The Last Chance

"Your Late"

           I get to my class and slid the door open. All the attention went on me. Hoseok and some of his friends are in my class as well. The teacher looked at me and said, Y/n your late, what was the reason, and why do you look so ruffled up? I opened my mouth looked at all my bullies then said, sorry I fell and got hurt it was hard to get back up I will try to make sure this doesn't happen again. Mr.Kim looked at me and said, Ok make sure it won't, now take your seat and open your English book to page 134. I sat down and opened my English book to page 134. I felt their stares on my back it was annoying, having them watch me all day long. Hoseok sat across me which made it really hard to concentrate.
        They started throwing stuff at me like their pencils, erasers, and little balls of paper. I got so angry that I stood up and shouted ENOUGH! The classroom went silent. Mr.Kim looked at me like he was disappointed. Hoseok and his friends laughing, everyone is now laughing. Then Mr.Kim said Y/n why are you interrupting my class. I didn't know what to say, so I apologized. Mr.Kim then said you are down to one strike left hold yourself together. But I was, I was trying so hard to hold myself together but I couldn't it was all too much. I sat back down without anything disrupting me for the next 3 periods. It was now break.

        I have a secret spot that nobody knows about. It's the roof. It's mine, all of it, I feel so free there. So I ran out the classroom without anyone seeing me. I get to the rooftop and lay down. This is where I feel most relaxed and most comfortable. I started to listen to half the songs on my playlist. I stand up and go to the edge of the rooftop and held the gate wiring. I felt tears dropping from my eyes and next thing I kniw I am balling out crying. 

  
      *Thoughts*
     Why? Why, Hoseok why did you leave me?

What did I do?

Did I really mean nothing to you?

Why did you have to leave me just like dad?

Y/n, why are you so stupid, why did you have to put your trust and secrets in him?

Whyyyy?!

I slowly feel tired, then all I see is black.