_ The more bad something is, the more attractive it is
My steps toward meeting Jungkook weren't light. I'd clearly been cheating on him for five months, but today, I felt even more uneasy. I'd committed such a grave sin. When did I become such a bad girl? By the time I tried to recall the past, I was standing in front of Jungkook's house.
The door opened immediately at the brisk sound of the doorbell. Jungkook greeted me with a bright face.
"Sister!! I missed you. Come in quickly!"
"I missed you a lot too."
Seeing Jungkook brightly staring at me with that translucent smile, all my worries seemed to vanish. Because I loved Jungkook more. I kissed him on the cheek and entered his house.
I put down my coat and bag and collapsed on the sofa. The rich kid's sofa seemed softer than my bed... I closed my eyes tightly and was resting when Jeongguk laid out some delicious food in the living room.
"Hey, you should eat and sleep."
"Ugh... Jungkook, don't say anything so subtle."
"Tch. I got caught.... No matter how I look at it, you're still a kid."
When Jungkook said something that would have upset everyone if Seokjin Kim had said it, a daddy smile came out. Our Jungkook is so, so, so cute... I smiled faintly and sat down at the table Jungkook had prepared, picking up my spoon.
Jungkook turned on the TV, smiling at the sight of me munching on food. A variety show titled "My Girlfriend Cheated on Me!" was playing. Damn it, I was so shocked I almost threw the rice out of my mouth, but I barely managed to hold it back.
At that moment, Jeongguk opened his mouth with a frown.
"I hate cheating more than anything in the world. It's like playing with people's hearts."
"Well, I think cheaters are really trash."
I ended up self-deprecating. For some reason, I felt a sense of conflict. It felt like I was toying with such a pure heart... I felt like my appetite was falling off. But... Since when did I become such a bad girl?
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It was five months ago. Seokjin and I's first meeting wasn't anything special. It happened on the way home after a date with Jungkook. I was waiting at the bus stop, fiddling with the necklace he'd bought me. I was tapping my feet, smiling happily, when someone spoke to me.
"Excuse me.. You're so pretty, but could you give me your number?"
Crazy. He's so damn handsome. Just as I was about to give him my number, I remembered Jungkook, who'd given me the necklace I'd been fiddling with. "Oh, I have a boyfriend..." But my lips wouldn't part. The thought crossed my mind: "Wouldn't I regret letting that guy go?" I smiled and answered.
"Yes, here it is!"
"Thank you haha I'll definitely contact you later!"
I made the biggest and worst mistake of my life. I knew better than anyone that this action would later lead to disaster. But what mattered was just not getting caught, right? That's how I continued my relationship with Seokjin, harboring a huge secret.
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"Sister. What's wrong? Does the food not taste good?"
"Huh? No. I was just thinking about something else."
Jungkook's words brought me back to my senses. Lately, I've been having a lot of random thoughts. They were all connected to Kim Seokjin, but I didn't pay much attention to them. I rationalized it to myself, saying it was just my complicated mind. I absolutely didn't care about him.
Toouk. While thinking about Kim Seokjin, I accidentally spilled water on Jungkook's pants. At Jungkook's words, "Oh, it's cold!", I quickly wiped the water off my thigh with a tissue that was next to me. Oh, of all places... The atmosphere became a little... erotic.
" ... Sorry, I was thinking about something else. I'm really sorry."
".... It's okay. I was going to take off my pants anyway."
Ah... Our Jungkook has grown so much. After about three seconds of deep eye contact, Jungkook took my chin and lifted it for a kiss. Before I knew it, I was in Jungkook's room, with its wide bed. I pulled away from our long-held lips and spoke.
"Jungkook. Tomorrow is Monday..."
"So what? Just look at me and don't think about anything else. The night is shorter than you think."
After those words, there was no conversation until morning. Our night was long.
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Ring! I opened my eyes to the sound of my alarm. It was 5:50 AM. Oh, right, I had to go to work... I rubbed my sleepy eyes and left Jungkook, who was soundly sleeping, behind me as I headed to the bathroom. In the living room, the table was still filled with food from yesterday. How urgent must it have been...
I checked my phone while brushing my teeth. ... Five crazy missed calls and ten texts? I knew I was crazy. What kind of crazy person would text me at night...
My hand, which was brushing its teeth, stopped on its own when I saw the sender's name.
[ Seokjin ]
where are you?
It's late.
You're not even answering the phone?
Is this still that kid's house? ㅡㅡ
Yaaaaah, heroine, I miss you so much
Don't misunderstand, I don't drink alcohol
Sigh... Are you going to sleep?
Ugh... I'm so happy
Are you staying out all night without contacting your boyfriend?
I'm so mad. You
Hmm... I guess it's ruined.