Sunday passed and Monday came, and as usual I woke up feeling dirty, put on my uniform feeling dirty, and left the house feeling dirty.
I felt even dirtier, perhaps because of the fight with Choi Soo-bin.
at that time,
widely,
“Why are you going alone?”
"Wh...what is it?"
“Are you protesting because you’re upset?”
“.. I don’t know. Do you still really hate me? “
"Then you won't drink this chocolate milk either, that ugly guy bought it?"
Swish,
" ..!! that..?! "
“What did he say? Did he say that I was the female protagonist’s favorite character?”
What Choi Soo-bin bought me was none other than a chocolate milk collaboration featuring my favorite character, Shin-chan. The packaging was so cute, I really wanted it, but no matter how much I searched, I couldn't find it, so I just gave up.
“Where did you get it..?”
"Well? I have a way."
"..give it here"
“Why? You said you hated me?”
“.. I don’t hate you, so please give it to me.. ”
“Really? You really don’t hate me anymore?”
I felt like I was just further irritating myself, but seeing Shin-chan's face made me forgive him. Seriously...
“Oh, I don’t hate you!”
“Anyway, Kim Yeo-ju is a total philistine.”
“ .. Tch “
“Okay, today is special, there are two~”
Choi Soo-bin knows exactly how to calm me down. We made up and went to school together. I should've stopped doing things that would make me hate you.
Knock knock,
“Hello Beomgyu!”
"Huh? Oh, you're here early?"
“I woke up early today~”
I sat down right away and chatted with Beomgyu, and Choi Soobin also went straight to her seat. "What? Are you finally starting to understand something?"
After a while,
“Ah~ Kim Yeo-ju! Let’s go together~!!”
“No, you can go alone~!!”
“I’m telling you, it really hurts here, right? Huh?”
He's waking me up from a deep sleep during break time and throwing a tantrum, demanding to go to the infirmary with me. How can you not hate this guy?
In the end, I was led by Choi Soo-bin's hand and we headed to the infirmary together.
“Be careful not to touch the water.”
" yes~ "
“Don’t joke around with a blank piece of paper on your finger...”
I was flipping through the textbook and I got a blank piece of paper and I started a fuss about going with you. This bastard is really
at that time,
“Huh? Is that the girlfriend who came with Beomgyu last time?”
“Oh, hello..!”
"Oh, right. You said you didn't have a girlfriend, right?"
"Huh? Ah.."
"So is this guy's girlfriend by any chance?"
" yes..?! "
No, but was the health teacher originally like this..? I thought she was really elegant and swan-like, but why is she so interested in other people's relationships..?
“No, because the two of you go together so well”
“Hey, that’s not it.. ”
at that time,
“That’s right. We really suit each other, don’t we?”
” ..?!! ”
“Right? I knew it~”
Is this guy really crazy..? Why is he making such a fuss about such ridiculous, unfunny, and untouchable jokes? Are you serious..?
I was so shocked that I couldn't even refute him, so I left the infirmary with him. Then I asked Choi Soo-bin a question.
“What? Who gives a fuck about me being your girlfriend?”
“Why? I just took it as a joke because the teacher was joking.”
"What? You were really serious about what the teacher said earlier.. haha"
at that time,
Swish,
Choi Soo-bin bent down and brought her face close to mine, and I was so flustered that I couldn't even avoid it and froze. Why is she doing this...?!
"Why? You like Choi Beom-gyu's girlfriend, but you don't like Choi Soo-bin's girlfriend?"
"..!! No..! Isn't that obvious..?! "
“Why is that obvious?”
“Uh..you like me?!”
"Yeah. I like it."
" uh..? "
“I’m sure I like you”
For a moment, Choi Soo-bin's serious expression left me speechless. "No, really? You really like me? Since when?"
The closer the distance between me and my boyfriend becomes, the more incomprehensible it becomes. This guy's actions and words, as he increasingly closes the gap between us, are turning my mind upside down.
I thought we were at an appropriate distance, but I guess not. Perhaps I was trying to maintain this distance, lest we drift further apart from this "friendship."
Just as the gravity between objects is proportional to the distance, you are pulling me with your suddenly larger gravity, just like the distance between you and me suddenly became closer.
“Since when..?”
"At least before Choi Beom-gyu"
“.. Subin, I”
"Don't answer now."
" what? "
“Choi Beom-gyu is closer now.”
“ … ”
“When I get closer to you than Choi Beom-gyu, when I get closer to your heart, then tell me.”
” … “
"I'm going to be really revealing from now on. You have to take responsibility for your words."
” … “
After saying that, Choi Soo-bin went up to the second floor, saying she had to stop by the teacher's office, and I went out to the playground to calm my flushed face.
I was so shocked by the suddenness that I didn't even think about coming back to my senses. I thought it was a line that would never be broken.
That line might have been one that only I had kept.
Listening to Choi Soo-bin's words, I understood all of her previous actions. The times she interfered with my relationship, and the reason she bought me chocolate milk for no reason.
I think it was a way of expressing myself. A way to make me feel like that distance was being maintained.
I felt like I was struggling in my head, which had suddenly become too complicated.
at that time,
“Kim Yeo-ju, what are you doing here~”
" .. thought "
“Thought? Have you ever thought about something?”
".. You are just like Choi Soo-bin"
"Phew.. just kidding~"
"I really wish I was just joking around like you are now.."
"What did Choi Soo-bin say?"
" .. I liked him. He said "
” … “
"Really? Haven't you heard anything?"
"Well, I haven't heard anything"
” ..? “
"I noticed it because it was obvious."
" under.. "
"What's there to worry about? You're totally into Choi Beomgyu right now."
" .. that is "
I thought so too. No, that feeling is probably right. What I like now isn't Choi Soobin, but Beomgyu. But why...
Is it really that hard to refuse so easily? Choi Soo-bin's personality is such that if you just refuse, he'll figure it out on his own.
Am I wavering between the two?
“Waving between those two?”
" .. I don't know "
“Kim Yeo-ju”
" why.. "
"Whichever you choose, one of you will drift apart. It's your greed to want both of you to remain in the same relationship as you are now."
” … “
"But the person you choose will fill the gap between us. I guarantee it."
” … “
“In my opinion, both Choi Beom-gyu and Choi Soo-bin are capable of doing that.”
“Then I...”
“The more complicated your head is, the slower you have to make your choices.”
” … “
“Stay a while and choose which one suits you better.”
” … “
“Even if the distance is the same, there will definitely be someone who pulls you with greater force.”
“..Choi Yeonjun”
"No matter what you choose, I'll always be on Kim Yeo-ju's side. Don't fight alone."
“..you are really touching”
“If you’re that touched, do you just want to meet me?”
“I just lost all my emotions. This is not going to work.”
“.. If you do that, I’ll be really upset.”
“Okay.. Okay.”
“..don’t worry too much~”
Thanks to Choi Yeonjun's advice, I felt a little lighter. Well, if I stay a little longer...
Break time was almost over, so I went up to the class and opened the door, feeling a little refreshed.
But I shouldn't have opened that door.
Knock knock,
“ ..!! ”
“Kim Yeo-ju.. “
“My lady...”
"What the heck.. "
The surrounding desks and chairs were strewn about, and Choi Soobin was raising her fist above Beomgyu. The surrounding children were all shocked and didn't know what to do.
Looking at their faces, both Choi Soo-bin and Beom-gyu had split mouths, as if they had been punching each other.
As they continue to get closer to the sun, the two planets will eventually collide, creating a huge explosion and damaging each other.
These are the proportional relationships of distance. They are things that inevitably occur depending on the distance.
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