[TALK] When will you accept it, Sister?
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"There's no way I could like him...?"
I'd been so caught up in the past that I'd never even considered a man. The only person I'd improved upon was Lee Ji-hoon. Why would I be attracted to that brat in broad daylight? I sat on the bed for a long time, brooding over Lee Ji-hoon's words. Just as I'd loved and desired that boy even after enduring such torture,
Am I really feeling those feelings towards Yoon Jeong-han?
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In the end, it ended up like this again.What I finally thought was a momentary lapse of courage, a moment of emotional detachment, was shattered. I didn't intend to contact him, but in the end, we drifted further apart. With Lee Ji-hoon and Yoon Jung-han, we've been talking about the past so much lately that I feel like I'm becoming increasingly sensitive about both the past and the present. The more I think about it, the more I think about him. Is it just me?
That child is my first love who gave me both pain and love.
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That's what love was to me. Just looking at her made my face flush and my heart race. Looking back now, I realize how foolish I was back then. Maybe it was because I hadn't experienced love in years, but I was truly curious about how my face could turn red just by looking at her. But thinking back, I don't think my love was simply based on the season or emotions of that time. Whether it was summer or winter, I loved that child all the time. No matter how uncomfortable the hot sun made me sweat, no matter how cold the cold wind blew and made my hands numb, I kept looking at that child.Just seeing that child smile made me feel heavenly happy.
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"...What are you doing, Miss Yeoju?"
The moonlight was softly shining, and the quietness of the room was about to envelop me. Suddenly, a sound shattered the dark silence. I tried to be as quiet as possible, but the silence was so intense that it was so clear that it pierced my ears. It was Lee Ji-hoon, of course. Without thinking, I glanced back at my phone, before a familiar yet unfamiliar tone of voice pierced my ears. Startled, I jerked my upper body up, and it was Yoon Jeong-han, looking at me with a faint smile.
"...what's with that tone?"
"What a welcome"
It was such an ambiguous laugh that I couldn't tell if he was laughing at my surprise or just chuckling out of joy. Still, he was laughing, but since he's the type to quickly calm down after a fight, I don't know if I should say it's a good thing that it doesn't leave a lasting impression, or if I should blame him for being dull.
Still, perhaps because of the fight earlier, Yoon Jeong-han seemed a little upset, and I felt I shouldn't say anything more, so I turned my gaze back to my phone. The bright light from the phone in the dark room began to sting my eyes a little.
"That's why your eyesight is getting worse, sis."
"Isn't that something a child should know?"
"I'll be 23 in about two months, so I'm not a kid, right?"
"Then I'm fifty, you idiot."
"Even if you're fifty, you're still pretty."
"I haven't told you to speak yet."
"No, people can sometimes speak informally, right? Who...!" Before Yoon Jeong-han could even finish speaking, I stared at him with eyes brimming with murderous intent. Seeing Yoon Jeong-han slowly close his mouth at my gaze, I felt the urge to tease him again, so I met his eyes and opened my mouth.
"If you're not careful, your life could be lost in an instant."
Yoon Jeong-han's mouth snapped shut at the voice brimming with life. He chuckled, tossing his hair back. Yoon Jeong-han's expression was so clear that he almost burst out laughing, but he held it back and stared at the sullen-looking Yoon Jeong-han. "Looking at you like that, you look like a rabbit again. In a way, you're like Soo-ryun, the opposite of me..."
"If I die by your hand, I'm willing to give up my life."
Turns out this kid wasn't a lotus, but a zinnia?
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Check point
✓ Jihoon's profile picture changes every day these days.
n The profile picture is always taken by (Jung) Yeoju.
✓ Ji-hoon feels like a bridge or tunnel that helps Yeo-ju and Jeong-han connect.
✓ The female protagonist had no interest in Jeonghan in the past.
N I was treated almost like an invisible person.
ㄴ I should be grateful that you are accepting me like this now.
✓ Since Yeo-ju and Ji-hoon joined the organization together at the beginning, they have a deep connection with the organization and know each other well.
The reason why I know the female protagonist's past well.
✓ The female protagonist still denies that she likes Jeonghan.
✓ Yeoju also had a first love.
n As always, it didn't come true
✓ As expected, the 'child' that Yeo-ju and Ji-hoon had been calling out for was their first love.
And the meaning of love that the female protagonist thinks of was also revealed in the story.
✓ After finding out that Yeoju is a member of the organization, Jeonghan keeps his mouth shut whenever Yeoju says something vicious.
n I really feel like I'm going to kill myself (cowardly jjong jjong)
✓ What is the flower language of lotus?
✓ What is the flower language of the zinnia?
✓ Sometimes, Yeoju is afraid of Jeonghan.
The reason is related to the zinnia.
✓ Yeoju has become more interested in flowers these days.
If you look at the profile pictures of the orphanage children in the special episode, they are all wearing flower crowns, and the female protagonist bought them all.
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Story bait
Expressing beauty
Like a red rose,
I was fascinated by that sight
Easy to pass over
Like innocent people.
Me too, at some point
I'm obsessed with you.
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Behind
"No, Oppa - it feels so good right now, but I'll turn my head a little."
"like this?"
"No, to the right!"
"like this?"
"Wow, you're so handsome!"
Ji-hoon chuckled at Yeo-ju's reaction, watching her fidget with her phone. He thought back to the day they first met, thinking, "How did I end up liking that girl?" After all, she was just a high school student. But when Yeo-ju smiled brightly again and looked at Ji-hoon, his heart started to race a little, and he smiled brightly at her. Still, just seeing that girl made him feel good, so he didn't regret easily admitting his feelings.
"Why isn't your brother here? Is something wrong?"
"Huh? No, just"
"Oh, you're actually more dull than I thought, oppa?" Ji-hoon's heart fluttered like spring as he watched the female lead smile for no reason.
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