High school... back when you transferred in
You weren't even my seatmate...
You were at the window seat all the way in the back of the classroom,
and I was almost in the very front row on the opposite side, so.
It’s not like I was interested.
I was too busy just trying to survive.
After three years of high school and college entrance exam life ended,
I half-heartedly went to college, got drunk all the time, and came home.
I was young then... thinking about it now, it was my youth...
Back in high school, I wasn’t interested in you at all,
so why do I think of you now when you’re not here
Whenever I came home drunk every damn day, tipsy on alcohol
I’d look up your phone number... but there’s no way it would be there...
In your life, I was just
an extra passing through the hallway.
I half-heartedly graduated college too
the moment I stepped out into society...
The director at the company I struggled to get into as a new hire was you.
My heart was pounding like crazy, and I couldn’t focus on work.
My hands were typing on the keyboard, but
my heart was with you.
I still regret missing my chance with you back then.
It’s okay... I’ll hold on tight to you now, even if it’s only now.
