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Jaehyun | toxic till the end


You knew it, actually.
From the very beginning, we werea relationship that would be poison to each otherwasn't it
I wasn't unaware of that, either.

Even when I introduced you to my friends
you didn't even try.
Even when I tried to break the awkward mood by saying anything at all
you just stayed there
looking at your phone.

Yeah, you made people into fools
treated me like a doll
and on top of that, obsession and jealousy
...
...
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Still, you're amazing.
Because I was the one who knew and still turned a blind eye.
And you're the one who made it like this.

Do you remember?
Even when I shook off your hand
and told you to get lost because I couldn't stand the sight of you
my eyes still followed you.

You were poison to me until the very end.
At first, without realizing it, you seeped into my life
and the moment I was like, what is this?, you'd already stolen my heart
then you tried to take over even my mind, my head

Even when I was shaking with rage and told you not to follow me before you left
you must've heard, 'please stop me.'
Maybe I even wanted you to stop me.

I would look at you and swear I'd tell you we should stop for today
but when I was actually in front of you, my brain just shut down
and before I knew it, I'd end up holding your hand.

You're full of jealousy, always trying to have everything
trying to control people.
Congratulations, in the end even I got played by you.

Forgive you? There are more than enough reasons not to.
There's the luxury things I gave you, and the wounds in my heart
and after we broke up, my empty heart too, even the memories of you that keep circling around me
Jaehyun, of all those things, the one I can least forgive is
that you ruined the most beautiful time of my life.

Yeah, the day I shouted that we should break up
I did it because I missed what we had back then.
You'll probably have heard even that as, 'hold me more.'
We were too poisonous to each other, Jaehyun.

Until the end.

Truly until the very end.





Ladies and gentlemen, presenting

my ex.

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