Now... I am ready, I looked at myself again in the mirror... everything was just as it was supposed to look, I checked the time and I should be taking a taxi earlier... hopes I don't arrive too late after making the effort to be awake at this insane hour... only slept a couple of hours tonight.
It was still early but I can see the start of the rush on the streets, anyone who works is starting to leave their homes and getting into the traffic, fortunately the transit was fluent today and the weather is nice.
- 17,419.00₩ please - said the driver of my taxi, I pulled out my wallet and only found big notes... I forgot to bring different change to pay... still is 3,000.00 ₩ more expensive than the last time I called a taxi service.
- only have this, sorry - I said to the driver extending the 50,000.00₩ bill.
- don't worry sir, we try to have exchange - he said taking it and returning the extact amount that I didn't check to see if the was any mistake.
- have a good day, and thanks again - I said getting out and walking into the building....I choose to be dropped by the park, at this hour shouldn't be anyone there and it would take too much time to drive me till the main entrance, he would have to ride a loop to the whole neighborhood to get on the right direction to stop in a place I can drop off the vehicle safely or without had to cross the wide street walking.
I put my jacket over my shoulders and hold it like that... the building was a few steps away, and was stupid to put it properly when I am sure it will be too warm inside to wear it.
I walked fast because I was running late, not much but enough to be told off... I arranged myself before looking up to go to my work place, I wasn't paying much attention to my whereabouts because my focus was on walking in a straight line from where I was to the main door of the building, where two security guys yawned discretly since they must be about to finish the night shift.
- I can't... I don't have any reason to give you... just I ... please don't look at me like that.... -I didn't pretend to overhear or realized someone was in the park at this hour but stopped in my traks... something on that sadly voice that called my attention so much.
I turned around to see who was sobbing, definitely I shouldn't be getting my nose on someone's business but something on my guts made me stop to see what's going on.
Next to a bench a girl wearing the most yellowish sweater I have ever seen was covering her face with an arm, clearly trying to control her crying... she looked so much like Baby but... what she must be doing in this park? at this hour, with that thing on that called everyones attention here in the open.
I payed attention and someone was holding her hand to stop her... I suppose, she has her back towards him but a tree hidded the person from my view.
- " Chiquita", hear me first - my heart started to beat like crazy...I recognized the nickname as soon as I heard it, no... it can't be.... my feet started to move backwards before I could think about what to do.
As my perspective changed I could see him flustered kneeling for her... whatever that was happening here... I didn't wanted to be the one present... because I don't want to be the one knowing something that could break Yoongi's heart. I won't keep that kind of secret, not because it would kill me, to hide him anything related to his wife after knowing how bad were his previous relationships... that is the thing he can't tolerate... most of us can't... so the less information I have the less heavy would feel my heart.
I hurried to met him... I need to know if they were doing something on his back, so he could check it with his own eyes and ears. I fact was the first I asked as soon as I got him in front of me so calm and innocent as ever.
SUGA'S P/V:
- chill, breathe... - I said trying to put more space between us.
- they, in the park... what if someone sees them?! GO GET YOUR WIFE ! - Jimin said exasperated and jostling me towards the door.
- enough! - I said a little irritated.
- But I saw... - I crossed my arms, waiting for an answer he thought about it and took his time before saying anything.
- You saw Jin and Baby talking? He did something wrong? I knew that I shouldn't leave them alone... if he tried to kiss her again, I will be the one shaving his head today - asked Taehyung very concerned.
- what?! Nobody is going to touch Jin's hair... he has so many compromised dates to be on camera left - Suzy said after hearing that.
- Why would Jin kiss her anyway? - asked Namjoon.
- Hold on... first everything is fine... or I hope so... Jin wants to clear things with her but since he has to leave... said will talk to him to see if they agree to arrange things whe he returns... Jin is a little dramatic, so don't worry about it, okay?
- well... they should have chosen a better place... I almost got a heart attack, she was crying like this (Jimin imitating) and he decided to be on his knees... that is how someone asks a girl to get married - I don't know why that irritated me a lot
- she is my wife, nobody is going to ask her in marriage again, not meanwhile I am alive - I mumbled totally irritated because he put that idea in my head... I decided to share a little bit of her affection not to renunce to my rights as husband... that is not going to happen... never.
- why are you all so noisy? Something happened? - Jin came inside the room a little confused.
They assaulted him with questions, I just stayed silently in a corner... waiting to see my girl. The conversation must have been difficult if she was crying that much as Jimin said, Jin looked a little down but I actually don't see any reason to worry more than necessary.
Jin's P/V:
I wanted to see those eyes afterwards she said so many nice wishes for me and my imminent journey. The wind came suddenly and I pulled her against me when she tried to protect herself, giving her back to the cold breeze.
I felt her hand in my chest remembering me that I should maintain my distance, but she didn't said anything or pushed my violently... Yoongi has told me she never has refused him when he tries to approach her even in the middle of a fight... we haven't fighted... I just decided for her what was best.
- Everyone is waiting for you... we can talk when you are back - she said softly, taking my fingers to lead the way but my feet didn't moved.
- I am so sorry Chiquita - I said and she stopped to cry harder but I actually couldn't move an inch, I was frozen in place so I said my next sentence.
- I wanted to have this conversation since the following day I said those dammed words... now that it finally happened, don't want to leave... I can cancel my trip made any excuse... only you and I will know the real reasons, well Yoongi too, he made all of this possible.
- If you are so grateful to him go and leave me behind... you need khow how to do it. I won't go anywhere, I waited until today... can wait a few more days now that seems that you are taking this seriously.
- There is another option left... come with me to Argentina.
- Jin... that's impossible... don't be unreasonable, furthermore maybe what you think is going to happen traveling together is not exactly what will occur... Jin I can't be the same as moth ago... you made me change, I was ready to do what you asked for... I will be busy with my exam, my work and I have overhear so much you are preparing for your fans.
- It's for you... all the things I planned, are the things I want to do for you. I don't want to be forgotten and left behind... I won't ask you to reconsider your feelings or anything because I love you. But please give me this few days to show you that I'm serious.
- I can't... I don't have any reason to give you... just I ... please don't look at me like that... - I can't blame her, the million of thoughts she may have in that head...
* on your knees moron * Yoongi came to my mind, I doubted what to do... I haven't kneel in front of anyone in my entire life, unless, I have to take care of something too low for me to do it standing... or waiting to go on stage.
* it's your last opportunity, I don't think I can help anymore *
Baika was crying but didn't let go of my hand, not even for a second. If I wanted to be forgiven... I have to do sacrifices too, nothing comes easily, her love was a gift I didn't valued because she wasn't mine... I didn't felt any compromise or responsibility, until it wasn't there anymore. Even if it was just a few scrubs of what I had before... I wanted it... that was more important than anything else, just being able to talk to her normally will make me feel better.
- Chiquita, hear me first... please... I don't want to loose you. I will do anything you ask for, without questioning - I said pulling her hand to carres my cheek.
- Oh my gosh... what are you doing?! Get up immediately! Are you crazy? Jin! Get up... please get up don't do this to me get up! - she said pulling me up, hugging me, trying to get my weight back to a standing position.
She made me look at her when she couldn't find the strength to lift me - please, please, please - she begged so close to me, I sneaked a little kiss on her lips and she fell backwards trying to not have that contact.
- Jin... please don't... isn't like your kisses have something bad... but Yoongi... I don't want to do that to him... is important to me... understand me, forgive me... I can't.
- I know that... I wasn't trying anything... just I had, sorry I will control myself, sorry - I said, standing and offering my hand to help her stand
- let's go inside... I thought here you would not have the temptation... anyone could be looking at us here... Yoongi doesn't deserve that - she said and I understand, I knew nobody can be in the middle of those two... they don't leave space... but just in case... I can't say that I haven't tried.
SUGA'S P/ V:
Everyone was asking Jin what was going on as soon as he entered the room, he admitted that was a little dramatic to get Baika's forgiveness, but things will have to be arranged later when they can talk long about it.
- Finally could do it ! Now survive that long as hell flight, and return to finish my schedule before enlisting to serve - Jin said as Namjoon hugged him.
- I will miss you, here I brought this for you - Namjoon gave a bag to him similar to the one for Jungkook.
- Namjoon what do you think I will do there? - He said pulling out a box of condoms
- hey... it's Argentina, whatever can happen there.
- well I don't think so... But thanks for thinking that I can manage a lover so quickly - he laughed returning the item to the bag
- hey and the Princess? Why isn't she here yet? Or she pretend to ignore this cute thing?... Hey Namjoon you forgot to give Jungkook a box like the one for Jin hyung - Said Taehyung messing with our maknae's things.
- The religion and laws there, better he loves himself a lot or forgets what sex means - said Namjoon
- And if someone gets into him?... in Jakarta you with that girl, last time... - said Jimin
- That girl was already married and working in our hotel so nobody could suspect anything... and had to be a quick and silent thing... nothing thaaaaaat good anyways. Better he behaves since he is going alone and nobody can cover him in that case.
- sorry bro, just work this time, and careful with the female staffs, they can end in trouble since bad guys are everywhere and knowing they are from another country... can think they are...
- To entretain and serve the males traveling with Jungkook - Namjoon said.
- So that's why you didn't fighted to go with Jungkook? BITCH - Said Monique to her rival that smiled
- Not my fault you haven't checked anything about that country ... now what are you going to do with your toy? Look... - Nicole played a video took from one of the windows that showed the park, like the one I used... but the perspective was from above so the trees covered most of their figures.
Baby's P/V:
- Do you think you have something against her? It's true we were too close, on her intentions to get me up, but she put space between us when she realized... Do you know it's me on that video? That I like the same girl you are trying to put dirt over, that we were best friends until I noticed my feelings were deeper? Or that she is not a toy? Baby is part of this company and Yoongi's wife... now is too late to mess with the members of the team to travel but I really want to do the posible to get you out of our crew... both of you - Jin said serious
- witches! Shoo, shoo... even I have made more on dare games with her than that! I thought you understood that your presence isn't necessary right now.... Shoo... out ! - said Jungkook menacing them with a cushion.
- you really don't have a life to attend? Baby never molested you even when you asked her to do more work, when she was an assistant... your work... - Jimin asked
- Go be sure you leave everything in order to travel... on my return I will ask for a meeting to see why my agenda is not as helpful as it used to be... I know the management team has to recive the things we have to learn... I don't see a single word in English or Spanish for me to learn and say to my fans... - Jin said and they hurried out the room again.
I couldn't take my eyes from Yoongi, I know he wasn't enjoying this situation, the sadness in his expression looking at those images... maybe it wasn't much to be told off but I wouldn't like to see him with someone else... must be really uncomfortable for him, that keeps so many secrets about me and Jin.
- Don't worry Yoongi those will delete the video if they want to keep their job... but I will suggest they are removed from our crew on the next meeting... we don't have to tolerate people like that around.
- Yoongi why don't you talk with your wife for a moment?... I think her day started a little on the hard way today, surely she would love a little of your attention - Jin suggested
- I was wondering something you said a moment ago, that it was late to mess with the groups traveling... I know I commented this to you last night but I know Baika will end watching your concert with Chris and the band in a way or another, maybe is impossible for her to go and experience it... It's the best part of our work, travel and be in conerts but usually she had to give up going to have fun... I don't know if you figured out if she can go with you or not. But would be nice for once she isn't in the backstage looking at it through a monitor - I walked closer to him, he was too considerate thinking about those things for me instead other matters.
- It's fine love... Argentina is too far away and between going and coming it will take 5 or 6 days... I have to study and will miss you. I can see it in the cinema if I finally decide to go... Lily it's a big fan of Coldplay so I know the songs they are gonna play... Jin's MV is about to be aired in a few hours so I can figure the new song and see his presentation live later... internet will be overflowing with clips of the best moments. - I said, he called me over as I talked and was now on his lap feeling him kissing my shoulder before resting his head on it.
- It's true... you traveled with us but in the end between one thing and another, how many of our concert you could see us in the stage properly?.
- ah... the one around Jin's birthday, Jiwoo and I had so much fun that night, we jumped, danced and sang all the time.
- I remember you prepared the light sticks with the moon boxes and made signs with our names, not just Jin's name... I was glad our staff wears them for the others members. But was a nice surprise from our Fandom - Jimin said.
- Just one in two years? Really... you should go princess - said Taehyung.
- yeah it's not a problem we always buy more flight tickets than necessary to have some privacy in the plane and the room can be arranged... I can bring you to the stadium without problem but the room has to be arranged there. I can sleep with any male staff with a double room and you can have mine if the hotel is full - Jin said
- No, thanks so much for the opportunity but I prefer to stay... I don't want to travel so far away without Yoongi - I said.
- Are you sure? I prepared everything for you in case he invites you, only have to say yes... - Yoongi gave me my passport.
- Of course, you don't have to ask bro, what do you say Baika? It's going to be nice - Jin said
I shaked my head from left to right.
- I don't doubt it, Jin I really want to stay... thanks for the opportunity anyway.