_ The more bad something is, the more attractive it is
"Seokjin, do you enjoy playing with Chaehee? Or do you enjoy playing with me?"
" ....... what? "
It was something I never imagined. Seokjin, who had given me nothing but love and affection, was cheating on me?
At first, I was just suspicious. But gradually, that suspicion became certainty. Nevertheless, when I learned of his affair... I didn't think much of it.
"I'm the second? I had high hopes... My pride is hurt."
".. Since when did you know?"
His face, which had been brightly smiling just moments before, now twisted. He probably didn't expect me to notice, did he? His wrinkled face was quite a sight. I spoke with a faint smile.
"It hasn't been that long."
"It's a shame. I wanted to play with it a little more."
I wanted to ask, "Who's playing with whom?" but held back. At first, I invited him to this cafe with the intention of breaking up, but... I soon changed my mind. The thought that continuing our relationship like this wouldn't be so bad crossed my mind. Ah... That would be fun, right?
".. What? Are you going to break up with me? I don't want to break up."
Seokjin frowned at my words. Wasn't that the answer he was hoping for? Honestly, I didn't mind breaking up. I was just... curious. Secondary is interesting, right?
" ... If the second one is okay, then come. I'll give you the rest of my love."
"Yeah, it's okay. I'm going to give you the rest of my love anyway."
Seokjin, who didn't immediately understand what I meant, tilted his head for a moment, then, as if realizing something, a corner of his mouth slightly raised. He must have noticed it too. To me, Seokjin is also my second.
" .. Oh, I was second too? I didn't know that."
"Yeah, that's why it doesn't matter. The love I gave you is okay, so let's not break up."
I didn't want to give it to someone else, and I didn't want to keep it for myself. That was it. I didn't want that dirty personality, but I didn't want to give that handsome face away. I believed Seokjin probably felt the same way. He nodded, seemingly satisfied.
Ringing—that's when a call came on my cell phone. The caller was my First.
I saw the caller name was Jungkook♡ and smiled brightly as I answered the phone.
"Hello? Okay. Right now? Okay. I'll be right there."
The call was simple. Jungkook told me to come to his house. I was annoyed that he was calling me so late, but I figured I had to go anyway, since he's my boyfriend. I grabbed my bag. As I was about to leave the cafe, Seokjin's words stopped me in my tracks.
"I guess you're the first one because you're talking so affectionately?"
"Yeah, that's right, so get out of here now."
Seokjin's business was over. We'd both made it clear we were second fiddle, and he didn't need anything else today. Just as he was about to leave the cafe, he heard someone say, "I love you," but he ignored them and left the cafe.
Meanwhile, Seokjin, who was left behind, had a different perspective. The female lead, who had always been purely obedient, suddenly found herself second in command? He'd never seen anything like her boldness. This sight piqued Seokjin's curiosity. A relationship where both parties know they're second in command? Isn't that quite interesting?
But can Seokjin really express his current feelings as simple curiosity?
Something inside me was bubbling. Soon, as if annoyed, I kicked the chair away, put on my coat, and left the café, muttering to myself.
" .. to make you want to come."