Since that night
Every evening I
I ended up looking out the window for a while longer.
No one would call my name,
There was no contact at all
wonderfully
I came to expect things like that.
Yeonjun oppa
I didn't say anything
What I said was,
I was definitely listening.
If you ask how I knew that
It's difficult to answer, but
The human gaze
Sometimes words speak louder than words.
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weekend.
When I went to a cafe with my brother,
By chance, I met someone who was Yeonjun's friend.
It was the first time I saw a woman,
So bright and pretty
He seemed really close with my brother.
“Ah, it’s you. I heard you, little brother.”
The woman looked at me and smiled.
“Yeonjun oppa said you were really cute?”
The words came out lightly.
It was a smiling face,
It sounded like a joke
At that moment, I couldn't answer.
and,
A few hours later
I got a call from Yeonjun Oppa.
[The person I ran into at the cafe today was just a close senior. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable.]
Read the message
I just don't like the previous sentence
“I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable.”
That word bothered me more.
[No, it was okay.]
I replied like that
In fact, none of it was okay.
The next day,
The three of them met again.
My brother goes first
For a moment, only Yeonjun and I were left.
He was drinking coffee with a blank expression.
Suddenly he saw me.
“You were in a bad mood.”
The tone of voice was quiet, but
It was a definite decision.
I shook my head.
“No. I was just a little tired.”
“You can’t lie.”
He put down the cup.
“That senior.
He's just someone I've known for a long time.
“It has nothing to do with you.”
I didn't say anything.
But at that moment,
In one corner of my heart
A strangely strange feeling came over me.
“I didn’t do that to hear that from you, oppa.”
After that was said
I kept my mouth shut.
Yeonjun oppa
He looked at me quietly.
In those eyes
There was some hesitation.
“But you heard.”
That means,
Crossed the line.
I took a breath
Without saying anything
I turned my head.
At that moment,
For the first time,
A definite emotion stirred within me.