“Hey lady, are you ready?”
" uh.. "
The day to leave for the US finally arrived, and I've been busy packing since morning. Now, I'm really going...
Before I left, I was just sad... but now that the day I left has arrived, I feel resigned, which is a bit strange and yet interesting.
“..I really have to give it to you now.”
So I went to the airport with my mom.
The days that were always like a flower path and the sky that was blue and clear like you, today seems like a thorny path and darker than black.
Maybe it's because the red flower that bloomed in my heart has withered and turned black.
“Ugh.. I have to contact you even after I go.. “
" okay.. "
“What about the name tag? Are you going to give it to me?”
“Uh..that’s what I need to do, but where is he?”
“I’m sure you said you left earlier...”
“.. time is almost up”
at that time -
“Lady, I have to go now.”
" ah.. "
In the end, I wanted to meet you, I wanted to hug you, I wanted to talk to you, but my heart
In the end, without seeing Seung-kwan, I said hello to Joo-hyun and turned around to walk towards the gate.
at that time -
“Kim Yeo-ju!!”
“..?! Seungkwan.. “
Hug -
“Uh..what’s wrong?”
“You idiot.. why didn’t you tell me.. I heard it from Joohyun”
" uh..? "
“I almost sent you away like an idiot... without even saying goodbye.”
“..that Seung-Kwan”
" why? "
Swish -
“This is your name tag.”
“Why this?”
"You dropped it the day we first met. I kept missing the timing, so I couldn't give it to you, but here it is, and this is a letter."
“..thank you so much”
“You have to read the letter after I leave. Understand?”
" why? "
“..Please come see me after I leave, okay?”
" .. okay "
If you read that and catch me, I feel like I'll just throw everything away and stay here, and I'll end up crying until the very end.
So I left Korea and went to the United States, where I completed the remaining academic schedule.
Throughout my time here, I missed you so much, I cried a lot. But I didn't go back. Maybe by now you've found the person you were looking for.
I'm afraid I'll go there and only confuse your mind
Our last ending was tragic, but it wasn't so tragic.
With that ending, the flower that had bloomed in my heart fell away like dust, even its last leaf falling.
[Behind the Scenes] The Last Flower I Didn't Know
“ ... “
Swish -
-To Seungkwan
-Hello? Seungkwan, first of all, I'm sorry I didn't tell you in advance. My dad suddenly asked me to live with him in America, so I had no choice but to go. ••• (omitted)
-I feel a little sorry for telling you a secret I couldn't tell you in a letter like this.
Do you remember that day? The day you hit me with your bike. I still can't forget it. It was the first time I'd been hurt so badly, and it was the first time my heart had fluttered so much.
-Everything was a first. That's why I think it's more memorable.
That day was also the first time I lied to someone else.
- I don't know why I lied back then, but what I do know is that I was really nervous.
- I really liked the way you smiled at me
“What is this..?”
- And I could have asked you to go together on a rainy day, but I couldn't tell you because I saw Seol-gi next to you.
- For some reason, my heart was complicated and that day was cloudy like the weather back then.
- Of course, there were more happy and clear days
- I thought I was going out with you alone, so I put on makeup, did my hair, and dressed up like I'd never done before. The road I took was like a flower path, just like you, and the sky was as clear as your smile. But...
- Honestly, I was a little upset that there were three of us instead of two.
- I felt like Seolgi suited you better than me, so I hit the desk in the restaurant even though there weren't any bugs.
“ .. at that time “
- I feel like I've been rambling on too much. The bottom line is that the year I spent with you was truly happy and like a spring breeze.
“ ... “
- I first met you when the spring breeze was blowing, and although I was struggling in the sweltering heat, my heart was hotter than before, so I couldn't tell when it was hot because of the weather, and a chilly wind like autumn swept by.
- And so, winter came and I left you.
“ ... “
- I really liked how the red first love flower that bloomed in my heart was filled with you.
“ ... “
"First loves never come true," I tried not to believe. But why am I becoming more convinced, rather than believing? It's so strange.
- I liked it a lot. And I like it.
“ ... “
- To the boy who became my first love
“.. really.. “
After reading the letter, I understood all of the heroine's actions. But I didn't understand my own. Why couldn't I have spoken up first? Why couldn't I have expressed myself?
“I liked it too.. No, I like it.”
The reality that I can only watch you cross the sky, unable to be caught, feels even more painful.
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