After spending the summer,
Welcoming autumn always feels bittersweet.
Hot, and sometimes humid like the rainy season,
My summer, filled with many things I wanted to avoid, is coming to an end.
If there is one part of summer that I like, it is...
'Summer' from 'Vivaldi's Four Seasons'.
In particular, the performance by violinist Stefan Plevniak
I heard it and fell in love at first sight.
As if braving through fierce wind and rain
We are barely making progress,
The stifling feeling of not knowing when this heavy rain will end.
So much so that one cannot regain one's senses in the whirlwind
Feeling worn out.
What was Vivaldi's summer like?
Even in Vivaldi's Four Seasons, when you move on to 'Autumn,' it becomes calm and
I feel relaxed.
When I reach the time to move on to the third movement in my life as well
I knew it would turn out that way.
But why am I still wandering and struggling like this?
Yeah, boredom.
What I feel for a life partner I have been with for such a long time
Something like boredom.
I do that to myself,
It seemed as though I was feeling the time given to me.
Around that time, an autobiographical novel by a Japanese author,
The book 'My Twenty-Ninth Birthday, I Decided to Die One Year Later'
I found out by chance.
One Sunday, I made up my mind to take that book and sat in a cafe.
A person who has decided to die is truly so brave, and
There was nothing to stop it.
After finishing the book, I set D-day on my phone.
Eureka D-day 365
Exactly one year. Like that Japanese author, I will be brave for one year, and
Let's live a life unlike myself.
A few days after setting the Eureka D-day,
A phone call came that would shake my entire life.
"Yujeong, why don't you try idol tutoring?"
