We decided not to cross the line.

Episode 84. An Irreversible Mistake

"I came because I was worried about Hunji.

But the person I'm seeing right now is

this person."





"So the person you just called is

your boyfriend?

I had a feeling, but I wasn't sure.

I thought you were saying all that to make me give up...

And you said you loved each other right in front of me.

Do you like that person too? Or do you love them?"





"I'm not sure about love yet... but they're a good person."





"You saw my article,

forgot even the promise to meet their parents,

and came all the way here to see me.
 
That's what love is.

Why do you keep denying your feelings?"





"Even if... I still love Hunji...

I'll choose that person."





"Why... why?

Why am I not enough?

In front of the person you love,

how can you be this cruel!!

If I quit acting, quit everything, would that be enough?

Then will you stay by my side?"





Only then did I

rush back to Korea in a daze,

and realize how

huge a mistake it was to stand before him like this.





"Why are you meeting their parents?

You said you weren't getting married.

Does that mean you'd be okay marrying that person?

This is so unfair!

You cut me off cold as ice, but

why are you so lenient with them?"






"Because I couldn't cut Hunji off coldly

and let it end,

and that's how it got to this point.

I kept stupidly letting my feelings drag me around,




so I'm still like this."

"Even when I went to Spain, I still remembered you,

and even after meeting other people, I kept thinking about you, worrying about you.

I really feel so pathetic and stupid.





I shouldn't have met you in the first place."

When I heard my last words,





his expression was utterly empty.





"Really... that's what you think?"

"If that were true... if we had never met,

I would have lived my life normally.

I wouldn't have had to be this exhausted, this drained,






and running from you."

"You're not serious... are you?





Please, tell me you're not."

I bit my lip hard.





And then I slowly said,

"I am serious.





I regret meeting Hunji."

He looked into my eyes,





and in the end I looked away.

Then I quietly picked up my bag




and left his house.





'If I hadn't come here... everything would have gone wrong.'

I went down to the first floor





and sat on a bench.

I had no idea where to go now,





or what I was supposed to do.

Why was it that only in front of Hunji

did I become this emotional





person?

I didn't know.

Should I go to my parents' house,




or to a hotel,




or check my plane ticket first...

My body and mind were completely exhausted.





I decided to sit here for a moment





and think about what to do first.

About thirty minutes passed like that.





Someone was pulling the suitcase they'd left standing beside me.





I looked up in shock.





It was Hunji.

"Hunji! What are you doing?"

"Come in.

You didn't even manage to make a hotel reservation before coming, did you?





And...","I can't send you away the moment I see you."","I will definitely win you back."