What I saw on Da-in's SNS was the Busan beach where she and Ui-geon often went to play when they were young.
I called you right away.
Unlike the phone that was always off, I could hear the connection tone, and my heartbeat also started to get faster and faster in time with the tone.
Accept it.. You have to accept it.. You didn't go to Busan to see Idaein and the sea.. Right..?
I was in a hurry when I heard the connection being disconnected.
"hello?"
I called you, but
'The customer is unable to answer the phone...'
It never reached you.
The human psyche is... when you can't be sure of something.
Among the possible cases for something to happen, the worst case scenario is considered first.
And the longer you think about the worst,
In my head, that scenario is vividly pictured as if it were actually happening, and my emotions also match that imagination.
That's why it was hard. Now, it seemed easier to admit it, to admit it, than to believe in him.
In that way, all thoughts and emotions were directed towards suffering.
'Don't you trust this guy?'
How can I trust you... I can't trust myself...
''You are the only woman I have'
Women are everywhere in the world. That's what you call it...
When I was with you, the sweetest words in the world now flowed down as tears.
Our eighteen.
Yeah, we've had a lot of trouble since then.
I had to overcome numerous obstacles.
I should have realized it then.
We should have known before it was this late.
That you and I can only be friends...
That is the most ideal appearance.
It had been four days since you disappeared, or rather, since you left for Busan, and my head was a mess, but then it all came back to normal that day.
The most I've ever drunk was half a bottle of soju, but I drank an entire bottle of soju and even downed a can of beer.
Woojin, Seongwoo, and Sohyun were next to me, trying to stop me from drinking, but I couldn't hear a word.
As if I had earplugs in, all the words and sounds came to my ears, bounced off something, and disappeared.
"Are you crazy? Are you determined to kill a kid who can't even drink? This is your second bottle of soju!"
As I was eating, I noticed two green bottles piled up next to me.
Oh, I see.. I drank two bottles? Phew, you're definitely crazy, Kim Yeo-ju.
"Ha... Can I leave him like this? Shouldn't I take him home quickly?"
Today, no matter how much I drink, I don't feel strangely intoxicated. I don't feel my face heat up, or feel dizzy or sleepy.
"Hey.. I'm fine.. Let's go for round 2, round 2!"
"Hey... you're totally drunk?!"
Everyone says I'm drunk... No? I'm fine?
Everyone stood up from their seats, raised their index fingers, and waved them from side to side.
I'm not drunk.
But it seems a bit dizzy...
He sat back down in his seat and sighed, telling himself to leave the world behind.
"We've been dating for 5 years already. 5 years...
Phew, it's been a while... Well, it's understandable! It's bound to get boring, right?
"But... I still like you... So what should I do...?"
"Without me knowing... Without me knowing... Please tell me..."
I felt like I was getting a little drunk now.
Then someone stood in front of me.
"Let's go home, lady."
And then, at the sound of the voice, he raised his head and said, "It's Yi Geon!"
"You're really drunk..."
No... Ui-geon... No...
Minhyun, the senior who suddenly appeared, turned his back to me,
He told me to pick him up and he would take him there.
But the people I've carried and the people I want to carry...
It's a medical condition...
"I hate lectures... I won't see you anymore... You deadly guy...
You said you liked me! You said you wanted to date me! You said you did!"
I screamed because it felt like cheating to get drunk for no reason and feel bad.
Everyone was embarrassed, but it still hurt so much.
"My lady."
"I can go alone. I want to go alone. Senior Minhyun...
see you tomorrow..."
And then I left the bar straight away.
The cold night air touching my skin made my body shiver.
I motioned to Min-Hyeon, who followed me, to just go and say it was okay, and walked to my studio apartment.
When Ui-geon comes back, should I ask him to break up?
Should I say that I'm tired of it now...?
Then... what will become of our relationship...?