The classic male friend
W_Yerim Kang
Treewargoning: swearing, obsession, stalking, etc.
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November 13, 2020When we first started dating, we were a couple sweeter than candy. He was always watching over me with love.
“Our heroine, she’s really pretty.”
He was the sweetest and coolest brother in the world, but when did we change? Because of one person, I have to be hurt and sad, and it's just boredom. Did everything about my brother's behavior and personality change?
-From the heroine's diary-
“What are you looking at like that?”
“.. Oppa, please let’s end this now..”
“Fuck, stop it, stop it again. Don’t you have anything to say to me other than stop it?”
“This is for you and me, right..!”
Taehyung oppa didn't listen to what I said and slammed the door and left. After we started dating, we said we loved each other so much that we started living together, but who would have thought things would turn out like this? The future is unpredictable. I put a bitter smile on my face and lay down on the bed. And not long after, Taehyung oppa came back into my room.
“Get ready and come out, let’s go somewhere.”
“I have nothing to talk to you about.”
“Who said they were talking?”
“Then why are you leaving?”
“..Oh my, you’ve become really cheeky, haven’t you?”
At that moment, goosebumps appeared all over my body. My body froze in that state. My brother glanced at me for a moment, then laughed, muttered a curse in a low voice, and came closer to me. As I became increasingly scared, I tried to get up from the bed quickly, but ‘damn’ it was too late. Taehyung had already laid me back down on the bed and grabbed my wrist tightly, preventing me from moving.
“What, what are you doing!!”
“Our heroine, when did you become such a vixen?”
“Oppa, everyone around you is a fox, don’t you get out of the way?”
“...Yoo Yeo-ju, are you afraid of me?”
“...Look at your current behavior, oppa. What are you doing to me right now? Don’t you know this is violence?”
“Don’t be violent or anything, just answer my questions.”
He grabbed my wrist harder, as if he was even more angry at the answer I gave. Unable to bear the pain, I had to lose again. He wants to win everything. He wants to have everything and win everything. He is extremely selfish.
“.. Oh, oppa.. It hurts, let’s talk about this. I’m sorry.”
“... This is how a heroine should be, haha.”
He smiled brightly at me as if he was satisfied with his victory. In the end, I couldn't stand it anymore and had to listen to all of his excuses. Now, I'm really sick and tired of all of his actions, speech, and even the smallest things.
“You said to stop, but I thought about it too.”
“...”
“Fuck, lady, didn’t I tell you? You’re mine forever. You know me well, don’t you?”
".. so"
“...You can’t live without me, right, Yeoju?”
To be honest, it was true. My family was so poor that my brother helped me with everything since we started dating. He gave me money on behalf of my family and took care of everything when loan sharks came to visit. I still receive help from him just because of the money, but now everything has become a burden and the burden has only grown. He doesn't know that I have a terminal diagnosis yet, but I always wanted to pay him back before I die, but now I can't even imagine that.
“I’m going out, so take care of your food. Think carefully.”
With those words, I finally left my room. Feeling my heart start to hurt, I looked at the clock in a hurry, but it was already way past the time to take the medicine. I hurriedly went out to the living room to find the medicine, put some water in my mouth, and swallowed it. Since I still have trouble swallowing pills, I felt a bitter taste when it went down my throat.
“Oh my gosh, my life is really shit.”
Tiring-
“Jungkook”
“.. Heh, thank you for worrying about me”
I slowly walked to the bathroom, washed my face at the sink, and looked in the mirror in front of me. I really didn't look human. There were small dark circles under my eyes, and my hair was greasy because I hadn't washed it for two days. Anyone could tell that I looked like I wasn't human. I looked at the mirror for a long time and sighed deeply. After coming to my senses again, I turned on the shower and washed up.
“Jungkook!”
“Come out slowly, I’ll fall”
“It’s been a really long time, hasn’t it?”
“Yeah, about 4 months?”
“Maybe?, haha”
“I’ll go home and make you something delicious.”
“What kind?”
“Um.. what kind of potato stew do you like?”
“Oh!! Okay, haha”
“Get in quickly”
“What didn’t you say today?”
“... Heh, is there a day without it?”
“...Why is that kid doing that?”
“Then you save me, hehe”
“Okay, I’ll definitely save you, I’m serious.”
"... okay"
By then I will no longer be in this world.
Yerim Kang is excited to change to se2 next month.. but this post is rare so I'm going to put on a sad song and bring out a lot of emotions.
beep------
(The conversation is too long ;;)
Sonting..❤️