TupTu short story

pebble

This work is fictional and is unrelated to any real people or events.
There is no intent to disparage or belittle any specific artist.
This is a fan work based on BOYNEXTDOOR (BND)'s 〈돌멩이〉.
If any problems arise, I will delete it.



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You know, our relationship isn’t like it used to be anymore.. Do you know that, noona?

▪︎Noㄴ..!
-Taehyun, wait a sec. (looking at phone)
▪︎Ah, yes..h..take your time!
-Yeah.

In the past, when she saw me, she’d come running saying “Taehyun!!” Where did that noona go? I don’t want to break up with noona.. But.. I feel like I’m going to be single again..

-It’s over, speak.
▪︎What should we do today?
-I’m tired, so let’s just go home separately
▪︎..Okay.. if noona’s tired, then what.. h

Noona, do you know today is my birthday? In the past, you used to remember every little anniversary too
-I have something to say
▪︎..What is it? (secretly excited)
-Us..let’s break up
▪︎..Noona, are you serious? Do you not know what day it is today..?
-,..It’s your birthd..
▪︎You knew.. and you still say let’s break up now?
-I’m leaving. Sorry.
▪︎Noㄴ..!

▪︎Hic... huh... haaa... seriously... huu...(sinks down)

If only I could go back to the beginning
I’m the one who’s going to dump noona.
It’s impossible, but before I become miserable, I want to make noona miserable

For a month, I think I won’t be able to forget noona; I’ll probably curse and miss her too
Just a moment ago, I liked the word LOVE, but in an instant I hated it.

-I’m sorry.. I’m sorry.. come back just once more..

My heart has been shattered to pieces
But.. will you not abandon me?
Is it because I used to be so blunt? Because I kept interfering when noona met her friends?
I’ll fix it from now on. So please come back.

I hate noona right now, but I also miss noona
I want to smash things, whether it’s the window of noona’s house or noona’s boyfriend, as if my heart had been broken too.. but I can’t bring myself to do it

-hehe... hahaha. h.. hahaha... hahahaha...
Others: ..?? So he’s finally gone crazy..

Is my mental state half gone? No, is half right? I think it’s gone even more than that
I’ll cry even in front of Mom and Dad.. haha.. funny, right?

Was this what noona wanted? To break me apart?
So I’d fall all the way to the bottom
Do you regret it, noona? Do you blame yourself even a little?
There’s no way lol
You don’t know this feeling, noona,
This early morning I left empty for you now has nothing left, so I keep losing sleep

If it’s going to be like this, I think a pebble is better