1. It seems like something is empty
“Hey, wake up!”
“Ah..what is it?”
"What the heck, it's your brother. Aren't you ready for school?"
“School..? Oh, right.”
I was in high school... but what happened to me before? Did I just get marked as truant..?
“But what did you do when I wasn’t around?”
“Ah~ I lied to the teacher and said I was going on a short trip.”
“Huh? Our homeroom teacher believed that?”
“Don’t you know? You just said you understood.”
Seriously... I really like our homeroom teacher, Seokmin oppa... Honestly, it's not that he's ugly. Everyone says he's handsome, but I'm the only one who doesn't understand.
Eventually, I got up in a hurry and went to get ready. It was hot even at 7 in the morning, perhaps because it was summer.
“I’ll be back, but what about Chani?”
“I left first. Go quickly. Oppa will stop by somewhere. It’s okay if you’re late.”
“Ah, I got it!”
Hey, Lee Chan, that bastard's son is really unbeatable... I told you his passion is the best, right?
I yawned nonstop, probably because I woke up early for the first time in a while. Ugh... I'm really sleepy.
It's been so long since I've been to school, I have no idea where anything is. Am I just stupid?
at that time,
“Oh my, my lady.”
“ ... “
“I thought you lied and said you were going on a trip because you were afraid of rumors spreading, but I wasn’t.”
“ .. XX “
It felt nice because school felt a little new after a long time, but then it all suddenly became X.
“Even though that’s the result of the school violence committee… what can I do? I just think of it as a punishment for something I did wrong.”
“ .. Xral “
In fact, I had a label I couldn't shake off: a school bully. But honestly, I still believe I did nothing wrong.
past,
“Hwaaaaang..!”
When I was in elementary school, I cried a lot. I think I cried whenever something unfair happened. Back then, I was crying like any other time.
But then,
“Ah! It’s noisy!!!”
“ ...!! “
I couldn't appease him, but I got angry and yelled at him for being so noisy. That was the first trauma I experienced with a friend when I was in elementary school.
So for 4 years, I was the same for 4 years. I cried a lot too, though...
After four years of living like that, both I and the situation changed. In fact, it was he who cried, and I didn't. But the trauma deep within me remained unchanged.
The trauma grew and spread, causing anger.
Eventually, the kids who hated him started hanging out with him, and he called it bullying. So, he got called in by his parents.
Anyway, the work was finished, but my heart still wasn't finished.
So I entered middle school, and as if by some twist of fate, I ended up going to the same middle school as that kid. It really was like a godsend.
We got along well in the beginning. No, I shouldn't say I had time to pay attention to him because I was busy getting close to other kids.
I spent another year with him like that, and then it blew up again in my second year of middle school.
We, who had each gone our separate ways, gathered again, and strangely enough, that child was among them.
While we were keeping in touch like that, the idea of hanging out came up, and we both hung out together without him.
But the fact was discovered and he seemed to have been nagging his parents again.
So the school violence committee was convened, and the result was my defeat. But I felt confident. The thought that I could at least cut ties with him like this made me lose all interest.
today,
“.. You really haven’t changed, Yeoju.”
"What changed? You have more friends? More than you."
I really hated seeing it. But then,
"Kim Yeo-ju, stop? I think you've done too much."
“Bu Seung-kwan.. “
"You've got more friends? Aren't they all just lies? You haven't changed, have you, Yeoju?"
“Ha..really”
Unable to argue any further, Kim Yeo-ju turned around and went to her friends. "Ha... I miss you, sir."
“Thank you, Seungkwan Boo.”
"Idiot... You're not the type to be treated like this. Why are you like that?"
“It’s not me.. “
For some reason, I just feel so small in front of him. It's really weird...
Thanks to Seungkwan's help, I found my class and when I went in, I started seeing familiar faces.
2. The person I want to see the most right now
" .. miss you. "
Wow.. How can I really last a month.. How can I last a month without seeing that person I miss no matter how much I see them.. If you come, I'll stick with you all day even if it means dying(?)
at that time,
"Okay, today's class is about the human mind. Has anyone ever had any experience with the opposite sex? By any chance?"
No, what's with the human spirit in health class... It's so good. It's just my favorite class... Hehe
“A small number of students may be currently dating someone of the opposite sex. Therefore, today, we will take the time to express in writing or drawing the person you most want to see right now.”
“.. Oh really.. “
Teacher again.. you're keeping me up at night.. this is why i like school so much (?) are you telling me to draw an old man? no, i can't draw a picture with my own hands so i have to write it down~!
I excitedly wrote down the man's strengths on the A4 paper the teacher handed me. But... maybe it was a little too much...? Hmm...
“How many should I remove..?”
First of all... good at fighting
“Shoot me. Shut up.”
“..this is essential”
Second... overflowing with charisma
“I can never take this woman with me.”
“Hehehe.. This is also essential.. “
Third... cuteness
“Then why don’t you stop saying things like that?”
“Ah..X-chin..so cute”
I can't even take this out...
Fourth.. Your smile is really charming
“Hey.. what are you doing?”
“This is umm.. absolutely not, you can never take this off”
Fifth..
“.. the moment when our eyes meet is attractive”
“ ..? “
" he.. "
“What are you looking at?”
“This is a bit… annoying, but I can’t get rid of it.”
Seriously... I can't just leave them all out! I guess I'll just stop here... There are one or two more left...
at that time,
“Oh my~ Who are the female protagonists that there are so many of them?”
“Well… because he’s a perfect person. That person is just so “
“It’s a good time.. haha Are we the same age? Or older?”
“It’s an older person.”
“Then you’re in the third year?”
“The level is... I think it's better than that, but in reality, it's much more than that.. “
“Oh, so you’re an adult?”
“No? I’m not really an adult.”
" then..? "
“He’s just… someone I don’t really know.”
“Oh..I see..haha..“
What the heck, you just made me laugh like you were saying something nonsensical, wow, this is so annoying... Our uncle is so charming and I don't know him! Sigh...
3. End of the day
“Ugh.. it’s hard, it’s hard.. “
I've been sitting for too long for a while now... Ugh, I should go home and ask Chani to rub my shoulders.
at that time,
" mister! "
“ ..? “
"Hey, Soyun"
" ah.. "
My gaze involuntarily turned to the word "uncle." Uncle... I want to hug you too... If only I were a little younger...
“What are you saying..?”
Yeah, that was a bit too much just now... andYou just have to endure it for a month... Just one month...
" .. miss you. "
at that time,
" who? "
“Huh? Why are you here, sir? Didn’t you go on a mission?”
"Uh. This time it's Coups, J, and Hoshi."
" I see.. "
“Do you miss Hoshi that much?”
“Of course! You call that talking?! “
“Why are you suddenly getting angry..?”
“Ha.. I’m so frustrated, I miss you so much right now, but I don’t know how I’m going to hold out for another month...”
“..then give up”
" yes? "
“If you can’t even last a month, then don’t wait in the first place. You’re the kind of person who treats a month like a day.”
“..I know”
“Are you going to give up?”
“.. No. I won’t do it.”
“Huh.. That’s typical of Yeoju.”
“Sir, do you have time now?”
“Huh? Oh, what... is it okay?”
“Then please take me there. My house is a bit far.”
“Well… okay”
“Yay~”
Actually, my legs have been a little sore since a while ago.. haha, maybe because it's been a while since I've been out, they hurt a lot..
So, thanks to the help of the fairy man, I was able to get home. He said goodbye to me and left right away. I'll be using his services more often from now on.
Tiddidick,
“I’m back~”
“I’ll make you some food, sit down quickly...”
"I don't want to eat today. I'll go in first."
“Huh? Ah..uh”
bang,
“Ha..I’m tired.”
I feel like so much happened today. The first person I ran into at school after a long time was Kim Yeo-ju.. I was speechless again.. And then I heard another word from the fairy uncle..
" .. miss you "
Today is a day when I really miss you, sir. I think it will be like that in the future too.
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The real Yeoju's experience with Kim Yeoju is something I experienced when I was young. I wrote this simply in the hopes that someone would know the truth. Although I didn't go to the school violence committee, the experience I had as a child still remains a trauma, and I have now cut ties with that friend. If this makes you uncomfortable, I will edit it immediately.
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