That evening, Bangchan cleaned his apartment a little and prepared lots of snacks and drinks as if he was going to have a small party.
"Oh, you're here? Why did you bring food too? I said you didn't need to," Chan said, welcoming his darling, grabbing his girlfriend's things.
"Ah, so everything's already prepared?" asked the woman.
"Yeah, of course. It seems really exaggerated, doesn't it?" asked Chan.
"I don't like it, I never prepare something like this every time my older brother comes home haha I'm embarrassed"
"Haha, yeah, you're a lazy person, tonight is special for you."
The girl smiled meaningfully, she loved Bangchan more than anything.
"let's start watching so it's not too late" bangchan invited
the woman just nodded
The movie had started, and it was silent, only the sound of the movie filling their night. There was no fun conversation or funny comments from them, just Bangchan's embrace and the girl's head resting on Chan's chest.
"by.." Bangchan called, stroking his lover's mane.
"Yes, sis," he answered, still focused on the film in front of him.
"Who were you walking with earlier? How come you didn't know? You said you had class, right?" Bangchan asked.
The woman was silent..
"If you're bored with me, just tell me, it's okay... I won't blame you. Maybe you need something new, or a new atmosphere. Forgive me if you're always busy?"
"I'm sorry bro.. I didn't mean to betray bro Chan, I love bro Chan.." she whispered, hugging Chan's chest.
"I love you too, you're so sick of hearing it... finally you want to hear it from other people too, is it okay if we stop?"
"Don't, sis... I don't want to lose you, please..."
"I have to say it twice, me too.. but we can't keep going.. I'll take you home, okay?"
"Brother Chan..." the girl started crying and hugged Chan tightly.
Chan let go of his hug, he cupped the woman's cheeks, Bang Chan smiled seeing his lover's face which was still beautiful even though she was crying.
"It's okay," said Bang Chan, wiping away his tears.
"Brother Chan, don't be angry, I'm sorry I betrayed you, but it's true that I really love you, Brother Chan..."
"I'm not angry, bro..."
"Sis Chan..." the girl cried again.
Bangchan, feeling devastated and a little relieved to be able to take his ex-lover home, returns to playing with his tunes and lyrics.
A week later, with his final assignments and his feelings still in turmoil due to missing his ex-girlfriend, Bangchan spent his entire day finishing his song project, pouring out everything he had felt with his ex.
"Done!!" he exclaimed.
"huftt.. i miss you, how could i forget? The day you lied to me. It's okay, i might as well forget," he whispered as he was about to press yes to upload his song.
"I don't want to admit it"