"....."
"It's almost time to go to your seat, shouldn't you...?"
After I said I would help him study by chance, Park Jimin
Every break, he would come to my seat and watch me study.
I feel like I'm going to die from the burden, but I wish
I can't turn back since I said I would listen...
“So when are you going to start helping me study?
My dad said he'd kill me if I didn't get an average of 85 points on this test."
"What is your average score now?"
Park Jimin waved his hand as if telling me to put my ear closer to his.
I shook it. I went closer and put my ear to it, and I could smell the faint scent of fabric softener.
"It smells good..."
"I'll let you know if you go study together after school."
I was lost in the good scent without realizing it, and then I heard
The wind blew.
"Ahhh!"
All eyes in the classroom were on me. I apologized and pushed Park Jimin's back, sending him away.
'This... snake-like bastard.'
How did I end up getting involved with that guy... This school life is...
It doesn't seem like it will be smooth sailing.
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.
.
"Hey, where are you going? You said you'd help me study."
"Um... I'm a little busy today..."
That's a lie. I have to go home, review what I learned today, shower, and go to bed. I don't have time to help him study.
"Lies~"
"..."
"Okay, let's go. The cafe is too noisy. Let's go to the library."
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.
For the first time in a while, there was no one in the library reading room.
"...so in this part, the value of x...are you listening?"
"Yeah, yeah, I'm listening."
"hey."
"huh?"
"Do you like me?"
"I told you, you're really funny."
"Will you go out with me?"
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.
Our first meeting was strange.
It's still strange when I think about it now.
I wish I had loved you more then, I wish I had expressed it.
If that were the case, if I had given you all my love
Didn't I miss you?