Sweeter than Sweets

I have feelings.

BABY'S P/V:

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Jungkook's unmanageable behavior was funny at least. We visited his favorites places and friends during his short vacations meanwhile Suga has to work. Now, after eating my recipes, they are totally lazy to do anything else and if today I would have a functional bladder... (seems like today I need to pee every five seconds)... would convince them to clean their mess.

I don't have space where to rest next to them and the bed is king sized. But my husband took possession of his favorite side and Jungkook all over the mattress surrounded by all the stuff they have been using to distract themselves. 

They should have done that disaster in the living room but I was working and they were commanded to not distract me so it's mostly my fault that they became childish about my responsibilities that I don't want to leave behind. Yeah, nothing of mine will be taken or tarnished... I did a good job selecting people who works under my commands to let them decide the following achievements to pursue.

Still I keep looking that everyone is satisfied and happy with their tasks, that everyone receives enough money for they job, never failed to pay them in time as they never failed me to do what they should. I knew every one on the important positions and slowly moved to at least  be familiar with the faces and names working for me even if some never had the opportunity to see me. If I can, this will be the best job they will ever have.

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- babe what are you thinking so hard?- my husband asked,finally getting his eyes out from his game.

- how I will  fit there or if I should take a vacation night on the other room. 

- vacations are forbidden, come here.

- on top? - I asked because he moved the blankets but his left arm was already on the beside table.

- yeah, right there.- I giggled  when he said that blushing to whatever that crossed his mind.

- behave...- I said noticing that he desired more than sleep.

- I miss you babe.

- what about Jungkook?

- What about him? Do you want some privacy ?

- Yeah please...

- Okay... give me,  five seconds and I will follow you.

- I love you so much.

- If you don't move I can't go there prin... I  mean,  beautiful girl.

- call me princess when you feel like it, it's not forbidden.

- I know that is not your favorite one.

- I wanna hear it from you sometimes, it's a memento of our firsts long talks. I should show more... how good is having you around.

SUGA'S P/V:

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Her words marked me, I do good to her. It's not that I ignored her feelings but if she considers me like... that she should show more that influence... then... what she really means? There is more for me to take? How dangerous...

- woaw..... much space...- she enjoyed being in the middle of the mattress alone.

- someone else can be offended... do you want me there?

- of course... of course... I want.... hey Yoongi! I was kidding - I wasn't so sure about that she genuinely looks like she would enjoy her  lonliness.

- you are rolling and enjoying the space already - I whispered.

- Then... come roll on it with me - she hugged me, looking into my eyes for consent and gets closer for a kiss that I was reluctant to give.

- You look like finding more excuses to not share another night with us - I varely admitted.

- I never dreamed about relationships until you came around to make me dream about it.... I don't know if I should follow my head or my heart... Yoongi, I... actually is not like I asked for it.

- Again the same story... babe, please accept it.

- Maybe I'm not who you want by your side. Have you ever... wanted something to be yours?... I don't want to see you leaving me behind because your experiment is killing our relationship. 

- Those are excuses.... I saw how you look at him... and the others...

- So ... should I take out my eyeballs?

- Baika...

- Be honest... why are we arguing when I thought that you wanted something different?

- you started it.

- And I will end it!!- she walked out the house and Jungkook came around after hearing the door,  he was alone in the bedroom so he came to see what was going on.

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- fuck Yoongi go after her... please...

- I don't think that's what she wants anymore....

- what happened to that faith in her?

- she is angry with me.

- of course... Yoongi please she only needs you... I adore her, but I will never take her as seriously as you do, wouldn't be careful or easy... probably wouldn't see more than her exotic body. She is family to us already, so my feelings are to protect and love but surely any other girl trying to seduce me will met hell first.... I am not cheap or easy and Baika don't want to provoke me, it happened naturally  not because she was looking for more from dudes.

- Do I look adorable? I marked her, I changed her so she can't leave me... is my baby what she loves more than her life.

- Then force her back... take her, sometimes she needs to feel that you aren't going to let her go easily. 

- Jungkook her body presence doesn't means that she is with me.

- she loves you Yoongi. 

- It's not enough... I am doing this for her own good... she is not going to fight against me...

- no?? Then, where is she genius? And why would you start a discussion? Something happened?

- Fuck if I know... at the beach?

- The beach? Where?

- Incheong is the closest one.

- let's go and take her home it's freezing outside.

- shit!!! I really know how to talk... to make her leave me.

- come.... wear your shoes and coat.

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My car was parked in front of a photography Studio,  it was... edited stuff what they were promoting. The beach was empty and dark but nobody was on the shore.

- Ana - I knocked  the windshield, she opened the car and we slided inside it, in silence, she was a crying mess holding the wheel.


Jungkook's P/V:

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- please bunny... 

- It's enough... no more... nothing is going to change the situation....- Yoongi murmurs something between his teeth when she clearly doesn't agree with him. 

- I love you...

- And?- she finally looked at him.

- what do you want?- he says 

Sometimes I only want to cut his head and arrange what is broken inside it.

- nothing ... I am hungry, leave me alone.

- no - I said and Yoongi murmurs something about his dead body before that happened. 

She drove off the beach towards somewhere in the city, it was Yoongi's  work place. She texted something and after a long silence someone knocked to bring his uniform.

- Go to work.

- Anna...

She got out of the car and opened his door and pulled him out and the man gulps not sure if he should move at all.

- Make sure he works... you drive - she ordered to someone else that didn't  moved until Yoongi confirmed the orders.

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A  new drama was being announced on the streets... Baika has the same dress but she was prettier.

- bunny... I am so sorry...

- Sir.... where should  we....

- SUGA'S latest  home. 

- no... drive me to Un village - she said.

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- bunny....

- you aren't the cause of my problems Jeon,  go visit your friends or something...

- I prefer to share my time with you...

- You aren't going to stop until I get back doesn't it?

- Exactly... what's your problem?

- It's not only one, or simple... I will figure it out... I asked for an appointment at the clinic. 

- what?! Why?

- I... my belly hurts... so I'm gonna see my doctor. 

-... hu...hurts?

- yes.... I am supposed to take it easier, but that never really happens  to me.

- Baika.... then lest go.... the sooner, the best...

- Don't get under my skin Jeon.

- babe...- I tried to touch her hand and she removed the contact instead of relaxing to my touch.

- you shouldn't do that here.

- I don't give a fuck.

- Then, eat in silence please...

- Why are you fighting with Su... my hyung?

- shh

- It's something that I shouldn't know?

- No, in this place...

- oh... sorry.

- Don't apologize... isn't your fault that we are so stubborn.

- He loves you and you are crazy over him.

- That means nothing to him apparently...

- That's not true.

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Jk:she didn't let me stay when the doctor called her inside the room ready to check on her.

I was texting Yoongi, I was nervous about the situation. Worried, Yoongi just told me how much they loved Bumpy, even I wanted to see what the baby between them will look like. The personality will be like.... both of them? ... dangerous. 

SG: It's she okay? I can't leave now, please take care of her.
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I answered him that there was nothing to worry, that I will take care of her until he finish his work, tomorrow is his day off and my last day before I have to drive back to the camp.

She came out, she seemed very relaxed but sad covering her face from me.
 - Ah you didn't came alone... Please, she must be happy and relaxed, I know that sometimes is practically impossible, but Bumpy is a priority now and the following months. 

- I understand - I said before taking her under my arm, showing the tattoos in my hand  to the nurse. 
Her eyes hurried to mine and I blinked, leaving her speechless. Moving towards the exit with Baika, and moving her to the other side of my body to hide the still visible marks in my hand on my pocket. 

- Don't do that... she might die. When Yoongi comes, her face is so red that I worry if she would explode. Now that she noticed you here who knows what she will imagine. Min is the father so he made the necessary to create a baby, now you practically promised to take care of me when Yoongi is not around. 

- Well that is exactly what I want to do, but Bumpy is fine?

- Yes, who needs to take it easy it's me. I have become too frail.

- I will take you to have breakfast on my favorite place and then we will go home to relax.

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- we can leave, you don't need to keep hearing those comments. 

- Don't worry, eat plenty, I really don't mind it.

- Are you sure? Because I can see the bad villian trying to pop out - Baika pouted , making a cute face. I wanted to kiss her.

- Sometimes would like to see if they will say the same in my face. But I know that they are dishonest and would never say their real thoughts  to me or anyone else. 

- Certainly.... That's stupid, that's way I know that If I am not honest with myself I will never achieve anything... Y... he is not acostumated to someone like me and we have a lot of trouble.

- Trouble? No bunny.... you must be mistaken...

- You are a lot like him too, are you done? Let's go home...

- Home... mmmhmmm

BABY'S P/V:

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We were walking towards the car from the food corner in the mall he forced me to go a store with baby stuff. I am reluctant to buy anything and he just payed for all that called my attention. He walked around with the bag and after eating something nice it was time to go home and rest.

I was more calmed, working till late, a warning from Yoongi to not settle on my thoughts about our relationship... all of that gave me stress enough to pressure my condition.  Someone pulled  Jungkook's body to be kissed,  I was surprised but continued walking to the car. Of course he is free... not like me, that want to be tied to someone's heart.... I wanted to belong to someone. My heart chooses but my head was starting to doubt my feelings because he pushes me to be independent, unnaturally open to more lovers, not exclusive and traditional. 

- nnn... Jeon... nice to see you.

- Excuse me? - he mumbled cleaning his mouth and looking where I was discretely.

- It has been a while...you enlisted and I thought it was the reason to not call me.

- ... well I am busy right now....

- Do you even remember me?

- Actually your face is kinda familiar but sorry... who are you again?

She looked down to her feet, it was obvious that she wanted to be remembered, important, probably because they shared a bed. Could they believe me? That their body language was so obvious to me.

- I can't believe you... doubt you would have any fan if they know the real Jungkook. 

- I don't care...- Jungkook said angered. But that woman slapped him hard enough to make noise and turn his cheek pinkish.

- What is this?... are you ....? No why her?!!

- Miss... I am only a relative by marriage and he is carrying my things as a favor would you mind having this kind of encounter in private? We have more errands to do today. 

- At least is not yours Jeon... I thought... for a moment that she was special... I thought that she might be your... girlfriend - the woman said, finally breathing.

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- Jealousy must be so heavy to follow me around, we are not in a relationship and if I haven't called is because you don't deserve my attention or  my money. Unlike her that makes me wish to be on her husband's shoes.

- Ah don't.... forget what he said he is just mad because you slaped him. Don't date Idols in the future... Jeon get in the car, please.

The fight was getting worse between those two, I was scared to get in the middle and recibe a hit where I shouldn't, fortunately  friends of her came to take her away when  she scratches his face. Because Jungkook was telling her all that he didn't liked about her on the rudest way he could expose.

SUGA'S P/V:

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Jk: she is fine, only needs to distract herself. 

- Let's go out Yoongi... we have free time afterwards...

- No thanks - I answered dryly.

- I overheard that you can't go straight home.... take me with you. 

- Overheard? I haven't said anything about it. Surely you can find someone that will help you with your needs.

- Yoongi !!

- Don't use my given name, It's a waste in your mouth.

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- Dojoon... Who were those tugs?

- Yoongi is leaving now, what do you want?- Dojoon a friend that helped us to locate their dealers said 

- Tell me something... mmm?- so she followed us, if she becomes a problem I don't know what I will do to her.

- Dojoon... I will leave frist, order anything I arranged every thing so it doesn't matter. - I said not looking at her.

- Yes...

JUNGKOOK'S P/V:

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- Bunny wait...

 - We are home but we can't talk here, people can notice us between the cars - I stoped pulling her dress towards me.

- Is not to talk... come closer for a second, it's really nothing. 

- What is it? - she examined me and got shy when she realized what she was doing. 

- Don't believe in her words... if that woman was a good one, she would have my attention and you are the only one at the moment that earned my favor - I played with a strand of her hair.

- eh... okay... I am going first. - she stepped  backwards. 

It was funny to see her all nervous because of me, usually she stops my games before they start to be interesting to me. Today she haven't said anything about my behavior unless we could been  seen. 

- why are we here? And not at Hanan.

- To molest Yoongi, he hates when I don't go home.

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- Dammit girl... you are so fearless bringing me here.

- If I wanted to worry about you I would asked you to take me to your apartment. 

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- Hyung?

- She wasn't at home... you were together all the time? What's in there?- I got seated by his side as Baika was struggling with all the unjustified things I wanted to gift her today.


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- I forced her into a babies store and I bought everything she looked at. It's so stubborn that didn't bought anything by herself. 

- Then she came here to abandon them with all the things that I already wanted to give to our Bumpy. - Baika walked away from us and didn't even stopped to salute her husband. 

- Abandon? Don't tell me she is ignoring the baby?

- Not the baby, the fact that I want it.

- I don't understand...

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- Doesn't matter what I do, or what I would say. She hates me.

- Doubt she can hate you, probably she wants something that you are refusing to give, so she is not accepting anything else in exchange. - I suggested 

- Well... that is not working.

- What happened last night... morning... whatever? I was sleeping so I don't know much.

- She finished working late, I was waiting for her. She appreciated it and suggested to move to the other room to not molest you... I am not sure what happened but she revolt into this... not sharing the same space with me. Didn't she comment issues with you about it?

- No. She would show her discomfort if I asked, so at some point I maintained her busy all day. How was "that" after work?

- Let's drink something...

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- go take a shower, dirty girl. 

- Yoongi can go firstly. 

- No, take it before you fall sleep, he is having a drink with me.

- I don't  care, I'm sleeping alone so...

- you didn't even turned on the heater in this room,  what are you gonna do? Die while sleeping in the cold?

- Don't scold me.

- Then take better care of yourself. 

- To take care after myself, I wouldn't marry someone so good at pleasing me - she mumbled under the pillow and I looked  at Yoongi, looking  pitiful by the door  of his old room... goodness he varely has a decent window here. It's all darkness compared to their apartment in Hanan.


SUGA'S P/V: 

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- Darling... can't  you see that you are killing me? How can you sleep when I want you?

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- tsh... idiot...you are the reason that she is so moody.  Let me handle her... that doll isn't going  to...

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- Don't think she is yours because she can't  see the bad in you stupid 

JUNGKOOK'S P/V:

Yoongi was talking to himself in the mirror... this was killing him. I knew it he is crazy about her... He is in love and doesn't knows how to handle that... and she, is she ready to embrace all he has to offer?

We are different,  we are family to him... he can show us anything.  He can live in distress around us. Probably he is scared to show her...


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- Hey... boy....- Baika trapped me spying on Yoongi 

- Bunny...

- that's how you see me?- I gulped.... she behaves weirdly when she is too stressed to sleep. 

-  you are beautiful as hell babe, but I like that nickname. 

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- no bad...-  she ripped my clothes open.

- Don't play with fire, would you? 

- And... what can I play with ? - She tried to touch me but I patted  her hands away playfully. 

- Hyung!!! Time's up!!- I knocked on the door that wasn't completely closed since she was sleeping and I needed to borrow his old clothes,  something that can fit me, luckily he likes oversized stuff. 


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- The hell... Yoongi is here - she said stepping away from me.

He smirked, like she totally forgot that he came to spend the night under the same roof as her. Glad that she respect him enough to not do anything to me that he might not like.

- I am not going to stop you Baika,  what do you want?

- nothing... I was playing because he looks scared of me.

She crawled back to bed, like she couldn't manage the situation anymore. 

- Thanks darling,  that really sounds great - I huffed.

- Don't be offended Jungkook, you can stop me easily if you wanted but you choose to not even give me the battle. You are extremely soft to me.

- You don't like painful things - I said 

- I don't like to end all hurt and broken, is not the same. You aren't going to try something that you shouldn't, like stab a knife on my flesh... you  instead - she looked and Yoongi  and I know that she will continue stepping on his tail.

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- Ana... that hurts - he admitted 

- Didn't you said that I should get more experience,  go away if I am that inappropriate!!

- Bunny...- I knew that she was hurting him because he doesn't count with her when he decided a few things.

- Kook... is my fault.... - he sighed. I exited the room in silence before my astonished eyes..

Then something unexpected happened, a few things were broken and Baika hurried outside, I realized a little late that she might end hurt. Someone was on the apartment trying to hurt Yoongi .

I called for assistance as Baika helped to neutralize the dangerous person. Our crew came without alerting the neighbors. And Yoongi hugged his wife, covered with the bedroom spread to hide her lingerie.

We sleep together in the same bed, without talking about the situation but trying to rest as much as possible. She made sure any of us were hurt, I saw her desesperated, kissing us because everything was fine. 

SUGA'S P/V:

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After a night with her kisses and worries I decided it was too dangerous for her to stay in this city, that group of cowards that are hindering us. Our fights  were stressing her en if she finally with some effort (pushing the air on her belly like a balloon) she can show a  small grouth in her belly. 

A second later after a quick  picture it desapears again and the sadness were in her eyes because she doesn't really have nothing to demonstrate to me that everything was as it should.

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This time she let me decide our future without discussing it, scared of another fight were I would go away and be the last time we see each other not in the best of our moments. 

- They will protect you in your stay here.

- when are you leaving?- she asked softly.

- In three days but Jungkook has to leave tonight. 

- Bunny... let's go inside.

I was busy ordering the security personel what I spect from them.

- I can't believe you bought this place,I suggested it to you when you asked  but never thought that you wanted to buy it.

- She loved it, so I happily did the impossible possible. 

- She is taking a bath... but Yoongi...

- She is bleeding?

-  I told you that she visited the doctor,  if I haven't collected her clothes from the room I would never know... she doesn't tell me anything. 

- Me neither...

We spend the day together resting until Jungkook has to leave. The shared a few kisses that I couldn't watch and waited for him by the car that will ride him to the airport. Baika asked me to go with him and buy a few things for dinner on my return.

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The area was regular, nobody was following me around and nobody was interested on the house were my wife will live until I say so.