The feeling of first love

#16. I missed it. Again.

“N...Are you crazy?

“No, I’m expressing it. The “you wanted to know so much

“ ..? “


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My heart.

“ M.. What “



Was he always this good at flirting...?



at that time,



Ding dong,



“J... The bell rang! The bell.. “

Yeah... that's a shame.

“ .. Hey, Kwon Soon-young “

" huh? "

" .. no "



It's just... seeing you not be yourself felt a little unfamiliar. But in a way, I liked that. However... it still feels a bit unfamiliar. Afraid that this might not be your true self, or that you might show a new side of yourself again, I'm a little...



I am also afraid.





I left the home base room and went to a school bench to clear my head for a moment, and the clouds floating gently against the backdrop of the blue sky looked really good.



at that time,




Kim Yeo-ju~

“Ah, Yoon Jeonghan..! That’s right. I forgot.. “

“You forgot… Was there something more important than me?”

“No... I heard Sunyoung doesn't know a lot of things today, especially...”

“ .. Sunyoung..? “

Yeah, I decided to start tutoring again. She said she wants to.

" .. okay "

“But you said you had something to tell me earlier. What is it?”

“.. No, it’s just that I didn’t want to study on my own.”

“What… you need to study a little now. Kwon Soon-young beats you, okay?”

" .. also "

" uh? "

“No. Lee Ji-hoon called me earlier, so I’ll go first.”

Ah, yes!



After Jeonghan left,



He's been... acting a bit strange since earlier.


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What's wrong?

“Ah, I was startled!!! Y...You! Why...why are you here? W...why is he here..?”

“What’s so strange about it?”

“.. Never mind, it’s none of your business.”

" tooth.. "

“You haven’t told me a lot of things either! So... you don’t need to know this much.”

“.. Drink this”


Swoosh,



What Kwon Soon-young handed me was banana milk. Ah... I can't drink banana milk...


He can't drink that.

“O... Yoon Jeonghan? Why are you here again..?”

"Can't you drink banana milk..?"

“No... my stomach gets upset if I only drink that banana...”

“Yeoju, eat this...”

"Still... give it to me. You bought it thinking of me, so I'll keep it."

" uh..? "

" what..? "



A set time,




Honestly... she was very different from the female lead I had imagined. So much so that she now feels a bit unfamiliar.



“Kim Yeo-ju, you can't drink banana milk..!”

“Hey..! Still, how can I refuse something you bought for me…?”

" what..? "

“And… you know.”

“ ... “

The fact that I still like Kwon Soon-young.



It feels unfamiliar. Your words about liking someone... and the way you looked at that person—it was a look and tone I had never felt before. That is why this situation feels so strange...



So much that I want to avoid it





Back to the female lead's point of view,



“ .. Banana.. Banana.. “



This damn body of mine... Why did I have to make an unintentional refusal just because I can't drink bananas... Why...



“ .. Shall we have a drink?



Right..! A person's constitution can change, you know..! Your favorite could suddenly go from chocolate to banana..!



In the end, I opened a banana milk carton and drank it.



“Ah... I guess I wasn't supposed to eat it after all...”



Sure enough, my stomach started to ache, and perhaps because it had been a while since I last ate, the pain grew stronger and stronger. Damn it... I shouldn't have eaten this...




at that time,




“Yeoju! The teacher wants you to come to the teachers' office for a moment!”

“Ah... damn... ha... uh...”


Swoosh,


widely,


“Yeoju!!!!”



In the end, I lost consciousness.













" .. ah.. "

“Oh, Yeoju, are you awake?”

“Yes... did I collapse?”

“Uh... I think I ate something bad and got a pretty bad stomach ache.”

Ah... yes, thank you.

"I think you should greet him first, not me."


I turned my head toward the bed next to me...



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“ ..? Why is he here.. “

“I carried you over and ran here because you collapsed earlier. I guess you’re feeling this way because you were so nervous just moments ago.”

“ ... “

You've got a great boyfriend.

“ ... “


at that time,


Swoosh,


“Ah... I dozed off... Kim Yeo-ju!! Are you okay?!

“.. You idiot, can I ask you after you've fixed your hair a bit?”

“Ah... uh... no, I was worried about that...”

“Heh... Thanks to you, I’m okay. I heard you carried me on your back and ran.”

" .. thank god. "

“Um... Sunyoung.”

" uh? "

" .. no "




This side of you feels unfamiliar to me. I wonder if you're really the person I used to know... and if you really like me. But... I




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Let's go. Now.

" okay. "




I love this unfamiliar side of you so much, too. I really...



I think I've fallen for you.


















< Behind the Scenes >


A set point in time,


I went around looking for Yeoju to give her the chocolate milk I couldn't give her earlier, but I couldn't see her at all; I had no idea where she had gone.


“Where is Kim Yeo-ju...”


at that time,


“Yeoju!! Oh my, what do I do..!!”

“Kim Yeo-ju!!!”



Yeoju had collapsed in the classroom, and I quickly ran over to check on her condition. However,


“Kim Yeo-ju!! Snap out of it..!! Kim Yeo-ju!!”


widely,


Come out. Overturn it.

" what? "


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“Come out, can’t you hear me?”


And so, Kwon Soon-young carried Yeoju away on his back.





I lost it again. Again... I lost the same thing to the same person.



I tried not to show it, but Kwon Soon-young's actions that keep provoking me are getting on my nerves one by one.























❤️ Author's Personal Notes ❤️

It feels like Jeonghan is going to do something, right..? Ahem.





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