The painful ending and the truth

My first year of high school, when everything was beautiful

At this time, I shouldn't have had good feelings toward this child.

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"Haa... Hey, why are you suddenly holding hands and running?!"
._ "But thanks to me, you weren't late~ And if you were secretly happy, why did you do that~?"

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I was thrilled. The way he looked at me, the way he spoke, everything was perfect. I'd barely held his hand once, but I had no idea I'd fall so in love with him in an instant... Did I hate myself for getting excited over something like this?

_ "Wh, what are you talking about?! Do you like it when I say I'm crazy?"
._ "That's it~ It's good because I do it."
_ "Aren't you going to shut up?!"
._ "Oh yeah yeah~ I'm scared so I have to shut up~"
_ "Oh, that's really..."

 Ding dong ding dong

Teacher: "Okay, everyone, sit down and open your textbooks to page 12."

A boring class. Boring content and the teacher's boring voice. It's the perfect time to sleep.

_ 'Ha... I'm bored. By the way... Why was that guy Kim Hanbin acting like he usually does, joking around and stuff this morning!? The more I think about it, the angrier I get...?'

Someone threw a note at me from behind. It was Kim Hanbin.

._ 'Why are you thinking so hard instead of focusing on class? Are you thinking of me? If that's the case, then I won't ask. I have someone I like.'

My cheeks flushed. How did he know I was thinking of Kim Hanbin? It had to be a coincidence. It had to be a coincidence, I thought. But I was also nervous, wondering if I'd let it show.

_ "Hey! Who thought of you!?"

I forgot it was class time. I was so shocked that I screamed so loudly... I could hear my friends murmuring.

Teacher_ "Hey Han Yeo-ju, what are you doing? It's class time. Shouldn't you be quiet?"

_ "Ah... I'm sorry..."

(Phew, what is this guy? Is he sick? LOL)

I heard laughter. ... I didn't want to hear it. I was angry at myself. I resented my own heart for not being able to do what I wanted.

And then, break time came. Kim Hanbin ran to my seat.

._ "Hey, Han Yeo-ju... Why are you so angry...

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._ "Did you hate being involved with me that much..."

It was Kim Hanbin, looking extremely sullen. Only then did I realize, "I was wrong. What if he got hurt?"

_ "No... I'm sorry... Actually, I was hurt... No!? No, it's nothing. It's because you're talking nonsense!!"

._ "What the heck, was that really what I was thinking?"

Kim Hanbin brightened up again only after hearing that I had made a mistake in speaking.

_ "Oh, I said no?!"

._ "Han Yeo-ju's face turned red~"

_ "Is this real?!"

._ "What, what can I do~"

Ding dong ding dong

It's class time again. That damn bell. Why now of all times?

_ "Hey!! Kim Hanbin, I'll kill you later, really?!"
._ "Let's kill him~"