The younger man's direct approach
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"The company is kind of like..."
"That bastard Jeon Jungkook hasn't even contacted me once??"
"Fuck. Why live?"
What Manager Kim said last time was clearly that he was still interested in me. I can take care of sick people, but his expression and actions clearly said, "I can't forget you." What's that Jeon Jungkook doing while his girlfriend is being hit on like this?? How can it be that he hasn't contacted me even once in three days? F*ck.
"...Are you eating well..?"
"I don't usually eat well..."
"You're not sick or anything... so you can't contact me... right??"
"You'll sleep well, right..?"
Still, I guess there's nothing you can do about someone you love. I really hated him, and I was really worried. He's already a busy kid, so he couldn't eat or sleep well, so I was really worried about whether he was doing well on his own. Does it really mean I don't love him if I'm this worried? Does he just see Jungkook as a little brother? If so, I wouldn't be this worried.
"...miss you."
"You don't have to contact me, so eat well and sleep well..."
"...I really love you..."
"You don't know... that I love you more than anyone else."
"X-god, are you a pervert?"
"Did you want to see me cry like that?"
"..No, I just hated you a little bit and was just joking."
"Ah~ there's a limit to jokes, why did you have to joke like that~??"
"You're a fucking idiot, even if we break up."
I know my older sister loves me very much. Sometimes I see her as a younger sibling, but maybe that's only natural. I'm younger than her. I just hated how she teased me, so I tried teasing her a little. Since she hasn't contacted me in three days, she's either completely upset or she hates me... one of those two. Was I being too harsh?
"...What if my sister hates me..?"
"You should apologize, it's your fault."
"If it were me, I would have told you to break up."
"...Hey, do you really have to say something like that when your friend can't even comfort you??"
"Don't give me relationship advice, I don't want to hear it."
I guess I was just joking around. We were dating well, and you're joking around like this... What if we really break up...? F**k. Jeon Jungkook is such a loser... So what if you see me as your younger brother, so what if you find me cute? You love me... I really love you too... You're really a fucking idiot.
"Hey, I hate that look on your face."
"Don't act like you've lost everything."
"You'll be doing well in your relationship anyway."
"...How do you know that?"
"You said you loved each other. Do you think you'd break up over something like this?"
"Believe me, I love you."
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