem song, so I checked the tracks that were coming up next: "Candy Shop" and "Buttons." I knew the hammock posts in the summer were tall and sturdy enough for me to hang from. Using the sleeves of my sweatshirt, I removed the thin layer of frost from the metal. I turned the volume up all the way, and since I was outside, I put my phone somewhere it wouldn't get wet if it started to rain, and I enjoyed the music, dancing until I felt in control of myself again.
Suga's P/V:
I listened to music, it was Eminem so my anger at being bothered wasn't at its peak... I looked around and didn't recognize where I was, I looked for my phone
5 AM... who in this world was messing around with music at 5 in the morning? I entered my biometric data to unlock it and opened the group chat with the guys.
S:Whoever is playing music at 5 in the morning is definitely dead
RM:I'm not even awake, man.
JH:I can't hear anything
J:It's not me
JM: 😴🤫
In:sleeping peacefully with JK
I wanted to kill someone, I get up to see where the music is coming from, I walk downstairs and my mind begins to clear, it can't be her...she always stays in bed with me until an alarm goes off.
I wasn't inside the house, and the music wasn't that loud either... I grabbed a bottle of water and continued on my way to the door. It was freezing outside, so I threw a jacket over my shoulders to go out and see what the hell Baby was doing.
There was a small light illuminating the place, and I spat the water into my mouth. Holy Mary! The way she was dancing... I'd only ever seen that in foreign videos. I was completely mesmerized until my phone buzzed with notifications from Hoseok asking if I'd found the culprit.
S: BABY!!!
I recorded short clips of the different songs she was dancing to while texting with the rest of the rap line. My brain was trying to process this because she was spectacular and sexy, Hoseok was dying because I was only sending enough for them to recognize the song she was dancing to while she was using everything at her disposal to give me the surprise of my life.
RM was cursing nonstop because he was deleting the videos after watching them. He was a nice boyfriend and didn't want his girl to think he was looking for another woman who would dance for him like that. He loved and respected her enough not to hurt her feelings or make her feel like she wasn't good enough for him. The rest of the members probably muted the chat so they could get back to sleep peacefully, but they would watch the videos later.
I felt it dripping, it was starting to rain, the show would have to end... I called her but she told me to get comfortable next to her phone, I wouldn't get wet there, like a little puppy I went and sat down, I was wearing the sling and it was difficult to cover myself better.
Baby smiled at me, and I decided to choose a song for her. She moved her hips to the rhythm and began to add the rest of her body as she danced for me, now certain that my gaze was wandering all over her. It was better than before because she looked me straight in the eyes. This girl smiled at me, winked at me, and blew me kisses... I became a fan of her dancing, even though in this country most of those moves are strictly forbidden to show in public, but this was just for me.
Baby was completely soaked, and my 8 a.m. alarm for my medication was our cue to go back inside. She told me to wait a moment while she got me an umbrella; she'd ordered one because it had started drizzling one day, and she realized she didn't have everything she needed to live comfortably.
She handed it to me and waited by the door for me to get a towel; she didn't want to get the cabin wet by going in like that. The guard was ready to start his day when he saw her happily scampering off to take a hot shower. I can't believe she danced for three long hours like it was nothing. Our security friend made decaf for everyone while he ate the cookies Baby had on a plate before going outside to check out the area.
I used the bathroom after her, and Baby had prepared a lot of food just for us. I also learned that she had a problem with my nighttime habits, and I found it funny that this sweet girl stopped to think about how I might feel if she touched me in the middle of the night, instead of taking the opportunity to satisfy her desires.