The feeling of first love

#24. Be with me

“ ... “

“Hey, let’s go to the store.”

“Huh..? Oh.. okay.”


Swish,


Hug,



I hate that the hand that holds my hand is no longer Kwon Soon-young's... I hate that the one that calls me affectionately and smiles at me is no longer Kwon Soon-young.



I cried myself to sleep yesterday, so I just wanted to rest today... but why does my head hurt so much again?





“I.. Ji-eunI'll stop by the infirmary for a bit.

“Huh? Why? Where does it hurt?”

“My head hurts a little...”

“I’ll take you there.”

“No, I can go alone.”

" .. okay. "





I went to the infirmary alone, and there were kids on the first floor chattering and talking. Ugh... It hurts even more when they're making noise.



at that time,



“Kwon Soon-young..?”




I saw the back of the head that looked like Kwon Soon-young's and I unconsciously followed it.




“.. Wait.. Just a little.. Just a little.. “



My head started hurting more and more, and the distance kept getting further away. Please... wait... please...



“Kwon Soon-young.. please.. “



The back of its head stopped, as if it heard me. But it didn't look back at me.




“Sunyoung.. please.. wait.”

“ ... “

“Please.. huh”



Gulp,



Boom,




In the end, I collapsed.




























Swish,



“ .. here is “

“Infirmary.”

" ah.. "



When I woke up, I was lying in the infirmary, with Kwon Soon-young standing next to me. I guess it was Kwon Soon-young I saw...



“I saw you wake up, so I’m going now.”



Kwon Soon-young's cold, piercing words are so painful. They keep poking me inside. It hurts... It hurts now.



widely,



" .. don't go. "

" what? "


Gulp,



“Don’t go..sob Sunyoung..please..don’t go”

“Kim Yeo-ju.. “




I want to hold you. I know it's selfish, but I want to be with you. I don't want to leave you. I just want to stay by your side.




“Please…don’t go. Sunyoung…”

" .. you "

" please.. "

“ ... “

“Stay with me.. oh please.”

“ ... “



I want to stop crying, but these damn tear ducts seem to have broken down after days of constant crying. I can't hold back no matter how hard I try.




at that time,



Swish,




“Stop crying, I’ll be by your side.”

" .. really? "

“Really. I’ll be by your side, so don’t cry and go to sleep.”

“ ... “

“Should I get you some water?”

“.. No. It’s okay, just for now.. “

“ ..? “

“I want to see you. Next to you.”

" .. okay. "
































Behind the Scenes: The Back of the Head Seen by the Heroine




A little while ago,



“Kwon Soon-young..?”

“ ... “

“Please… wait a minute… please”


Swish,


“ ... “

“Kwon Soon-young.. please.”



Boom,




“..! Kim Yeo..j”



at that time,



“Kim Yeo-ju!!! Kim Yeo-ju, wake up!”

“ ... “


Whoosh,



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“Kim Yeo-ju.. please come to your senses.. please.”

“ ... “




After Sunyoung left carrying Yeoju,






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