Four years later, I'm currently enrolled in the business administration department at Sebong University, hoping to get a job at my grandfather's company.
Yoon Jeong-han went to the police that dayI heard he was arrested and is now living in prison.
Oh, Ji-eun...
“So how upset are you going to be this time?”
“I don’t know, just try to catch my eye and I’ll kill you.”
“That’s all because of love, you know?”
“..get out, don’t let me see you either”
“Why are you killing me too?”
“Oh.. Really..!”
“Haha.. I’m just kidding, I’m just kidding”
She's attending the same university as me, Sebong University, and is currently enrolled in the nursing department. Oh, and she also has a boyfriend.
“.. Have you forgotten about him now?”
“Well.. I don’t know if I can say I’ve forgotten all of this.”
" what do you mean? "
“I don’t know if it’s because it’s not in front of my eyes, but my heart isn’t beating anymore, but...”
“ ... “
"I miss you so much. I still vividly remember you when I close my eyes at night."
Gulp,
“Do you want some tissues?”
“..I still have tears in my eyes hehe”
Swish,
I took a tissue from the author and wiped my tears. Seeing her still crying like this, I guess she hasn't forgotten.
“Come to think of it, I have to go see Sunyoung today.”
“Why today..?”
“..I just want to see you more today than yesterday”
“ .. Okay. I won’t stop you today either.”
In fact, it is no exaggeration to say that the author saved my life.
4 years ago,
“Sob.. sob.. sigh”
“Kim Yeo-ju.. Come to your senses. You know he’ll be really upset if he finds out you’re living like this.”
“How did I come to my senses.. How did I.. How did I!!!”
“Lady… please.”
“When I come to my senses, my heart feels so heavy that I can’t move it, like it’s chained to me, and I think about him every single day and I’m going crazy… How can I…?”
“I’m going to the convenience store for a bit. Let’s eat something.”
“Huh.. Soonyoung.. Kwon Soonyoung.. “
Four years ago, I wasn't myself. Every day, I cried, my eyes were raw and swollen. I hadn't eaten a single proper meal, so I was at my lowest weight ever. To anyone who saw me, I wasn't a normal person.
Every night, I cried while holding onto that child's picture, and Ji-eun was by my side.
today,
“It’s all thanks to you, or is it really me..?”
“ ..? “
“It could have gone to Sunyoung.”
“Huh.. okay.”
“Oh my… I guess I should go now.”
“To Sunyoung?”
“No. I have to stop by somewhere before that.”
" where? "
" hmm.. "
“ ..? “
“To the guy I want to hate but can’t hate”
“ ... “
“See you tomorrow. Haha.”
—
Swish,
“It’s one hour. Then.”
" thank you. "
dump,
“.. What, your friend came and you can’t even show him your face?”
“ ..because”
" what? "
“I’m sorry...”
“.. I’m glad you know I’m sorry.”
“..Why did you come?”
“I was just curious how you were doing...”
“ ..? “
“Today.. I stopped by because I thought of you when I went to see Sunyoung.”
" .. okay. "
“I haven’t completely forgiven you yet. But...”
“ ... “
“It’s been a while since I’ve seen you, haha, it’s nice.”
" uh..? "
“Your face has brightened up and you seem to be doing better than before. It’s nice to see you.”
“.. Actually, I’m going out to volunteer for a few days? But I feel at ease when I’m there.”
“Haha, that’s a relief.”
“.. I was so young and immature back then, I’m really sorry.”
Gulp,
“Ha.. I’m really crying again, crying again.”
“ ... “
“I’m going to go now.. haha take care”
I quickly got up from my chair and turned around, and then,
“I liked it..!”
" uh? "
“I liked it. I really liked it.”
“..Thank you. For liking me.”
This meeting may be the end, but I feel good because it seems like a pretty good ending.
“..I’m here. Sunyoung.”
I know you won't respond no matter what I say, but I always say hello and ask how you're doing. You always smiled at me, but just seeing you in pictures makes me miss you so much.
“How was your day? I felt a bit relieved and sad today.”
It's refreshing because I've ended my relationship with Jeonghan, but it's sad...
“I still miss you so much.”
It's because the cold truth that I can't see you even after so many years hits me so hard.
“ .. It’s true that the reason I came today was to see you.. “
I really want to get everything sorted out now.
“..I came to say hello. My last greeting.”
My last greeting to you
“I think it was around summer 4 years ago when I first saw you.. 4 years have already passed and it’s the end of 5 years.”
He was just a punk in broad daylight. A punk who didn't study and just played around, a total loser.
"You were a thug, and I was tutoring you for volunteer hours. We were really nothing special..."
It was a relationship that would have ended with just receiving volunteer hours, but somehow...
“Is this how we became a relationship where I want to see you and hug you like this?”
“ .. I really don’t know how many times I’ve cried today. Haha. Me too.”
Swish,
“At first, I just thought you were a nuisance, but then I realized that I was only looking at you. You’re no longer a nuisance to me. At least that’s what I thought.”
I was just a quiet kid who didn't care about anything and was annoying... but at some point, I was looking at you and turning towards you.
“..I really liked you a lot, Sunyoung.”
And now I say my final goodbyes.
“Now... I think I really need to say hello.”
I hope that the smiling Soonyoung in the photo is looking at me now... and accepting my greeting.
Swish,
“..Hello, my first love. Goodbye.”
Gulp,
I turned around and left, never to return. But I knew that Soonyoung had warmly welcomed my greeting.
Hello, my first love
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This work is finished😭 Now I have to prepare a new work.. Many people are sad that it ended with Sad! I will prepare the next work with Happy! Bye 💙
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