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12:45.
The sea calls them,
Episode 6
: In our sea
Loving you girl is such a lonely feeling.
Whatever I say or do I'll always been lost in you
When you told me forever more I must have been dreaming
The picture of you and me, wasn't it meant to be
"The sea."
"Yeah, oppa."
"Do you still have feelings for him?"
" I don't know. "
"You were mine from the start. Why hesitate?"
Where did you and I meet?
Was it that sea back then, when we were both having a hard time?
We are now 29 years old, before we spend this time.
4 years ago.
I went to the military, came back, graduated from college, and didn't know what to do.
When you come back from studying abroad and are worried about whether you should inherit your father's business.
We met in the winter of my 25th year, perhaps the most difficult time of my life.
In the dead of winter, in the depths of snow, I shoved my cold hands into my pockets, went to the sea where no one would come, watched the sun set, yearned to set like the sun, and thought of jumping into the sea. For myself, who felt like I was about to turn away and abandon myself, I gazed into the vast blue.
Imagine the sparkling golden sands that stretch out before you, and just beyond that, in the azure blue sea, there will be colorful coral reefs, fish swimming among them, and a diverse ecosystem of microorganisms protecting themselves and living their lives.
" ... "
I wonder how long I've been staring at the horizon, blankly staring, when a thought suddenly occurs to me: Could that woman in that expensive-looking white coat be in the same situation as me?
Or maybe it's the complete opposite.
Is he someone I can easily forget, or someone I can never forget? I stared at him for a long time, as if I were looking at the ocean, and then he looked back at me, so I turned my head and reflected on my life.
Graduation was coming up soon, so where should I go? An ordinary person, with no future in sight as soon as I got into my desired major. There was no one to teach me. My father had been gone since birth. My mother had lived only for me.
You promised to work hard to find my path. Look carefully. After all, I've struggled so hard to get here. Don't you remember? As a child, I knew nothing about this harsh reality. I gritted my teeth and drew a new picture, using black graphite on a blank sheet of paper. But could you possibly map out my life's path?
I didn't resist the incoming seawater. It was cold, perhaps proof that I was alive.
" hey. "
" ... yes? "
It was that woman.
"What brings you here?"
"...because there's nowhere to go."
"...It's different for me. I have two paths to take."
" ah... "
Do what you want, or carry on the legacy. That's the kind of person he is.
I'm so jealous, I'm so lucky.
"I think I'll feel better if I look at the ocean."
"...That's exactly the same as me."
"It's because we both feel lost in life."
"...That's right. Really."
"I thought it was different, but it's the same."
' we. '
"Want to get to know each other?"
"I want to try something different, too. Oh, of course, not something different. A departure from my life."
Her name, surprisingly enough, was Sea.Kim Bada.
So when I said I saw the sea, she thought I was looking at her.
But since all I could see was the sea, I guess they both had the same meaning of the sea.
So I would have held her hand.
"We were so innocent back then."
"That's right! Going straight into a relationship? We're really moving fast."
"I almost cut off contact. How can we go from seeing each other so quickly for three months to now seeing each other for five months?"
"I don't know. As long as you're happy, that's enough. You said you had feelings for me too. I waited so long for you to confess, it was so hard. It's been a whole year!"
"Anyway, Geumsapa."
"You're not a gold digger, are you?!"
'I was already looking at you.'
My cheeks flushed. That must have been our first kiss. We were so captivated by each other, so captivated by each other, we walked, ignoring the stares of others. I decided to walk your path with you. I worked harder than anyone else, I approached it with more integrity than anyone else, and when I received the acceptance letter, you congratulated me. Your favorite steak.
Same house, similar menu. You always insisted on the standard routine, and I always followed suit. You helped me a lot when I was preparing for a job, and you liked caramel macchiatos as much as steak. One day, you ordered a latte for me after seeing me drinking an iced Americano. You helped me by chewing on the straw and mumbling. You ordered a different dessert every day, and you liked strawberry shortcake, so you ordered it a lot.
You probably don't even know what I like.
" i like you. "
"I think I like that sea."
"No, I like it."
"Do you want to meet me?"
"Okay, me too."
'I love you.'
'Even though we met like this, I liked you from the moment I saw you.'
'I like this moment better.'
'I already liked it more though.'
After I started dating youI didn't go to the sea.Because I didn't have to suffer myselfBecause we could survive in this world if we had each other. Whether it was during a difficult task or creating a new idea, thinking of each other instantly lifted our spirits. We lived for each other, in our own unique way.
"Yoongi."
"Do you love me?"
"Yeah, of course?"
" then.. "
'Marry me. '
I'll do my best.You were truly beautiful, grumbling about how uncomfortable a white wedding dress was, insisting on wearing a short skirt, and then painstakingly choosing a black suit that, to my eyes, looked all the same. You said it was the best day of my life, and when you put the ring on it, and you kissed me, you were the best to me.
Of course, I'm not sure if you are like that either..
April 10th.
" ... "
"Oh, is that your husband?"
" ... "
I wanted to run away. How would I, the me who loved you, the me who remembered you, feel? I, who smiled every moment, holding up photos, doubted you. I doubted our love. No, at that moment, the chairman was more suspicious than you. Or maybe, even more, me. I was suspicious.
"The sea."
" huh. "
"Let's go in. It was really hard."
"I bought a bunch of things to make a home-cooked meal for the first time in a while."
I managed to calm my trembling lips for you. My eyes barely managed to smile for you. It felt like watching a tightrope walk. Maybe you're just continuing the marriage for me.
In our sea, a cold flower blooms
That cold flower has forgotten why I bloomed.
In front of the waves that hit hard,
I was barely hanging on to my lifeline.
The sea calls them,
Episode 6
: In our sea there are only broken waves_