That wasn't what I meant to say...
It's not that I hate you...
I don't know why the situation turned out that way
I don't remember well.
But one thing is certain...
The reason I dumped you is...
Because I feel so sorry for myself..
And because I feel so sorry for you...
My reality was so miserable and
This is what happened because you hid it.
Whenever I'm with you, an inexplicable sense of inferiority wells up inside me.
You have a harmonious family and are popular, too.
I'm loved by everyone
I'm the opposite...
Having a casual breakup
I headed home.
I really didn't feel anything.
When I entered the house, Yeonjun hyung was lying on the sofa
I was watching TV.
Ah, it won't be obvious that I cried, right...?
Ignoring the gaze staring intently at me
I quickly went into the room.
What's wrong with him... he's acting weird today.
"Hey Choi Subin, it's me~"
"Ah, you cook it yourself."
As expected...
I thought you looked like you were about to cry today.
Did he fight with the female lead...?
Come into the room
Throw the bag on the floor
I lay down on the bed
Ah, I'm tired...
When I close my eyes and clear my mind of various thoughts
Yeonjun came into the room.
"Would you... like to eat ramen...?"
"no"
"Oh, why~ Let's eat together."
"no"
"Something's wrong with you."
At those words, I felt like tears were about to burst out, but
I tried hard to pretend I was okay.
No, I don't have any. Let's just eat ramen.
"You didn't... break up, did you?"
"There's nothing like that, so get out quickly."
I barely managed to get my brother outside.
I started organizing my desk.
Four-cut photo taken together
Matching couple keyrings
Even the letter I received on my birthday
I gathered everything and put it in a small box.
Oh my god, what am I going to do...
Did I push too hard...
I barely managed to hold back the tears that were welling up.
.
.
.
After breaking up with Subin
I went home.
My body and mind are already exhausted
I didn't even have the luxury to feel the pain of parting.
When I came home, Grandma was in a messy house
He was sleeping curled up.
under...
I moved my feet carefully so as not to wake Grandma
I sat at a small desk.
Yeah, I should study...
I need to get a job quickly and earn money...
After finishing my studies and lying down
Random thoughts began to pop into my head.
Why make it complicated...
Just act like usual...