It was like a dream, to open my eyes and feel him hugging me. Jungkook naturally does it, but to me is not the same. Yoongi is warm and soft always concerned if I'm fine with him on top.
- I know that you are awake beautiful.
- Don't move Yoongi... I am so comfortable with you, it feels so nice...
- Liar, you probably are not comfortable with me, Jungkook wanted to do it and you asked him to not do it.
- That's for Jungkook not for you, you must be so uncomfortable with me because I am not more than bones.
- mmm... actually watching him, I get a little upset because I used all my opportunities to do this, to get certain things from you.
- I can't stay calm with you love. After knowing how your love tastes like... I can't resist not wanting a kiss, your touch... all of you.
- I love you... they are not only words... why I had to discover from others what is happening with you and Bumpy? Isn't it my baby?
- Yoongi, is hard to tell you when... I don't want to provoke you more pain.
- Because...
- You can't hide your pain...
- Shouldn't be so careful around me, you shouldn't... I love you- he hugged me stronger than before for a moment, then he carefully touched my belly that varely demonstrate my state. If I dared to look at him, Yoongi wouldn't be able to hide how worried he is, I am a weak point for him, very dear.
I turned around to kiss him, apologized because I shouldn't have secrets with him... both of us were reluctant to tell everything... he is hidding something and he tensed up because he knew that he was being asked to tell me no.
- Sorry but this time... I can't tell you... is important to keep my mouth shut. Love please don't worry about anything but yourself and our Bumpy... I don't want to leave you but as you saw... people is behind me to take you. Because you are my happiness.
- Yoongi...
- I can't leave my obligations and can't protect you if you are in Seoul, so please....
- I will miss you like crazy...
SUGA'S P/V:
- Here your jacket, Yoongi... I love you.
- Don't, they are electric, not real guns.
- I know, but it's because you can be in danger.
- That ... you shouldn't worry, I will be on the phone all the time possible so try to be well. It's the most important thing to me right now.
- I promise you that I will be here when you return for me.
- You don't have to promise me anything, beautiful girl. Be careful okay?
- yes..
Baika gave me a kiss... certainly all of me if left behind with her, all the rest boarded the speed boat towards Seoul.
Memories of her playing inside my head as I continued my travel towards the city. Because of him I had to become this... what I have done to deserve this? Why they can't stand if I do well or not? It's because I am not scared of achieving my dreams? It's because.... they can't be happy without tarnishing others?
- Min are you all right?
- mm? Yes...
- hey... wait... at least take a shower and change your outfit.
- I will wear the uniform anyways and about the shower... I take them often enough.
- Have your girlfriend kicked you or something?
- No she loves me but is outside right now. See? It's her wishing me a good day.
- My friend... if you feel lonely... hey, Min!! Don't let go leaving me with my words unfinished!!
👸- Then call me for dinner... I love you so much, but if you are busy, don't worry, I understand.
📱- Babe...
👸- Yoongi I shouldn't be your entire world, if something happens to what are you are going to do? Mmm? You need more people that will support you in any circumstance.
📱- Still...
👸- Have fun Yoongi, it's not a crime but be careful on the streets, sometimes people is crazy on those electric machines
📱- kickboards...
👸- and bicycles...all of that... when they are in a hurry doesn't care if they kick a person into trouble.
📱- I bought one, is not dangerous.
👸- Oh my goodness, be careful those will send you flying at any sharp turn... you are a good driver but still...
📱- ㅋㅋㅋ...don't worry everything is going to be all right.
👸- Bye gorgeous!!
📱- I will call you later.
👸- Okay... I love you.
My colleagues look at me as if I was on the phone with an alien so I asked what was the reason they look at me like that.
- Because she trust you to send you to make new friends meaning... you are free to date anyone - Dojoon comments
- What kind of dude do you think that I am? I must be crazy to change my happiness for a few minutes distratrected with unproductive people and will make me feel miserable.
- So you do, love her, I wish you can say that layer when she gets frustrated with you - Dojoon always gets a girlfriend for short periods of time.
- I got used to think that I don't deserve love, she was a tool on my plans but you know what? I wasn't ready for her, She realized that to her was more important to be with me that any stupid thing that I tried with her. I want to be loyal, dammit I want it and she will continue stepping on idiots when I get tired of her... but you know what over my death body she is going to forget me.
- What?! What does that means?- one girl said hearing our talk
- That she is bright enough to choose me to be her first, she considered me good enough to make her feel safe enough to take the risk, that's all... I got so mad because of it, thought what kind of dudes dated her? I didn't wanted to be so imbecile. I don't want to be whatever she can find easily.
- That doesn't mean that she is that special. - I could feel the Jealousy dropping in each word of the woman so adamtly interested on me.
- Do you really believe that I am the greatest one she can date? She is super rich, pretty and young, nice, smart and talented. That we are together is almost a miracle....
- Why?- she asked again
- mmm... one bodyguard that was supposed to protect me when I left the hospital after my surgery used the opportunity that I was unable to do anything to prevent what he wanted from her.
- To sleep with her?
- To turn her into his sex slave because she dared to flirt with me once on his presence but said no to him, because she is not attracted to very muscular dudes. I had to call for help and the police, her face was horrible for weeks, even if she managed to hide in a bathroom from a dude that was almost 2 meters tall, 3 times heavier than me and trained to fight well enough to save my life.
- Probably she flirted and promised things to him on your back.
- She varely could speak our language at that time, mostly of the time she mixed Japanese with English to talk with me, until her speaking level in Korean was good enough so I could maintain a normal conversation with her. She moved to a different city after the incident and wasn't really enthusiastic to start any kind of relationship. Nowadays is different, I love her and is not a crime to care who I want in my life and in my bed... I don't mind if nobody understands it.
- So you really want to be her prince... - this woman....
- No... I want to be loyal because it will kill me if she gets an illnes because of me. She got hurt, poisoned, lied, kidnapped... already. To be honest being a good person to her is not even a big effort, if I call her to break up right now she probably will accept it and take her broken heart elsewhere without a big fuss.
- Do you really believe that? - Dojoon asks
- Yes, she tried to end our relationship before it became a problem for any of us. I want her in my life, I realized it already. To be honest... I don't believe that others on her place would achieve the same that I actually have. I have more experience, more opportunities to take advantage of her... to play on her back. I feel miserable just imagining it. She is not comfortable with a few of my requirements to be in a relationship but in her words I am the nicer person she ever met. Not a prince, not a hero, only a normal person a normal lover.
- That's stupid, Yoon.... Min. All the girls want a mill...
- You really have a big mouth to say "all the girls want"... What do you want from me? Sex, money, fame?
- I...- slap! it hurts, but she isn't going to molest me more until her prides forget the humiliation.
- Dude... your wife will never find out.
- She will, because I am honest with her. She is not stupid to believe that she has any control over me, to believe that I am not going to be tempted to touch another woman. Baika trust me because on her standards I am what she wants by her side. I don't have to be perfect.
- mmmm shouldn't salute you... - the cute idol says when he saw me eating alone in a restaurant.
- then hate me, what is it?
- nothing... can I eat here in your table.
- of course... that's the button to call for service.
- I... is it true that you married Baby Brown?
- *cough* ... yes, is it true.
- ah, shit...
- Is that a problem?
- No, but thought it was a lie, she always said that she has feelings for you but never exposed you... I said a few rude words to my staff because was gossiping rudely... Well because they were talking badly about her and she is super nice and seems that they forgot because she is not often with us anymore.
- At first we maintained our relationship in secret but I don't mind if people finds out. Thanks for loving her.
- Is really hard to not like her, she is respectful, professional and funny... working with her was always less difficult and enjoyable.
- Good to hear... wanna talk with her? I can call her, surely would like to salute you.
- Nah... we aren't that close, and I have her number already or she changed it?
- No, is the same one.
- So married... can I ask how in the world that happened?
- I love her.... probably she only accepted to make me stop asking for it any time I had the opportunity.
- mmm... she is special don't play with her heart.
- don't worry... I am not that stupid. Why do you mention it?
- mmm... people can be really horrible. We know her and don't believe half of the shit is said.
- Those that talk on others back...
- They are not the most intelligent ones... I have to go now, sorry.
- Are you sure? order anything it's on me.
- Actually only came inside because I saw that ring.
- She is not in the city, I miss her.
- Why he was talking to you?
- Only had a question, not a big deal. He is a nice kid and the leader of his group.
- What was his question?
- mmm... if he needs to apologize to his team because they were talking badly about someone who was nice with them when had to work with them.
- people...
- Told you wasn't a big deal. Namjoon used to go berserk when he found out our team lied about us when they felt like our group was a lost case and better to leave the entretaing industry.
- Jungkook told me that Baika has moved to Jeju.
- I decided it, a dude entered my old apartment. It's a matter of time that they try the same where we live together. She is pregnant.
- You shouldn't permit...
- You know that having a baby with her will be problematic...
- Jimin... be clear.
- Didn't know that you really wanted a child now.
- To have a baby, will make her happy... I don't mind having it now or later, furthermore I want it if not would be more careful to be sure that wasn't even a possibility.
- Shit, never thought you two would become a thing.
- Thanks?... what's wrong?
- Nothing... Jungkook's unmanageable behavior acted up. Do you know why?
- Be more specific...
- Look I don't want to have the same problem with the situation anymore but ...
- I love her, period.
- Yoongi...
- Jin fell for her we came to an agreement about it is not your business, now what is the problem.
- Jungkook's getting involved with him... excuse me but I had to be honest.
- Had to be honest... you discussed with Jungkook about his behavior towards her doesn't it?
- discussed... if he was civil enough to talk about it.
- Jennie is bullying my wife, Jungkook asked her why, I was working. I don't know what is happening in your dreams about Jungkook and my wife.
- Let's not talk about Jennie, would you? I want more information about Jungkook and his recent increasing interest in your... girl.
- Wanna fuck her brainless... is what you want to hear? He can if he wants to... I don't mind, like I don't mind if Jin sleeps with her when I am not around.
- why would you permit siuch a thing?
- It's convenient for me.
- So you are planning to leave her when she does the mistake...
- No... she is mine and that is not a reason to end my relationship. I talked with them, gave my permission. My wife is not happy with my decision but Jin and Jungkook came to understand that actually it is a fucking good idea. ANY PROBLEMS?
- AH... NO WHATEVER!!...
- Jimin is my desire to have this kind of relationship with her and them both.
- You always have been a crazy dude... but this is... you are going to hurt her.
- It's my dammit problem.
- okay, unfortunately I don't have to understand it. I was trying to protect you from that position before it happens.
- It's that so?... you are changing and I don't know if I like the new you I can see you but feels like someone else is talking to me.
- Who?
- not sure... but I really will be the same friend as always if you want.
- mmm... It's late.
- You know howv to find me.
- Yoongi... I want to maintain our friendship.
- Me too.
- Yoongi? ... My goodness !!! - I couldn't surprise her she found out that I came to spend as much time as possible on my day off.
- surprised?... hey don't cry...
- I never thought that you might... I love you, I love you so much!!.
Her kisses made me happy, I carried her inside the house, to not have our security looking how our relationship works.
- Beautiful... I need a shower, I came straight from my work to have as much time as possible with you... I only have barely a day to share.... what about you?
- Ah... the garbage... the odor was really upsetting me... I thought that today wasn't going to be more different from yesterday actually. Oh my goodness, you are here... I am so happy.
- okay... need anything? How do you feel?
- Better, this place it's so pretty that it's easy to remember your figure lazing around. I am doing better to sleep... maybe because the weather is better here.
- I see... I was so scared that your health started to become and issue again... hey I'm not going anywhere but will need a clean uniform to be able to take the latest option to return to Seoul... I couldn't imagine more days having you online only - she couldn't stop touching me and following me like a puppy.
- I don't want to stay here alone... If it's possible I would like to live together again... please.
- I don't want to be alone either but I was right... you needed were to concentrate on yourself... you look better Ana even if it kills me to admit it.
- Yoongi.... please.
- Sorry love... but your well-being is first than anything... I will come as much as possible. I promise.
- You can, even if we would like that you could be this well with me around. I am not trying to end our relationship... that would kill me.
- Yoongi I don't want to talk about sad things not now that I can hug you.
I kissed her desesperated to have her. I wasn't sure what she wants anymore but I appreciated that she was pressing her body against mine. Turning me on. I carried her to the dormitory it has two beds but we crafted it to transform it into a big one when it became ours.
- Your shower...
- If you don't mind... it can wait...
- Yoongi... I love you... I would like to... I... - she got some space and started to undress in front of me.
I started to pull on my clothes too without asking anything, scared that she was thinking on a different thing. She got seated, nervous about us together and almost naked... the screen wasn't making any justice on how pretty she is, her belly healthy and turning sightly round made me super hard to resist the urge to touch her and take the hot pink underwear she didn't made desapear yet.
- Fuck, Ana you are so hot... I varely can control my thoughts.
She came to help me get naked, I was wearing a lot more pieces because in Seoul the weather is horrible enough to make look a mobile wardrobe, if that makes any sense.
- Yoongi.... you are a mess... I am not going to desapear if you need a few minutes to take all this off. So thin... are you eating enough?
- yes... don't worry about anything. Can I touch you?
She didn't answered, actually only continued undressing me getting dangerously closer for me to resist the opportunity to do it without concerns about the situation.
She was on her knees helping me to get everything out from my legs and feet that couldn't stop touching her hair and my hips moved towards her face in need. I could feel the embarrassing situation in my cheeks when she looks up surprised that I couldn't resist the explicit meaning of that gesture.
- sorry... I will do whatever you want... I promise.
She pulled my underwear down carefully and slowly moved closer to me . Her face gently stoped against my bare skin and his lips softly started to torture me on my favorite place before she took control and her wet mouth pleasing me was the only thing in my head.
BABY'S P/V:
- I'm trembling so badly love. Let's use the bed please... - I begged moving around. My knees were probably gonna kill me tomorrow but I don't care if he wants to continue.
- Fuck babe... can't even think - but he followed me around.
It was my turn to feel her mouth burning my brain with the pleasure that made me scream obscenities, and he smirked content. Idiot, I waited for him to touch me since we were told about my pregnancy. He was so reluctant to have any action... like our babe was a monster that he put inside my belly. He was acting so weird.
- Yoongi... you don't have to touch it if you don't like it... I know that it looks strange - I removed his hands scared that he would stop my advance on him to have some sex together. I have to think hard the last time he was so nice to show me how he really feels when we are together.
- fuck Ana, stop pulling my hands away, it's so dammit frustrating!! Or are you trying to torture me?
- okay... - I bited the inside of my cheek, removing my hand from his nice body and started to pray inside my head that I was being ridiculous and this man loves me.
I was so nervous that his warm and light touches made relvot despite my fears. His hands are so big that one was enough to control my entire body as he pleases.
- Do you like it or not? I am so fucking scared to do something wrong. Darling the baby can't learn my bad wording already... or Bumpy's first word can actually be one of those?
- Who cares? You have acting so weirdly, that my concern was if you would freak out and go back to Seoul swimming - seriously? He wants to talk about that stuff now? I looked at him a little angry actually.
- Okay...let's talk later, come on top I don't want to crush you under my weight. Ride me babe.
It was day time and I got acostumated to have my curtains closed... the bodyguards were bored here, in the almost tropical Island without sings of danger, they started to pay attention to me. I hated it, they have smart phones, books or could do exercise... I don't know ...
The pleasure on his face was burning my brain... I am not going to be able to forget about it, unless this situation turned to be his regular reaction and not so hard to get.
- hold me... - I asked because he was playing with my legs like a moron. I moved his hands to my hips, surely he can figure out the shape of my bones but I appreciate his help to continue moving without feeling exhausted to the point, where I wanted to ask for a pause. My pauses to him were more likely... **boy stop it meanwhile I am being nice**... so I started to drain all my energy without complaining.
- ahnnnmmm...
Yoongi moaned, eyes closed, mouth sightly open his hands helping me to get the right moves up or down as he pleases... his body sweating, wet, hot, his heart beating hard under my hands for some support. I moved to do a good use of my dance talents to roll, rub and twist myself on top of him.
- 🤬 !! Again love do that again!!! Ahh!!! That's fucking delicious!!! Ahh!! 🤬🤬Ahh!!! - he was making me feel so good too that I started to focus on that and less on what he said. Whatever I was doing was driving him insane so I was more than glad.
- Fuck Ana, answer me!!! can I... 🤬🤬🤬🤬 Ahhh!!! FUCKING.... Shit!!! Ahh!!!
Yeah, finally he achieved his climax with me. I had several opportunities to feel like my insides exploded and relaxed but he was probably overwhelmed with his own feelings and thoughts to resist so long.
My goodness I was so tired and comfortable that collapsed on top of him to close my eyes, breathe and wait until my heart will not attempt to scape my ribcage.
- Yoongi??
I was scared that it was a dream.... another night without him.
- hey beautiful... relax - I found him, finally, surrounded by books and magazines that probably wasn't interesting for him when I jumped on his lap crying because he was real.
- Don't dissappear on me....
- I haven't.... my apologies.... hey.... I am here... Shhh... sorry, forgive me... you were so tired that I didn't wanted to disturb you..... look at me... I don't pretend to desapear....
- Yoongi... I will do whatever you want but let's be together... please.
I begged and he didn't said anything, only hugged me kissing my head.
- Your doctor calls me every time he visited you.
- Hate him... I don't want to talk about him.
- Hate? Why?
- he tied me to bed and made me pee in front of him here in that bed... you knew?!!!
- yes... you started bleeding again after I returned to the city... I am doing my service love, can't be here and there magically.
- then let's go home together.
- Darling.... you have to focus on gaining weight, having a healthy baby and strength to be an awesome mother.
- Yoongi....
- I love you, so please don't stress yourself trying to convince me. It's really important to know that you are safe and fine. You are my priority right now. - It was a lie, but it was one that I wanted to believe.
- I am not fine without you.
- I missed you too... dammit woman.... don't hate me.
I kissed him desesperated, I can't convince him.
- I will visit you as much as possible... babe... but think in Bumpy first.
- It's going to be a boy...
- Seriously?!! Amazing... I didn't knew that it was possible to know already.
- mmmm... I have been monitored often... he was on the right position to guess it, but is too soon to be fully certain so don't spread the news yet.
- okay... but love.... dammit... don't temp me to change my mind. Was hard enough to decide where you will be comfortable to recover from all the stress.
- It's not stress... I... am scared.
- Me too, it is all new... I never imagined it possible. To have a lover, to start a family... my service... the changes in our lives. I only hope that everything is all right.
He said that with the softest voice he can use, I want to believe him but I know that he is hidding something that I am not going to like. For example why someone dared to enter his old apartment? Why would anyone try to hurt him? And so openly?
- Yoongi....
- mmm... need a shower? Are you hungry? Cold?
- No... we need to talk.