The end of love, the beginning of you

Ep.12 Your pretty face is all swollen

"Hey, Jeong Yeo-ju, you're two-timing me."

"Huh? Who are they?? Could it be Beomgyu and Choi Soobin??"

"Yeah, this is really ridiculous;;"

"I feel bad for Subin ㅠㅠ He almost got transferred ㅠㅜ"

"But you guys know too lol I like Beomgyu
"I asked him to change seats, but he ignored me."

"Wow, I heard that too. He's a legend in personality."


Yeah... it might have looked like that
Dayeon's voice cannot be heard.
Is that a good thing...?

It's obvious that such a mistake will happen.
I tried to go to class without paying attention.
Because rumors like that die down quickly...


"Hey, that guy's family is so poor lol"


Seriously... I was just telling you...
Seriously... I trusted you...

I'm starting to unravel my pain.
Raising his voice, he asked what was so funny.
It starts to cut me down even more.


"He lives with his old grandmother lol I feel so bad for him ㅠㅜ
Also, the house is very poor
As soon as I went in there, I almost threw up because it was so disgusting lol"

"Wow I saw her working at a convenience store yesterday lol I thought it was Jeong Yeo-ju lol"


Tears welled up in my eyes.
Like getting hit hard in the head
My mind goes blank.

Was it all my imagination?

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"Ha...did you hear that?"

Beomgyu, who came running without me noticing, covers my ears with his large hands.

I don't want to cry in front of you...
In my eyes, tears welling up
Tears begin to fall one by one.

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"Hey... are you crying?"

"Hey, there are a lot of kids here... Let's go in first."


Then he grabbed my hand
I go into an empty library.
It's lunchtime so it's fortunate there aren't many people...

I can't tell if it's anger or sadness, but tears keep coming out.
To the point where you don't even feel like you're being ripped off
I couldn't think of anything.


"Hey...don't cry"

"...You...knew"

"under.."

"Why didn't you tell me..."

"I thought you might be like this..."


I sat there crying for a long time
Beomgyu buys me chocolate bread to appease me.

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"Eat this. You threw away the bread earlier."

"I don't like it... I don't want to eat it."

"under..."


He sighs and pats my back again.
After crying like that for a while, my sadness gradually subsided.


"...let's go"

"Did you all cry?"

"huh.."

"Your face is really swollen. Let's go home early."

"no.."

"If you go in with me with that face, you'll start getting weird rumors.
Just follow me"


So, I ended up leaving work early with Beomgyu.

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I came home and just lay in bed, feeling weak.
How many hours did you sleep?
It was time for the sun to set.

under...
I quickly got ready to go to work.
When I arrived, I saw Yeonjun oppa.

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"Hey, did you meet me yesterday?"

"Ah... yeah"

"Oh, the film broke... I remember seeing you...
I don't remember what happened after that.
Did I say something wrong?

I guess you don't remember... that's a good thing

"Yeah, oppa, I was just mumbling."

"Oh, that's a relief.. hehe"


I tried to talk without making eye contact as much as possible.
Why are you so quick to notice? My eyes are welling up with tears
I found my eyes.

"Are you crying?"


Why does the word "unya" feel so difficult?
I can't stand it anymore, and tears come out again.


"Cry all you want"


He pulled me into his arms as I stood there crying helplessly.
Give me a warm hug.

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After work, I went home with my brother with puffy eyes.

"..I'll go in"


He grabs my hand as I try to go into the house.

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"Don't cry. Your pretty face is all swollen."