It's so hard...
I'm tired because I couldn't sleep.
I'm anxious because the exam is in 3 days.
I feel anxious because I don't know if I'm studying well.
I'm scared of having to do this for another 8 years (including college) and
I am afraid of the disappointment around me when I fail an exam, and
....
I'm already getting tired.
Strangely, tears are welling up...
Exams... what is it about such a thing that makes me not want to live?
Until now, I haven't acknowledged that I feel this way; I've turned a blind eye, ignored it, and laughed it off, but I can't do that today.
It's really... so hard...
My insides boil at even the slightest actions and words around me
I'm annoyed...
Am I being too sensitive?
I feel pathetic for feeling this way when I'm not even in the top 1% of grades.
I'm sorry for writing this...
But honestly speaking...
I guess I need comfort and support...
I will see you in good spirits after the exams.
โ
I know it must be tough for everyone else too during exam season, so hang in there!
(I am also unable to overcome the pain)
I'm not qualified to say anything more...
Good night, sweet dreams.
I hope you are happy and free from worries, at least when you sleep...
Thank you for your support for the last EXO๐
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