TupTu short story

Like it's the last time

This work is fictional and unrelated to real people or events.
There is no intention to disparage or belittle any specific artist.
This is a fan work based on BLACKPINK's “As If It's Your Last.”
If any issues arise, I'll delete it.



It was the new semester, and the female lead, who usually only stayed in bed and got up for five minutes, for once got up at 6:30 and finished getting ready.

-Yes!! New semester!
The female lead's mom: ..?? Why are you up already..?
-I'm off!!
The female lead's mom: ..Am I dreaming.. no, Choi Yeju!! You have to eat breakfast before you go!!

*click*

The female lead's mom: Ugh.. I can't even, and you take after your damn father so much..;


-Hey, this year I'm really gonna get a boyfriend no matter what
Friend: With your personality? Like hell you will lol
-Damn it;;;

*8:15*
-"Ugh, I got back late because I was talking too much..ㅜㅜ" (usually goes to school at 8:59)
Oh, what.. there was someone here.. haha (awkward)
▪︎Oh, h-hello
-//////Y-yeah.. h-hello.. haha
▪︎I'm Choi Soobin, and you are?
-I-I'm Choi Yeju..
▪︎Let's be friends

-O-okay..!! (muttering to herself) Was there someone with this kind of looks at our school..?
▪︎Hey.. I can hear everything.. haha
-Ah, sorry..!!

*Since that day, Yeju has really been thinking about Soobin every day*

Yeju's mom: Why is she like that..? She wasn't even asked to study, but she's studying.. and she looks spaced out all the time..

*She's studying because Soobin is such a model student that it feels like she needs an excuse to get closer to her.*
 
I'm really weird
Why do I keep thinking about you? I've never once felt the feeling of liking someone in my life.. so it's annoying; it hurts my pride..

But every time I see you, my heart races and my face gets hot
My body is mine, but I can't do whatever I want with it
So even when I try to get closer, isn't it just too hard?
Maybe that's why I'm even more drawn to you

Just looking at you makes me miss you

Time keeps passing by endlessly, but my heart only gets more restless
I'm scared it'll end like this
My world is already full of you

But.. I can hope, right?

▪︎Do you want this?
-Huh..? What's this?
▪︎It's.. jelly; it just came out new, so.. you've been studying a lot at the study cafe lately, so I thought you should eat it when your blood sugar gets low
-Ah, thanks.. huh? How did you know I go to the study cafe?
▪︎Ah, I'm at the same study cafe as you.. haha
-Oh, really? Let's say hi when we run into each other! haha

Your small kindness makes my heart flutter so much.
Are you like that with everyone, or is it just for me?
Am I someone special to you too?

*Before I knew it, November had come*

-Brr.. cold..
▪︎lol, here, a hand warmer
-Whoa, thanks..!!
▪︎What are you doing after school later?
-I have cram school..ㅜㅜ
▪︎Ah, I see.. got it! haha

*That night at 9 p.m.*

-Yes, cram school ended early lol I'll stop by home and then go!
Ugh, I'm too lazy, should I just go to the convenience store and eat something simple..?

*Behind Yeju, who was eating at the convenience store..*

▪︎Hey,
-??? Oh what, it's Choi Soobin!!
▪︎...Why are you eating at a convenience store?
-Just..?
▪︎Eat this too, you'll choke if you only eat gimbap (hands over a drink)
-..Thanks haha
▪︎Where are you going after you finish eating?
-Huh? I'm going to the study cafe.. I guess?
▪︎I'll go with you
-..Okay!ㅎ

(She sat next to her and waited until Yeju finished eating)

*On the way to the study cafe*
▪︎What do you think of me?
-Hmm.. you're a good friend, kind, and a model student, and.. responsible, so you were class president too..
▪︎No, not that
-Then what?
▪︎Just.. do you think I'm not that great?
-Y, you?
▪︎Ah,.. was that a weird way to put it?..ㅎ

I like you, and I was wondering if you don't feel the same


You're kind of an idiot too
You have no idea how much my heart flutters every time I see you
Whenever I run into you, my face gets red and I can't help smiling, but you didn't know from seeing that behavior of mine?

I'm glad it wasn't just my imagination
That you like me too

-..I like you too..
▪︎Y-you do?//
-I mean, I like you,.. so.. um.. that is..
▪︎(pfft-)Then it's fine, let's date!
-??Y-you?
▪︎You don't want to? You said you like me.. (shrinks)
-No, I like you so muchㅎ


Hold me tight like you're about to burst
It's not hard, so don't think about it

To me, you feel like my last love

So treat me like I'm your last love too