Author's point of view_
When I sat on the bench, it was quiet and there was no sound.
It was as if the bench had somehow transformed into a chair of thought. After about two minutes,
“You’re not feeling well and the air is cold. Come in quickly.”
“Your parents will be worried about you.”
It was Kang Hyun-i who wore it first.
Yeo-on was clearly sitting next to Kang-hyeon, so she heard what Kang-hyeon said.
I pretended not to hear.
"Kim Yeo-on, did you hear what I said? Why aren't you saying anything?"
When Yeo-on didn't say anything, Kang-hyeon became worried.
He asked again if she had heard him.
However, Yeo-on just sat still.
So Kang Hyun-i changed his mind.
Rather than continuing to ask questions,
Until Yeo-on speaks for herselfBy just waiting by your side.
Then, not long after, Yeo-on raised her head, which had been bowed,
I looked at Kang Hyun.
Swish_
“What school do you go to? I was just curious..”
When Yeo-on suddenly started talking about school out of the blue, Kang-hyeon was taken aback.
I answered the question because it was asked by a friend.
“I go to the same Hwayang High School as you. Class 1, Grade 3.”
When Kang Hyun-i said that they both went to Hwayang High School, Yeo-on nodded and said
He shook his leg and asked another question shortly after.
“Do you have many friends?”
Then Kang Hyun-i said,
“No? I don’t have many friends. But why this?”
“I don’t have any friends. ButoneExcept."
Yeo-on said her last words and immediately got up from that spot.
After briefly waving to Kang Hyun, I went into the house.
Kang Hyun-i, who saw that sight, was embarrassed and went into the house.
After a few minutes, it finally started to move,
Kang Hyun-i also got up from his seatI went into the house.
Meanwhile, Yeo-on entered the house first.
bang_
“Hey, have you been having a hard time lately?
“If you have any difficulties, tell your mom or dad right away.Talk to me, okay?"
“I’m worried, that’s why...”
“Yes, if anything is difficult, I will tell you.”
As soon as Yeo-on finished speaking, she went into her room, lay down on the bed, and started crying.
Yeo-on's point of view_
As I said before, I always, always.
I was alone, It was hard.
Since I let my person go.
But I always don't want to show my parents that I'm having a hard time, so I don't do it in front of them.
Trying hardPretend to smileI did it, and after thatA loserCrying like,
To the point where I can't feel any emotionsI had many fights with myself..
As a result of doing so,In the end, I endured the fight with myself and now I am like this
Continue in vainI ended up falling down.
What should I do now?
If my body is this tired...
Should I make it so that it doesn't get any harder...
Tears stream down my face, and the feeling of depression continues.
When I cried for about 3 hours.
I was tired of crying so I fell asleep.
Your parents must have heard it outside.
I'm in the roomThat I cried sadly.
So when he heard my cries quiet down, he quietly came into my room,
My parents also cried silently, leaning carefully on the bed.
And so the next day came.
When I woke up, the same routine had started again.
I woke up like nothing happened, washed up, changed into my school uniform,
I finished getting ready to go to school.
I walked to the kitchen to get a glass of water and saw breakfast on the table.
And on top of thatA single post-it note.
It was a post-it note written in my mother's handwriting that said to make sure to eat breakfast before going.
After seeing that post, I sat down at the table and picked up a spoon.
After eating a bite or two, I got up and left the house.
Bam, bang_
Kang Hyun appears as soon as you leave the house.
I was so surprised that my eyes widened,
On the other hand, Kang Hyun-i smiled and asked him to go to school with her.
I nodded unconsciously in surprise,
In the end, I ended up going to school with Kang Hyun instead of alone.
Author's point of view_
All the way to school with Kang-hyeon, Yeo-on walked looking at the ground.
Kang Hyun-i, who was watching this from the side, only looked at the ground
I asked if his head hurt.
So, Yeo-on answered that she was okay, but that she felt a bit uncomfortable and in pain.
We arrived at school quickly and soon,
The two, who were in different classes, parted ways on the stairs.
After the two broke up.
Yeo-on went into the classroom and sat down alone.
Kang Hyun-i also went into the class alone and sat down.
So school starts, one hour, two hours,
And before I knew it, school was over and it was time to go home.
Yeo-on packed her bag and cleaned up her desk to go home.
And then I opened the door to go out of the class.
This morning, Kang Hyun was standing in front of the door again, just as I left home.
And this time, Kang Hyun-i doesn't want to go to school like that,
I asked Yeo-on if she wanted to go to the academy with me.
“Do you want to go to school together?”
“···Isn’t I your only friend? Why do you keep trying to go with me?”
“It was like that this morning, and it is like that now.”
“You asked me to eat lunch with you earlier.”
“That’s because… I want to be with you….”
“What? I’m sorry, I could be mistaken, but even if you like me, I won’t accept you.”
“To myself againI don't want to cause a big wound."
“So if you have that kind of heart,Throw it away."
As soon as Yeo-on finished speaking, he left the place.
Kang Hyun-i's unfocused eyes began to slowly fill with tears.
Tears without reason.
Meanwhile, Yeo-on escaped from the place.
Yeo-on also began to shed tears.
Tears of unknown origin, like Kang Hyun.
One step, two steps. With each step, tears welled up in my eyes.
Eventually, I was walking and collapsed, bursting into tears.
Yeo-on didn't suppress her sadness inside,As tears come out.
I acted as tears welled up in my eyes.
Not like Yeo-on, who always suppresses and suppresses her anger.
These two haven't met even once in several days,
phone call, message, We didn't even talk.
02_This is how weak my person is.