W. Malrang
"I'm sorry, oppa. As you probably knew from seeing him yesterday, he was someone I really liked... It's true that I introduced him to you so that I could forget him."
["..Shall we meet and talk?"]
"Yes.. I'm really sorry."
["No, actually I knew. I heard it from Jeongwon."]
"..even if you're crazy about me, I have nothing to say."
["Let's talk face to face first."]
I miss you.
After saying that, Yeonjun hung up the phone.
Wait, wait... What? You miss me? What the heck is this guy?
Honestly, I called because I thought I'd get sick of hearing that scary face and all the swearing, but what did I hear when you said you wanted to see me?
It was so weird. Oh my god, I've been single all my life, so why am I falling for all these guys all at once? Huh? I didn't know!
"Ha... maybe I sold my country in my past life..."
"Oh, you're a traitor, right? What are you doing there?"
"..Yang Jeong-won!"
"At first I thought it was a ghost."
"Where can you find such a cute ghost?"
"If you're going to be a jerk, I'll just go."
"...sorry"
***
"Hey, but that guy is weird too"Why do you only feel good when another man appears?"
"..Is that so?"
"I'm not convinced just by hearing your story. Think about it. Why did Choi Soo-bin suddenly start liking you after lying to him for five years?"
"..."
There's nothing left?
At my words, Jeongwon clicked his tongue and patted my shoulder.
I told you, right? Just meet Choi Yeonjun hyung - I'm going. Even when Jeongwon walked away, I just blanked out. So, after having a crush on him for five years... you're saying I became a fish in Choi Soobin's fishbowl?
They say you don't feed fish you catch, but you only feed them when they go to another tank?
"AAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!"
I screamed in an empty lot where no one was. It's annoying!! It's annoying Choi Soo-bin, you piece of trash! You crazy bastard! I totally hate you.
"Fucking... annoying"
"Am I that annoying?"
"Eww!!!!"
"Oh, surprise! Why did you scream? I was more surprised!"
No, then why does it pop out from there!!!
Because you were screaming at me that you hated me!!
Oh! That's right! Choi Soo-bin, I hate you sooooooooo!!!
***
"I'm sorry, oppa..."
"I'm sorry too"
"...Do you want to go home?"
We shared ice cream together. After getting yelled at by the security guard for yelling in the open space, we moved to a nearby convenience store. My brother even bought me ice cream as an apology. A person who gives delicious food is a kind person.
As I was tapping my feet and eating my ice cream, I felt eyes on me. Only then did I turn my head to see my brother staring down at me. "What are you looking at, Choi Soo-bin?"
"It's not Choi Soo-bin, it's Oppa."
"Yeah, Choi Soo-bin, what are you looking at?"
"Why do you hate me?"
"Big, big!.."
Why is this guy so blunt today?! He gulped at the direct question, so I silently wiped my mouth with a tissue. I thought about it for a while. How should I say this?
"Tell me honestly."
"..what if I tell you"
"Fix it"
"I'm going to tell you all the reasons why I really hate you. Do you mind?"
"Can I tell you one by one why I like you?"
"...Oppa!!!"
Finally, I couldn't hold it in any longer and stood up. Holding the t-shirt in one hand, I shouted arrogantly. Choi Soo-bin's eyes widened at my actions.
Looked up at me.
Oppa. Why are you playing with my heart? It was a waste to give it to someone else, and I didn't want it for myself, but I felt bad when you suddenly started seeing another guy? Not long ago, you even kissed the girl who hit me. Do you know how I felt then? When I finally got the courage to tell you, you said, "We're not that kind of relationship."
What do I believe in and why do I like you again?
"..I pretended not to know the feelings I had for you all this time."
"..."
"Actually, I didn't want to give my heart to anyone. I thought nothing lasts forever. I even thought, why even date when it's all going to end for some reason anyway..."
"..."
"I only have one sheet of paper anyway, so I want to write on it nicely. I don't want to get it all dirty. It's a waste."
"What is that,"
"But... since I already have the drawing paper, I want to fill it up to the very back. Actually, Yeoju, do you know what comes to mind when I see you now?"
"..What are you thinking?"
"I want to kiss you"
Before I knew it, the ice cream in my hand had melted. My brother, who had been looking at me with his head down, took a step closer.He gently cupped my cheeks with his large hands. I closed my eyes quietly, feeling the soft skin against my skin. Oh, I feel like crying.
He grabbed my wandering hand, wrapping it around his neck, then wrapped his arms around my waist. The warmth of our proximity made my eyelashes flutter, but I tried to pretend not to notice. Out of breath, I opened my mouth slightly, and the moment his tongue pierced through, I let out a breathless gasp. I felt like I was going to suffocate as we continued to explore each other, so I pounded my brother's shoulder.
"..Oh, really!..This is my first kiss.."
"Let's have the last kiss together."
"..."
Yeah. After thinking it over carefully and nodding, my brother finally smiled like an idiot and hugged me. I loved how he held my hand and said he would take me home. Choi Soo-bin's exclusive puppy mode has started to activate again...
"Go in carefully"
"Yeah! Have a nice day, Oppa."
"..."
"Why aren't you going? I'm closing the door."
"Give me a kiss and go"
Oh, what are you talking about!!
Embarrassed, I slammed the door shut. Then I opened it again, lifted my leg, kissed her, and went back into the house.
I heard my brother's laughter outside. Ah...
I love it so much. What should I do!..
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