The Moon is Pretty 5. Part 1 of ㅇㅇ's Past(?), which I write because I have nothing else to write abo - [The moon is beautiful][Group commentary]

The existence of humans

The existence of Muggles

The existence of pure blood

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For me...

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The most fearful and terrifying being

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When I was two years old, I witnessed my mother die before my eyes.

At that time, my father's eyes were unfocused.

I thought you lost your mind

My father threatened me after that, and I endured the day under that persecution.

And at the age of 3, he was a child actor

Became a child model

Then when I was 4 years old, my father

My real brother was killed right in front of my eyes

I developed anthropophobia at a young age.

I met them on my 4th birthday

And at the young age of 5, he became the youngest police officer and together with them in mid-August 2008

I created Black White when I was 5 years old.

I became a leader

Maybe that's why I became like this

I matured too early

Maybe because you suffered too much too early

When I see things like this, I think God is really too much.

I think like this now

'God just gave me a chance,

It would be a shame if we didn't choose that opportunity called happiness...'

I first went to a mental hospital when I was six.

I've consulted with people there.

It seemed strange and amazing

The doctor said...

"Do you hate yourself and find it difficult?"

"Have you ever tried to kill yourself?"

I...'There have been countless times when I hated myself, was scared, and wanted to die...'

But I couldn't bring myself to say it

I've already covered myself with makeup and a mask.

My heart is tightly closed

It got cold.. haha

And while I was going to kindergarten, I also thought about this...

I thought, 'I absolutely must not cry because if I cry, I'll be wasting other people's time.'

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Happy birthday, Honey Orabuni