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May contain some harsh language*
Beomgyu left the house. Of course, he put a leash on me.
I want to run away, but I'm sure I'll get caught again, so I've given up.
Why did you get caught by Beomgyu?I'm here today to tell you why I'm obsessed.
I'll tell you everything about how I met Beomgyu. So read carefully.
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Sometimes, it happened when I was 9 and Beomgyu was 8.
This happened at the playground in front of my house. I was sitting on the swing, blankly staring.
Beomgyu came to me because he was bored while playing.
That was our first meeting.
"How old are you?"
"I'm 9 years old."
"Can I call you sister?"
"Do as you please."
I was going through domestic violence at the time. I was always drinking and coming home.
Dad hit me. Mom? Mom abandoned me and ran away abroad. So I
He was a blunt, avoidant child.
After that, I sat on the swing without saying a word and just wiggled my legs.
You sat on the swing next to me.
"Which elementary school do you go to, sister?"
"Moa Elementary School is over there in front."
"Huh? We're in the same elementary school? What class are you in?"
"Class 2, Grade 3."
"Can I come visit tomorrow?"
"...Do as you please."
"What is your name, sister?
"...please do it."
"That's a pretty name. I'm Choi Beomgyu."
Despite the continued short answers, you didn't give up and kept talking.
Thanks to you, I started to trust you just a little bit. Just a little bit.
After a little, no, a lot of time passed, I became a high school student.
We went to the same high school
I fell asleep right after the long chat.
And the next day, no, no... a few months later, strangely enough, you started to join a group of people who were playing around?
I may say so, but you didn't suit me as a model student.
In particular, I hated bullies and thugs even more.
So I started avoiding you. I started avoiding you for about seven days.
Look around, look around
"No...me?"
Tup-
"Huh..!"
"Sister, why do you keep avoiding me?"
"I didn't avoid it"
"That's right. You avoided me. You kept looking around and avoiding me, right?"
"Even if it's not like that?"
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Ugh... the smell of cigarettes... I smelled cigarettes on the rooftop. Was it the guy smoking with you?
Ha... I always thought he was so kind. Look, people you trust always change and leave.
My mom and dad are like that too. What is this? This is why people are always so unattractive.
The world I had lived in and the time I had spent up until then all seemed like a lie.
"Sister, can't you hear me?"
"I don't know why I'm avoiding you?
"Yeah, I don't know.
Why do you smile at other people when I'm right next to you?
The other person I am referring to here is a friend who I truly trust and who truly understands me.
It was Kang Tae-hyun.
The most trustworthy and unbetraying child.
But when have you ever seen me laughing and chatting? The only kid I've ever seen laughing is Kang Tae-hyun.
Since I don't laugh that much, Beomgyu must have wondered what was going on.
"She's just the person I trust the most and am closest to. Don't worry about her."
"Sister, have you abandoned me now? From the first time we met
Sister, I've been waiting for you.
Why don't you understand my heart?
"It has nothing to do with you. So just don't worry about it. And
Don't come here. It smells like cigarettes and it's a distraction from studying. So please stop coming."
"Let me ask you one last question. What's your relationship with that kid?"
"You're a kid to my brother, and we're not even related."
I was skeptical of what you said, but I just let it go.
Like an idiot. I should have stopped it then. I still regret it.
If I had stopped you then, would things have changed now?
"Hah... You hit Kang Tae-hyun?? Kicked him? Look at this kid? He's lost his mind."
"What? Hit me more? You're crazy... Again..."
I couldn't concentrate on my studies in the study room, so I ended up leaving and heading to a nearby convenience store. I sat on an outdoor bench and had a decaffeinated coffee.
I drank a little.
"Ha...what about Taehyun...that bastard Choi Beomgyu..."
"Sister, did you call me?"
"Oh shit!! What the...get out"
"Are you still worried about that kid named Kang Tae-hyun? Haha"
"Don't bring up the name Kang Tae-hyun in that dirty mouth.
Because I want to kill you."
"Oh my, I'm scared lol"
After drinking all the coffee, I crushed it and threw it with all my might into the trash can.
"Why are you throwing trash at me?"
Oh, it wasn't a trash can.
"Oh, I thought it was a trash can."
"Hey, sister, someday I'll make you obey only me."
"Try hard haha I'll never fall haha"
After saying that, I studied like crazy,
I heard you dated women in turns, but your popularity didn't wane.
I was always the top student in the whole school and became a college student.
By the time I went to college and didn't hear from you... I was 24, you were 23
This is the current situation, I am caught by you.
But I never obey lol
I plan to do so in the future as well
Thank you for listening to my story, which is short if it's short and long if it's long.
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Um, this episode is about the heroine's past.
The story is developing very quickly, right??
If I keep going like this, it seems like it'll drag on...
And my head and ideas are not working...
Anyway, thank you